sotong cum tomato

2011-04-15T02:21:00.001+08:00

aww i dont know what else i should do, or how i should go about doing it.

dont put too much thoughts into it k!

HELLO SOOMING HAHA. it's real cool you tapped on it ohmy!

2011-04-14T02:20:00.000+08:00

make myself smaller.

and

MAKE GOD BIGGER.

2011-04-11T04:45:00.001+08:00

i cant really express what i feel inside. cos this world's not only about me.

2011-04-11T04:27:00.003+08:00

sometimes boys = jerks.

2010-03-24T06:07:00.001+08:00

arghhh

dear lord

please give me a personal space to work on my assignment...................................
we can do thisss! (:

amen.

hahaha that loooks like a sunday schoooool prayer!

beautiful

2010-03-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

i just want to be God's child

and that's enough =)

Jesus is Lord!

so what if i have untidy hair?

so what if i dont have good complexion?

so what if i have a crooked nose or mouth?

im beautiful in my Father's eyes.

and this One judgement is good enough to me =) haha

it's between me and my Father :)

oh oh at this point of time, i thought of russell tan!

cos he once told me bout people's judgement. hearts brotherly russsty. lol if u everrrrrr sees this!

2010-02-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

): i feel so tired and stressed ):
dear Lord, please be my strength...

family

2010-02-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

i think the greatest lesson Jesus has taught me ... is family values.

family is almost the most important thing to an aries. haha and that's me! and christopher too!
(aries rocks! ahahaha)

Lord told me to behave myself and be good when i talk to my parents, in every circumstances,
even when i feel unjustified and angry and upset and hurt, Lord tells me to be good.
It was so so difficult to be good initially. To be good and not argue when i felt unworthy and unjustified wasnt the hardest thing to do, it was to reply back in a peaceful manner, presenting an loving attitude to a wronged treatment.

i beseeched for Jesus to be the one doing the difficult job for me.
and He did...
i prayed, and listened, prayed and listened, prayed and listened.
the cycle repeats itself.
and finally, things really got better.
relationships within the family got much better!
and to act in the acts of Jesus brings happiness, peace and harmony in the family.
even though my family members are not receivers of Christ,
Christ blesses the believer and his household.
Hold on tight to your faith... i believe they will see the change in us.

thank You Jesus.. =)
it's not going to be a one-time miracle, but a miracle for you to sustain.
if you would choose to listen to Jesus once.....

i hope i get to go for mission trip this june/ july to... enrich my christian life ? haha. maybe!
meanwhile.. jiayous for your studies!

2010-02-17T02:07:00.002+08:00

it's such a random feeling to blog now!

it's 2.09am and ahhh i should prepare for my project mtg and redcross trng tml righttttttttt :(
came back from malaysia around 11pm just now!
my trip was..... hehhs. lotsa bumpy travelling and whole lotsa waiting time. waiting for something to happen and i reallie dont like it!

but it was a great great time with my i-see-him-twice-a-year cousin :))
i remember and i doubt i will forget how i used to play with this cousin of mine when we were reall young. we played a "saving-ants" game. hahaha.
his name is wei ji! he is one year younger than me but he is so so matured. he's shouldering the financial load of the family. i bought a shirt for him this new year! and awwwww, he looked so touched, he offered me chocolates! it says original belgian chocolate on the cover. hahaha the BEST chocolate someone gave me. i love wei ji :) his smile just feels so brotherly to me.

and this super naughty and noisy girl, her name is siu chin. haha she is 6 years old and ahhhhhhhh. she really annoys me sometimes, when i want some quiet time on the car. HAHA. but she, held my hand and gave me a kiss on my hand today! den her eyes looked so teary, it was SO RANDOM but awww :)

sometimes i just love how these festive seasons brings everyone tgt. haha like 10% level of likeness :X ! lols. cos it would bring me outa my comfort zone to do something.....nobody feels like doing lar. though not closely closely knitted when we see each other, but it's your choice to whether to bring yourself closer to others. and make that moment a happy one!

today, i went with my parents and relatives to a temple by the beach, backfacing the temple, looking towards the pretty pretty vast sky and sea, i spoke to my Father, i sang to Jesus. i felt like the Corinthians part. and know really clearly that Jesus looked right into your heart. He doesnt care about your environment. i hope i dont forget this moment.
the sea was so calm and welcoming, what if Jesus appeared to me and asked me walk on the sea. i know my faith is not strong enough. Peter? what if Jesus called me home that moment..

kinship, have to be built.

hmmmmm i dont feel like talking anymore. haha, so some random summaries of my thoughts recently!

"Made in God, so why should you judge yourself"
"i see russell rusty and seanie sean standing beside me! AHH hahaha"
"that would be the last time i sing for you..:("
"joyce is really important is my spiritual life"
"i love Jesus"
"Thank You Father"
"ahhhhh..no"
"sorry"
"byebye shuhui, byebye shernise, byebye guozhong :( "
"i cant cant cant wait for thursday bbq! friday qianiweni and my wedding comm at mj! and DANCE starts this saturday!"
"i love cherlia!!!! (she came to my lecture to pass me a flower ! SWEEEET to the max larh)
"im 50 and what would become of me after CNY!"
"selamat tahun baru cina"

HAHA OH MY. i went to malaysia and ordered " maaf, dua kentang putur besar" den she said something i din catch, but i said "ya," and i smiled at her before i go off saying terima kasih~! and she smiled back! that was her FIRST smile of her service but YAYYYYYYYY! that was a totally successful prooooud-of-myself moment. wahahaha. cinta bahasa malayu siall. HAHAHA. sial is some random slang i learnt in mj. hahaha.

anyways, it's such a happening and busy chinese new year! :X heh. you you you you you guys will be in my prayers. have i mentioned? prayers are really amazing.
i love my home! i love my cat! i love my family!

you can love yours too, if you get outa where you are right now, dont you realise you are tooooo comfortable at where you're standing now? you dont try to reach out for something that is hard to get by standing on the spot. make a move. make a loving move.

give me.

2010-01-26T00:17:00.002+08:00

give me a few days time. or probably even a week or so.
to settle my heart and set it ready.

i'm going to blog for poh soo ming!
she has knocked on my door twice, talking to me about Jesus.

i remember someone / somewhere / some words has struck me that how successful your evangelistic move will be depends on how clear how glad you are on your love for Daddy God.

and so, in this almost abandoned blog, i will not tell sooming this is for her, but let Jesus lead her here when she's getting ready to take her first observing step. with a hopeful heart, i made that sentence. (:

2009-12-07T01:54:00.003+08:00

haha this is so funny..
i decided to discard the quekquekquekquek.blogspot.com already.
i was randomly clicking around and i chanced upon the DEcember 2005 blogposts.
when i first started out blogging i thinkk. rofl.

hahahaha it's just so super funny! and so happpppy to read about my once 'troubled' times. LOL.
if anyone's sad or bored or emo-ing. go and read my archives! hahaha. So..............retarded.

i think i was just talking to MYSElf in the past years blogposts. especially tkgs times. hahaha.
and there was NOTHING hiding from anybody.
example: i typed " teaching **niors can be so irritating" and i used to think that no one else would know wad is **niors. but OHMY! hahahaha like duh it's JUNIORS. hAHAH who else can u be teaching. hahahaha.

and the reall funny times feel so real even when im just reading my old posts.
sooming doing backward roll on backetball court when sam tickled her. HAHAHA ultimate.
the only rules in bball was:
1. form team
2. get the ball in the hoop
3. SCREAMMMM! hahaha

but now, when we know and learn rules, we play accordingly and it's just not so fun anymore.
tell everyone a secret! quek loves basketball. even though i play volleyball now, dont ask me whyy cos i dont know it either! hahas.

and while i was reading my posts, i realised that the first thing ever i hid from the posts was you.
YOU! XXX hahaha nobody will know what this means! seee how important you meant to me.
haha this is so funny im blogging like im talking to myself again! haha. isnt it a much much happier writing and blogging ? instead of writing CHIm NIce metaphorical sentences which makes people feel mysterious about it, and i bet 99% of it, you dont even know what are you trying to express.

but uhhuh! sometimes it's fun to write that way tooo cos it just seeems so cool . haha but! it doesnt express yourself, and it doesnt make you feeel happy anyway! :D

but AHEM! as we grow older! ahhhhhhhhh. we cant write like this(**niors) anymore. haha. i'll just blabbbber everything else in my dear diary. open assess to myself and myself only! :D
i wana catch a MOVIE! =)))

hah Cooolios !

=)

2009-09-24T00:41:00.001+08:00

loooks like i dont wana maintain this blog! hahaha cos i have my little diary place in my laptop:D

well well well. todayy…
i love this quek in red jersey
holding a blue jacket
travelling on bus 17! hearts.

=)))
next stop changi general hosp basketball court! followed by pau’s hse,
and then holy trinity church, next up… bird’s hse! and
then tampines central, and many many more
till atiqah’s house then whitesands pri and filza’s house and then downtown!
coool stuffs ;) i can so list down the bus stops in sequence! ahahahas =)))

because these details evoke sweet sweet memories, they are semantic information, they mean something to me. i’ve stored them in my long-term memory, which comes with unlimited storage and the ability to recall these information is amazingly frequent, it’ll be in our brain for as long as one is alive. whoo! psychology stuffs ;)

smiling smiling smiling ! cos i cant seem to hide this happiness as im meeting that funny flea filza! at our zooooo =D where we might meet our chimpanzees gorilllas monkeys! hahahaha yays! and today, the playlist at McCafe was so…… jc music. hahahs. hearts.

hmmmm yupps! :D remember people! dont be afraid, to wrinkle ur eyes and smile with ur heart. =)) take cares…

Bye Bye BLOGGIE! *HUGS! :D

on bus 14 from dover to bedok

2009-09-01T18:53:00.001+08:00

this is a tuesday.
starting from about one or two weeks ago, i’ve been receiving bad news and only bad news. news that are really affecting me badly.

i stopped studying, i missed my lectures, i dont do my tutorials, i lost my motivation and i dropped my genuine smile. i realised i haven been speaking to my friends since then. everything’s right inside me. yupps that’s what some call..bottling up.
i never knew i would be like that,

probably i got to come up with MY conclusion.
no matter what.

yesterday qianwen told me what my very very good friend said to her (:
and so, each time something hits me, i’ll think of what my very very good friend might say to me. when the whole world made me feel like i’m forgotten, i can be sure that,
one very very good friend of mine cares and supports me.

and now i wish that very very good friend of mine to be back in singapore soooon. =’)

deeep down in me, i think i want to end this.
once and for all.

oh yes! for everyone’s information, i’m gng for services at aldersgate methodist church!
it all started from last sunday. although that v v good friend doesnt follow Christ, but im sure he’ll support me if i say i feel at ease there. =) i have his assurance for my actions.
i guess that’s what i really need in a friend.

i’ve been at the huang’s hse most of the time recently, but i guess i might not stay there anymore. because. i’m happier in the east.

i know i got to do this. well. i dont know what lies ahead of me, 101% ignorant of it. but it makes no sense to carry any load with me. as i walk this path, i’ll walk with free hands. we’ll find out what lies ahead soon. no worries, it wouldnt be too difficult to handle.

quek will live and be with what makes her happy.

CC!

2009-08-18T21:55:00.001+08:00

yays! quek feels happier after studying at the cc :D
nope not changkat cc,
my new-found cc!

haha wonder how i’d feel stepping back into changkat cc.
and so i dont dare to tryyy. LOL.

happy CC! =))

dont you think this is such a happy picture! :D

today..

2009-08-18T16:40:00.001+08:00

heyos blog!
i didnt have a great great day in school today. infact i almost cried when i saw yunyun :’)

wells i met a bad girl today who wasnt that helpful =(
she really wasnt very helpful to me =((

i planned to reach home by 2pm today, but i left school at 2pm.

sometimes i just dont like my schedule being disrupted especially when it affects my later plans =(

and jasmine gave me a huge scare! we were jaywalking, when the bus driver didnt seeee us! so i pulled jasmine towards me, but she resisted cos she didnt know wad was happening!
thank goodness the bus braked in time before it was so near both of us. hahaa. scaryyy!

was a little bit in shock but i felt rather happy as i recall. i’m so glad my natural reaction wasnt to leave her there on the road.

okays back to the bad girl! she really made me so sad! to meet someone like that.
i’m in school? or am i in some foreign land alone? school isnt like this! =(
tkgs wasnt like this. mjc wasnt like that too!

i’ll remember how mj and tkg friends were always there for each other. always so willing to go that extra mile for someone named meridian / tkgian.

but i dont see it in my school now.

HOWever, two wonderful thingies happened today!

this super gentlemanly guy made my day a teeeeeenyweeeeny bit. :) but i was toooo upset wif that unhelpful girl! so i walked away quickly, and not remembering how he loooks like. hahaha. he’s my second ec in school! :))

and the best thing in school today… YONG YUN YUN! *hugs*

“ u wan me go find u now? ”

“ i can one i can one, i go in lt help u take. i not scared ”
“ are u okays now? ”

every single thing she says or does make me feel loved as a friend.
i felt so comforted when i see her. and so so comfortable when i’m with her!

i dont like pple who defines friend superficially. i’ll feel really really upset.
and i’ve met more than one in school now. yucks =/

QUEK LOVES YUN YUN! ((:

hahaha EH MOnSter, i resized the photo to make you look nicer. wahahaha! ;)

stay happy!

2009-08-16T01:22:00.001+08:00

haha dont wana leave the latest post as that one below. =/ it’s such an unhappy topic. hahah. so picture time!

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OH YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEDNESDAY 19 AUGUST = HAPPY CLEAR BLUE DAY! I’ll POST A PICTURE! definitely! BLUE BLUE BLUE! =))))))))))))))))

that’s just wat i see.

2009-08-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

my senior once said this to me:

they have mouth to say and do what they want, but you have brains to think.

Wells, not as though it’s my living principle but i agree that it makes sense.

When people distort the meaning of ‘pride’ , it becomes something evil. We’re not some military organisation, i believe the word pride started off with a very pure meaning – of knowing the purpose of our actions, being sure of it, and not be ashamed of what others might say of our actions and will.

But as the hearts and minds of people are confused, they are tempted to believe that perhaps they ought to deserve some special attention. They forgot to be meek. They start to walk in pride, expecting a certain kind of attention from others.

Pride – whether being dignified or being too proud. it could be the faintest line ever between.

it might not be true? You don't have to react to what i say, because that’s juSt what i feel.
If you did react or wonder about what I'm referring to, What are you exactly defending? your passion? your purpose? Or your pride.

yeoohoo!

2009-08-15T01:03:00.001+08:00

was waiting for sam’s photos! the SUPER COOL PHOTOS! :D

note1
quek and sam in RECORDING STUDIO!

behind these 2 buns, it says “ SAM LOVES QUEK” and “ QUEK LOVES SAM” wheeee! :D music rocks our life manx.

note2!

START OF SCHOOL!
was pretty scared on the first day! but i know He was with me =) so i got braver.

and when i was really really really scared the night before, only one person remembers that I”M STARTING SCHOOL the next day! PIGKAI! :D

got back not long ago from og BBQ! :D

wheeee!
it was held at SHERMAN’s place. sherman is our og mate.
hahaha. one of our og mate asked, “ oh where is that restaurant?”
wahahahaha. he thought it was some extension of JACK’s place. hahahaha!

we laughed our hearts out at random topics and alice’s newlycreated words!
Soccer, NBA! (MY lebron james!), RACIST JOKES. hahaha that’s my life man. :P
but i really dont mean it okayss =)

some great friends made from sports camp and oweek. Really love seeing them around in school!

NUS has been reallllly happening! cant really keep up with the events that’s going on around me. but well. amazingly, quek is studying! making a conscious effort to keep up with her school work now. the last time i did this was primary one i think!
THUMBS UP TO FILZA AND QUEK! :D
we feel that we’re already lacking behind. hahaha. REALLY.
we’ve had 6 years of last minute studying. that’s ENOUGH man.

note 3

that’s a picture of the moon!
oh wells. as of now, it has always beeeeen… in there. =/
hmm =)

our little home!

2009-08-04T02:36:00.001+08:00

hello bloggie!

i had an amazing day today with fish! we went for our typhoid jab in the afternoon! and decided to watch a movie. and oh my! we watched HAUNTING CONNECTICUT.

scary!!!! it’s my 5th horror movie in my 19 years! lol. we just crashed the popcorn halfway while watching it. wahahaha. welll the plot is comparable to mirrors! THEN, accompany fish home and to schooool! into her smelly lab to drill 16 holes in her machine modelling thingy. coool stuffs but i got real sleepy after that.

and so i started singing to her allll the way to amk central :D hahahah SUPER RACIST :P

now…..time to tell you about my pretty home sometime back in end july!
home with my batchies! =)

2 storeys bungalow opposite pasir ris park, big fat thanks to wenfang and her aunt!

first up! ~~Asthma room~~ aka activity room!

more pictures! :D

hahaha welll, dont ask what were we trying to do

and some great great shots over here!

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barbeque! =)

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not forgetting some crazy stuffs we did =D

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and it’s always heart warming to end off with a…??
yes that’s right! family photo.

loves.

starting new

2009-07-22T02:50:00.002+08:00

yayyyiees!! donee with this new blogskin!
but now i'm too sleepy to blog already :P

haha shall try to keep track of what ever's happening in my life again :)
cos it's interesting to loook back at archives and go, "oh mans! iwas like that lastime! "
kkays, sorrry blog but goodnights!

=))

2009-06-25T00:42:00.001+08:00

He is in control.
of all things.
yays!

2009-06-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

dear retarded

work sucks ='(

work sucks work sucks work sucks!

-quek

protection

2009-06-02T14:43:00.001+08:00

if you have not seen the world,

dont show the world everything you have.

:)

2009-06-01T22:51:00.004+08:00

i just read daniel foofooofoooofooooofooofoooo's blog and it totally made me miss mj =(
meeeting up with random pple while walking around in school,
that ramp down to canteeen means foooood!,
walking towards snacksss stalll getting nuggets and cheeese tofu,
nasi briyanii after pe,
sleeeping in library, atttempting to study in orange study room,
queuing up for benn&jerrrrys!
loooking around in lectures, especialllllly physics lectures! hahaha.
sleeeping through tutorials. complaining how sucky things were in schoool whenever we meet somebody we know! stressssed by the thousands of examms and the freaking stresssful teachers!

but everything spells simple joy with just the great people around. JOYY.

life's hectic and totally fast pacedd now :X like zoooooooommmmm! *
smrt workk, tuitioning and more tuitioning to come, ulp, some other terrible stuffs to care about in redcross.

when i'm doing whatever's mentioned up there, what i really need and want now. is some precious time with friends. incharge of nothing but. being together.

26 june = end of rc events, end of work, occasional tuitioning with primary school kids = ohseven's day, ******, sleeeping late, waking up late, rest play enjoy = more time for myself!

more time for myself! unlike noww. i can only hug my bag, sit in a bus/cab/train. and that's the only time for myself alone. isnt that patheticcc. lawls.

crazinessss!

2009-06-01T03:42:00.002+08:00

this is too...... ahahahahas!

i dont wana miss this moment.

we're talking RuBBish, doing ReTarded Stuffs, LAughing Craziiily in the middle of the nighhhht!
ohyourfish!! hahahaHhahaha . it's 3:46am. to keep each other going.

=)) jiayous! even if it's going slow and steady now. keeeeeeeeeep going!

how grateful i am to have them around! you know who you are!

music

2009-05-13T14:32:00.003+08:00

ahhh music fills my life man.
so so drowning in taylor swift's songs now!
Crazier. that's the new hit!

quek says she misses one retarded. =(

2009-05-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

havent been saying the word BUSY for quite some time!
dunno since when, i feel a little uncomfortable saying that im busy! hahas.

cos.. as long as you want it, you'll do it, you see it important,
there wont be something that you're tooo busy to go for.

so when i dont do something, it secretly means i dont really want to do it. =x
hahas. life's been.... a wait!

waiting for the days to go by when i'll end my job contract(i decided to stay on to help my nice bosss). waiting for weekends. (yet sometimes totally not)

beeen doing alot of thinking! with the many minor things happening in my everyday life.
and my mood changes accordingly. frequently hahaha.

Hope never seems to leave me each day. but definitely, there are times when it ran off for a while.

it's them!

2009-04-22T00:17:00.003+08:00

ahahahahahaHA!

every every night they make me so high and happy before i go to bed!
=) *laughs!

chris...topher chua.
ohhhhh
huh?
chris...topher chua.
oh
OH HAHA!

*turns around, TING! * smiles
HAHA ALLL those retarded smiles.

HAHA! and each night i love them more and more!
lols.

goodnights batchie! off to bed! for better days ahead! =))

yess la fluffy!

2009-04-21T23:44:00.002+08:00

haha! quite a few thingies to update!!! TSK for fluffy tay!
hahaha wanted to do something to the pictures den bloggg! hahas. but yet to settle down and work on the pics! hahas. sorry flufff! will be up sooon! :D

that means this blog is just to ....... tell you to wait a while longer! :D
meanwhile.. im still waiting for your letter!

one...
two...
three..
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twenty-three..
twenty-four..
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fifty-six...
fifty-seven..
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eighty-five
eighty-six

EIGHTY-SEVEN days.
to seeing fluffy!

2009-04-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

when we wake up in the morning,

we have 2 simple choices,

go back to sleep and dream,

or wake up and chase those dreams.

found this pretty thing on ahmeng's blog to share =)

my moods!

2009-04-02T23:45:00.003+08:00

today is a......."i made myself happy" day! hahahas

started off my morning telling myself to smile relax and stay happy!

and my day was much much better =)

the past few days i think i was emoingg. but eeeee. i dont like to emo.

so i decided to try to stay happy.

and it kinda works!

you know sometimesss., i'll post a little note for myself on my phone.

and i do feel a little uncomfortable when people peeep at my note =X

haha cos it's a note for myself =) reminding me of my day's purpose.

OH! look at this greeen prettty =)

i dunno why my parents bought this family camera! =X SO RANDOM! waste money! =X

but i didnt mind it cos it's GREEEEEN =) prettty pretty greean. :D

i was very very very sad just now =(((((

cos i didnt have a hot nice dinner.

after a =X day at work, i've always hoped to reach home seeing hot nice food for dinner. =(((

but joanne said " i bring u go eat hot nice dinner! :D " and it sooooo changed my mood for the very much better =)

hahaha lemme tell u a secret! i cried cos of not having the hot dinner! =((( of course nobody seees me crying. but " i bring u go eat hot nice dinner! " <<<< =)))))

oh! seems like most people wants to say they wont cry no matter what, inorder not to appear weak?

But i am a cry baby!! im serioussss! in human human relationships. serriooousllly. i came to realise that i AM one.

oh but butbut! i dont cry over work! over stress! over challenges! =)

ohyes i learnt something cool today!

astronauts cant cry...

cos in space, there is no gravity.

and so the tears cant fall.

haha! do you wana be an astronaut?

haha not for ma and joanne! cos we want to cry when we dont have nice hot dinner.

we want to cry when we are sad!

smthin about naiming! hahaha. my junior. she was telling us her story during farewell.

and the scene of her telling the story keeps running in my head recently. alot of people would laugh at her story for being drama!

but i think that is a very pure state of love. hahas! =X

cos.

the expressions are so rich. nothing was hidden.

CRUISE TML! =))))))

the heart..

2009-04-01T01:56:00.002+08:00

burns with happiness

melts in comfort and security

melted in love

left at -300degrees

hardens like a rockk

knocks

tries to burn in happiness again

tries to burn again

trying

still trying hard

doesnt feel like trying once more.

2009-04-01T01:01:00.002+08:00

updatess!

tkgrcy farewell~ thank you juniors! and goodbye =)
had fd modular in de day. was running on spare batt at the farewell. hahas
wanted to cryy cos i thot of my own farewell. the scene where i was surrounded by my squadmates! suddenly i miss them much.. it has been a long while since we met up =(

i got presents tooo! =)

GIANT EArthquake! great great time chatting with derek ChOoOoo, evonne maam! , esther Gay and Jing Ni Fish! =) *HAppy BIrthday to you* RePEAT times 10 to the power of 23. hahahaha! the irritating sonng!
doesnt it look Greaeeaatt here. omg!

Random Outing with Estehr Gay and FiSHH! =)) at ICHibAN i think.. SUPER FULLLLL

and we went mac cafe to slackkkk! :D

finally....ToDAY!!! =D

" Those old Rainy Days" meeting! =)) was telling derek. i think it's amazing to see how our batchmates help each other!

Look at that Laptop besid Derek's face. That's OUr Comittee Member from CHINA! =))) TAY SHWUYUEH! hahahs skype !!!

ZooOMM in to laptop !!! ahhhhh! hahahahahas. GREATT PPLE.

alpha outing!!

2009-03-30T00:18:00.002+08:00

Just saw the email from Jeslynn regarding ALPHA OUTING!!! =))))))))))))

hahahahaha!!! yays! i was... smiling thruout the maiL! hahahaha. from their retardednes. LOL.
but arh! it's these people who keeps me motivated! =))

haha previously i wasnt blogggiing, so i missed talking about the vip 1009 camp. haha aww! but yeah. just a quick summmary! other than my own vip camp! that was the bestt redcross event! memorable and happpy! =)) hahaha yays!

preparing for our saturdays

2009-03-28T01:08:00.003+08:00

haha!

it's happening now!

i think it's just a ...blissful moment now. haha!

we're msn-ing, messaging, and on the phone earlier talking about our day tomorrow!

esther's packing newspaper for her evac tml. hahaha like some garung guni who found 28 august 2008 papers!

zhenluan and myself... ironing uniform nowwww! thinking of smoking through attire tml!

evelyn agreeed to us smoking thru!

jingni's discussing about evac tml (highly doubtful hahaha!)

derek was talking about his yelllow nametag! (and sleeping now!)

and i know shwuyueh from china is preparing to miss us! cos we're thinking of her i'm sure!.

and we got a message to wear our batch jerseys!

haha i switched off the iron switch while blogging thiss! =))

hahaha. i realise ironing my uniform makes me somewhat calm, and peaceful. haha

i dont know why!

maybe because... it's uniform! wont even think of smoking through it. =)

ha! so here's one blissful moment in my redcross life with batchmates!

2009-03-27T00:23:00.004+08:00

yays just got home and bathed! =))

yesterday i was out with yong yun yun! =))))
we went makan dinner and post office to send in application forms and haha! everything just seems extrordinary funny when we're hanging out. hahaha! and the mr neo look-sound-behave-alike! HAHAHA. i can still rmb the tune He was HUmming toooO! Hahahahahaha we almost burst out laughing infront of hIm! he seems so happy at work.

oh i think my work is getting bettter! much more meaningful den before. cos it's getting SO STRESSSFUL NOW! haha. but yeah at least i feeel useful! den i'll be happier! but seriously stresssful!

and den we went BEDOK MCCAFE hahah! (filza our downtown mac with the entire ZOO!) and i drank one of myf avourites =) HOt choCOlate!

den we started walking back home from 10plus pm. and we had a super lonnnnng talk. =) about everything back in mj mostly. and i almost cried to her! cos arh! cos. cos. i miss my old good friend. =(( he is kuku's owner. and forever forever jj is part of whatever i'm thinking. haha. only kuku's owner knows who on earth is jj. =)

den i hugged yunyun at our hse carpark! HAHA! we are one overhead bridge away! :D
in the middle of the road! =) awww quek loves yunyun!

den today! on the way back home, i saw ZHU MEI ZHU! she heard my voice saying " eh that's my fren" den we saw each other! hahaha and she gave me one MS BITE! hahaha. lols. she dumbdumb! hahahs faster go apply k =)) so happpy to see her eh =) den i'll think of ah zhi and joanna! ahahs and the number 5s =)

yays! the great bunch of councillors =)
PIGKAI's coming back tml! oh TODAY! =)))))) back from army! :D

my friends brought colours to my life just like how the pretty colours brighten this white blog! hahaha. much more colours to my life infact =))
friends are the best gifts in life aint it?

note aside: 110% gay and gay fish are so happy for the hairless gay we cant stop smiling! HAHAHA so retarded!

we chanced upon this great song! " when i see you smile" =) wonderful lyrics =)
when i see you smile, everything's alright! yea!

2009-03-22T23:42:00.012+08:00

TODAY IS ESTHER GAY's OFFICIAL LAST DAY IN STARHUB!!! =))))))))) *cheers!

she can join us in dinner!!! and late night outings. and she doesnt spam my fone with "how to go to clinics in chaichee" hahahaha.

was on da fone for more than TWO hOURs with pam and melina just now!
28 march~ my farewelll from tkgrcy! =) yays feeels nice talking to them!
that 's the pure passion in redcross. and not............

let pictures do some bloggging! i'm.. speechless
+sentosa
+marley and me
+ubin

and recently. i'm missing how these people once worked tgt! =)

haha i know something's wrong with me recently. very very disoriented.

i'm not moving very much forward and i know it myself!

omgay! gay Just showed me this convo. that iscomplete nonsense and testament to the complicated passion im seeing recently. complicated, tainted and not pure at all.

just something to scream about in my blog! quoting from my mentor,

people have mouths to tell you and influence you, but YOU HAVE BRAINS TO THINK FOR YOURSELF!

dont believe in everything they say! think and find proof for yourself! Everybody has their choiCe! ThINK before yOU make YOurs.

dont let the efforts from your true mentors go to waste by taking in passerbys' words.

there are just so many SO MANY trying to taint some pure passion.

quek doesnt like this at all. AT ALL.

2009-03-22T02:50:00.001+08:00

can you compose a song?
about.. =)

stop the frowns!

2009-03-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

i realise ive been frowning alot recently.. *frowns again!

i went tkgrcy campfire ytd! it was a combined one with other ugs.
haha. there were 11 squaddies in total! =))) yays! squaddies love.
and saw many many juniors =)) omg we broke a bench? HAHAH!

tkgrcy.
hmmm i'm going to leave them VI-less?
just cant bear seeing juniors stressed up at camp..... ahhhh.
i had the urge to change into redcross tee and join them for camp programme.
they make me wana take leave from work!
and i din really catch up with my squadmates at the fountain ahah sorrrry.
just cant bear to see my juniors left alone! =X

they met with some prob after campfire, they looked so serious in their discussion at the canteen.. and i hopped in! tried to find out what happened.
all the rest were shaking their heads and telling me "nothing maam". =(
of course i insisted to find out! so i looked to pam.
the rest continued to shake their heads telling her not to say.
but pam shoook her head lightly and she answered me.
ahhhhs i felt like hugging her at that moment! for trusting.

it was as if my efforts were put to test. and her answers were my test results.
moore than just worthwhile!

finally squeezed some time from pamela and melina to talk to me! hahahaha.
and we had FUN! =))))) haha dat's secret!
i like to see melina's super dao face trying to hide her smile from me but always failllled. hahas
i like to see pamela, standing tall and strong! Calm Composed Confident, she's got it all!

while i'm losing mine, my juniors became my source of motivation too.
for them, i wanted to take leave at work!
but for them, i went to work and OT till super late and hungry!

all this talk abt junior and senior, monkey is not forgotten! maam sarah! ahahas.

this is a longggg blog. cos was too tired to blogg last night.
there's so many lessons i learn everyday, recently.
maybe that's what makes me frownn =X
from work.
from the things i see everyday
from the way i feel.
i'm frowning againnn! that's badddd!

and i'm still replying on med to keep me steady! =(
i need some proper sleeeep!

quek needs to organise her life now!. to keep in pace with everything around her..
i'm going cruise on 3 april! YAYs! =)

even my blog is so nottt organised now, den my brain howww!

habit is a really really bad thing.
habit makes me sad when i lose my usual things.
habit makes me sad when i shift house.
habit makes me sad when i can no longer keep that habit.
but
habit used to make me happy.
habit used to make me comfortable in old house.
habit used to make me feel loved.
aww =( i cant fight habits.

QUEK! you can do it!?
it has been super long since i can say that to myselff confidently!
but quek! i know you can do it. =)

monkey mail!

2009-03-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

i receive an email from my beloved monkey, from my beloved mentor! =)
hahaha wait for my snaiiillll mail okays. hahas. i'm sending it over this weeek!
tgt with fluffy's snail! =)

2009-03-13T15:46:00.002+08:00

haha hellos my rainbow blog!

reading tay shwu yueh's blog makes me really wana go overseas.
hahas too bad i cant afford to go overseas to study! =X
if there's exchange programme in uni, i'll work super hard for it!
and stay far far away from this place.
not that i dont like this place, but i wana explore the outside world.
i need to be pulled away from this lovely place for a whiile, so that i'll treasure everything much more. =)

for now... we'll pray hard for that trip ! =))

haven really been answering these questions..
" where you wana study?"
"are you going to try for scholarships"
"which course you taking? "
hahas sorrry! but i need to think on my own before i talk abt it with anyone.
=)

ohoh! i just came back from the doctor, and she said " inner ear inflammation"
like ohmy! sounds super cool larh. serious! cos she did this test on me before she conclude.
now i knowww. hahhaha.

going hq for ulp mtg! and linka mtg!
and i'm..... going to tell my juniors and yo dat im nt gng back tkg le. hahas.
cos........................... i told myself fdc09 was my last event =)
and im proud of my juniors for their achievement =)
feeling accomplished and done with my task there,
it's time to spend all precious time with batchmates =)

not going for runaway/swimaway till we see things going the right way, till we see our efforts not wasted.
when our leaders are leaving for a reason, we know we should continue their mission. right? =)
even if the road gets tougher.

cookie

2009-03-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really care!
just that you dont believe it.

ohsevens

2009-03-03T00:22:00.006+08:00

haha quek feels like telling the whole world she misses tay shwu yueh now.

i've always believed that relationships worked two ways.
just when you're thinking of a friend, she'll be thinking of us too.

fluffy tay shwu yueh must be thinking of us now! for we are.

just leave the airport, make as much noise as we can, laugh as loud as we want,
keeping ourselves occupied with whatever things we find. we thought it'd be fine.
but it simply isnt the case once we leave the crowd. ='(

i'm quite certain we feel the same way..
i cannot cannot imagine if gay goes overseas, stonefish goes away, derek choo guozhong zhenluan evelyn junjie ahhhhh
and i'm thankful that they are not leaving.
ohseven =(
i nevevr knew i would miss a friend this much.

this sudden realisation of friendship is making me treasure each and every one of my batchmates more and more and more. i just wana spend every precious minute around my batchmates.

i love ohsevens

somethings aside,
please mean what you say.
do you not know the meaning of friendship?

A level results are coming out on 6 march! ahhhs,
i wont forget how happy esther, derek, shwuyueh and jingni were when i ended my As. ahhas,
they were more excited than i was! hahs,

sorry to every every body! cos i feel so moodless recently =( and i realie dont feel like talking.

2008-10-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

for ms lai's hand.

jiayou!

i want to shake ms lai's hand at college day!

shake ms lai's hand

SHAKE MS LAI'S HAND!!

2008-10-12T23:08:00.001+08:00

i need some time..alone.

stop running away,

2008-10-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANG! =)

for SOOT's sake! i posted this picture!! ahahhas.

SURPRISE KOH TANGLIN!

the yogurt ice cream blended with MANGO! =)) COOKIE! STRAWBERRIES! at tj.
yummily nice~ especially nice though it looks like pOOOOO =/
ice cream taste especially yummy when you're eating with the right people =)
like ice cream at TM Mac with the people wearing the same shirt that says "07"
like ice cream at tj with the people in different uniforms called "squaddies"
like ice cream at ulu place that spells 'h-a-p-p-i-n-e-s-s"

physics lecture was fun funny wonderfuly COOL!! tis present from physics tutors =) specially picked with our names written behind =) awwww.
and mr ng kar kit is seriously super cute. =))))))) Hahahahaha.

the bangings make my heart go stomp stomp dee tham dee da tham!
PERFECT BANG.
ignite this fire. ignite this passion.
=)

25 days.
for my squadmates,
i can do it!

2008-10-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

Run for Hope! =)

great great time laughing in Swensens =) "FREAKINGLYYYY" hahahaha.

fluff, gay, choo, nini OHseven =) and it rained today!

but i know i cannot do this anymore till 43 days later.

i want to feel more secure =/

2008-10-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS AS PROMISED! =)

the rest QUITE UNGLAM! lOLL.
just a short short postt:

as the message was being played across the fountain,
quek ying qi was seriously very touched by this squadbond.
tkgrcy~3013-53. tkgs-53rd rcy batch.

it doesnt feel anything like 2 years since we've left tkgrcy
my squadmates mean a lot alot alot to me!
throw me in an island and i can tell you i nEed them. =)

alrightss! serious time to sleep! 4km Hope run tml! wish us funjoy laughter and good health! Hahaha. =)

2008-10-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

went to makan with tang today!
and then we went cc study =)) productive productive.
pau came find us! wheees.
sooming called and then me pau soot talked on da phone for 1plus hour~ i miss dat sooooot's voice!
den was messenging cera, simin, kirstie regarding saturday. EXCITING!!
awww my squadmates make me happy inside out =))

this morning i was feeling so insecure! =(
den i heard "a little less conversation" over my new red exciting phone! and i thought of guozhong dancing, and all the crazy times and OHHH dat seriously made me....safer and more confident of myself when i think of my batchmates =))
EXCited to meet up with batchmates this sunday!! RUN FOR HOPE ;D
i can see my GAY, CHOO, FISHNI, FLUFF, JUnJIe! wheees

next week last week of schooool =( gonna miss my schoolmates~the volleyball peeps! the no5s! the random pple!

awww i wana be part of your life now and then! ahahah.

it's october 2. THIRTY-ONE 31 days to Alevels.
no more distractions! it's time to sit at the table and internalize the contents.
it's time it's time.

2008-09-30T23:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUANG! o.O HAHaha. =)

2008-09-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

here are the pictures! awww happi happi looking at dem =)

dat's our volleyball sign!
climbing the treeees! wahahas, junkai and me managed to CLINGG on the treee! bt LAZY fufoong LAZY upload! HAHA!

climb climb climb! LOLss.

jk, foong, yun, mE! =))

i dunno why pic look so small here but !! from the red colour man: zhang, engliang, kevan, arvin, kelvin, lam! dont u tink the lamppost looks like a huge vball. AhHAhs.

frisbeee! dat's daozheng! LAM taught me his armpit method. AHHHAhaHAHS. seriously OILY. aHAHA.

TOILET! stop saying we slow! hahaha,
actually when we walk into 7-11 arhhhhhhhh, i think the 8 guys look quite cool standing around that corner. AHAHAH. aCT COOL!
at the rocky shore area? =))
monorail pretty sunset!
vivocity self-made SLIDE! ahahhaas. crazily fun.

aytess! here's a fun fun gang in school =)
fufoong yunyun and quek!
LEMME NAME THE PPLE!! HAHAHa
Arvin!, SCORPION KING ENGLIANG, KEVAN BIRD, PIGKAI, KELPIG, BABOON ZHANG, DAozheng!, HAIRY OILY GORILLA LAM, FOONG, DUCK, RUBBISH BIN YUN.

=)) yays, im adding a new gang! my squadmates, my batchmates, and my schoool SPORTS-mates! ahhahas.

39 days to A-levels. ahhhhhhs.

2008-09-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

lalalalals~

kohtanglin
estheryeo
derekchoo
muhammad
huangyuliang
filzasyahirah
samanthakhohaiyun
fufoong
yunyun
kevan lee
chuayunzhi
jing ni
shwuyueh
.
.
.
.my squadmates!
.my batchmates! + muhd + yuliang
.schooolmates!

every morning i take the train, i really look out for pohsooming.
awww thankyou tanglin! thankyou muhammad! thankyou yuliang! thankyou thankyou.

ahhashs talking to muhd online now since i dunno when,
it has been long since we had such super long talk.
ahhahs, yayys quek feels alot happier =)

he reminded me of something!

i would say yes. yes to that super challenging question.
yes to the question i hasnt answered two years ago. ahhas.

2008-09-21T01:41:00.002+08:00

ahhh bored bored bored now! ahhas,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVAN BIRD! =))

it has been VBALL DAYS! (actuallie even DURING prelims)
played long long hours of volleyballllllll! =)))
zhang, kelvin, hector, engliang, junkai, lam, kevan, foong, yun, =)) will upload pics soon!
and im still looking for my green volleyball =( if Anyone sees it, get it for me first k! ill pay u back.
LOBSTER! ahhahs., played under the hot hot hot sun at sentosa!
ahhahs too many stuffs to say le laaa.

and i watch MIRRORS today! =/////
my first horror movie, LOLS. it's GORYYY! and de first person to come to my mind is??? sohguozhong! some parts really really scary.

i reallie reallie treasure this friendship alot! =/
it almost got gambled away, but noOO! i cannot afford to lose it =(
i really cannot afford to. far tooo precious den anything else already.

haha yes it's you you, excessive, fairytales, coffeebean straw. ennuff.
haha i doubt u'll ever read this though.

2008-07-07T19:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 07/07 DAY !

had a great great time catching up with everyone's life!

derek!! CHEW! hahaha.

like television!

oh seven ohseven =) it rain-ed today! that's US!!
but so sad alot of pple not free today =( haha, nehh, dere's always another rainy day!

quek ying qi loves this gang very much! =)

TEN core values.
1. Be smart, in both bearing and knowledge
2. Lead by example
3. Knowledge
4. Integrity
5. Professionalism
6. Be objective, not biased
7. Non-dictatorship
8. Discipline
9. Relationships
10. Care and concern

Vounteer Instructors! - To Lead With Pride. HuHa!

quek! stop dreaming already. get back on your feet. keep your ten core values in sight.

2008-07-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

dinner and pool with malina, fazall and kevan!

super super fun today!

WE plAYED POOL!

=)) actually it's my first time playing.

kevan taught me how to play! haha too many details to blog about.

but yeah! had a super great time!

we saw TAUFIK BATISAH. ahHHH!

at the restaurant we went. SO SUPER COOL!

buttttt... hahas, er, he Looks a little cocky =((

but quite heartwarming to see the whole family makaning dere tho! =))

Ben & JErry's !

ice cream =))

2008-07-05T02:42:00.002+08:00

PITSTOP!

HAppY BiRthDAy YuHUI mAAM! =))

centre: bdae girl!, to the left: NINI, ME!, GAY!, FLUFF, EVM, mizael Sir, YINGSHENG SIR(ARMY),pOhboon Sir, P2, QIqihuiHUI maam, RUiXiAn mAam, DEREKCHOo, GAYzhONG, QIJUn sir, STEphen, Noel and POOR Chien CHAM! LOLs.

WONDERFUL GAMES =))) ScreAms, LAughTEr, NOISE, LOVE!

at the train statioN! the WET huahua helped us take the photo! =)) she gave me a SEA hug,. oHmY. EEEEE! HAHhahs. <33 href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_sSr5KNANXj8/SG5lNp2kLRI/AAAAAAAAAhU/XQl-ErtLjOo/s1600-h/DSC00743.JPG">

the previous pitstop stuffs are still there!!! =))

M O N D A Y 07/07 ! ! !
7 JUly. THAT"S THE DAY!

****************************************************************************

just now on my way back, it was a little scaryyy =////
hmmmm..

i tried to find many many very bright stars, hoping that they might light up my way just like the moon once did.
today on the bus, i told filza that....

i /_ _ _ _ / _ _ _ _ /*******/ anymore.
_ _ / also.
last time, just too _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ bahs.

i said it with such indifferent attitude.
it almost made me cry in the bus.

2008-07-03T01:30:00.003+08:00

TAke a lOOK at those yUMMY FOOD! actually not very yummy. LOLS. but the green tea Quite nice. hAhash.

what?: DINNER
when?: 2 july!, 7+pm till shop closes!
where?: SUMO HOUSE AT ANGMOKIO! =)))))))))))))))
how?: RanDOM!
WHO??:
PESSI-chooo!
GAYandGORY-zhong!
VIOLENT-yeo!
BIM-leemin!
UNGLAM-nini!
CRAZY-luohan! (according to dat unglam one!)

oh(seven)! HEARTS <3>

haha i think the song Girlfriend, can do campfire item!! super funny KINd! =DD
LOLS. **IMAGiNES

2008-07-01T05:15:00.004+08:00

Always Getting Over You - Angela Ammons

was there not enough stimulation
hit by a brake the other day
just that when i thought that im okay,
you didnt like my conversation
i cant come up with something new
it doesnt really matter what i do

it dont mean nothing
im always getting over you
-Always getting over you-angela ammons-

cos tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
over again
Dont make me Change my mind.
-fall for you-secondhand sereande-

nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
just the one-two of us -
who's counting on
that never happens -
i guess im dreaming again
let's be more than . this.
-Crushcrushcrush-paramore

i didnt know where to turn to

no i realise that i really didnt know
you didnt notice you mean everything
quickly im learning to love again
but i know this, i will be okay.

it'll get better in time.!
-better in time-leona lewis

=))
midyears over!
my last paper was on monday and i watched soccer on monday morning till 430am! OH MYYYYY. fainted/.hahaha! GERMANY AND SPAIN. but i watched 2nd half only larhhs(with my daddy! PS:gay, im making effort too=) ), and we were all so high! jeannie merilyn kevan, wahaha crazy! lols. maths paper...still quite high, but the econs paper after dattt! lucky nv fall aslp. got home at 8pm and i slept at 9pm! i miss my dinner so im up wonderfully early feeling hungry! hahaha.

sometimes i just wish for my bus rides to be longer! ahahs. cos i think i reflect on the bus, oH i wanted to blog about it, but i cant remember already. haha!

some c r a z y times on monday!

dont you just love this meridian leaders' board! x)) SHHH. HAHA!

me and filza's colourful timetable! we've got nothing better to do while waiting for that slowpoke to end class. SLOWPOKE = ATIQAH.

THat'S MY clASS 15 minS before OUr ecoNS papER. HAHAH!

fil,atiq and me! went popular and we've GOt 'EM! we all feel so motivated to study and do work now, cos we wana use our colourful footscap!! =DD

ala-mak! = oh mama!
ALA-PAK! = oh papa! (MAK WEIJIE"S NEW NAME)
ala-pocot! = oh -(nonsense) pocot doesnt mean anything. LOLs
oh-mak-kau-pocot! = oh your mama pocot!
oh-pak-kau-pocot! = oh your papa pocot!
OH BURUNG KAU POCOT! = ERRRRR AHAHAHA!! ( burung = bird ) pocot doesnt sound anything positive though. LOLs.

HAHAHA! OH MYYYY!. lOLS. our modification
EH BUT in mj, biRd is not refering to anything sick! it means our houses! phobos and callisto! the phoenix and the eagle.

OH and i remember what i thought of in the bus already. iM quite afraid of leaving school actually. infact getting very very afraid. cos.. there's gona be no more torturous As = no more everyday-school with mj peeps! =(( oh myy. hahahs. we will love the school cos we enjoy ur frens companion much more than how As torture us! lols. and i love mj pple! =)

midyears was more of a revision for us, instead of examination, so the " EXAM's OVERR" mood isnt so strong in mj this time round. cos it's only a revision for Alevels =)

wahhhs im rotting away.. GOOOD LUCK FOR tHOse taking chem laterrr! and im going school laterrr! =))))))

2008-06-29T01:19:00.000+08:00

PictUReS TIME! =))

me and pauline's FOOd SupplY when studying!
her name is WINTER! =))
i miss going pau's house! =))

studying with bIRDS! at the cc =)

i WAs playing with malinA's oversized sunglasses for me! LOLS. SO COOL!

celebrate jeannie's birthday! squad gathering! x)

studying at home!
like finally i decided to clear my table. lols. yes that's the precious moments kids bible beside! =) i'm getting closer spiritually =)

CRAzy times after those demoralising papers!! HAHAHA. OH my.

samantha kHo! long ago pic that i promised to blog!

KIDS! hmm this pic is just to represent the many many kids i met recently. =)
haha so pure so innocent- (so simple), so funny so sweet so...hearts. i know what im refering to =)

oKAys! Random thoughts time =) and this time round specially for derekchOO! that cheekoboy!

Inertia is the tendency for objects to coninue its state of motion and to resist change.
i think it not only apply to objects, but to humans as well!
when we are too used to thinking of a subject, we keep thinking about it.
even if there serves no meaning to ponder over it,
we continue to do so cos it Was once part of us.

yea. so BReak out of that InErtia and Live ur presEnt Life. =)

den for myself.....
i guess it's not easy to break out of our inertia sometimes, cos im trying hard! but im nearing =)
we can look back but not forgetting to create a new inertia. Life's going on and on! =))

2008-06-28T01:26:00.002+08:00

happy birthday jeannie yang ting ting!! =))))))

aww went aljunied to celebrate!
and wahhs.
i felt that comfort in our laughters. x)
this comfort came at the right time!
cos i wana feel safer... =/

it's more than saying i love them.! awww. =) my squadmates.
but i never forget the othre bunch of people who make me feel so lighthearted and troubefree too! VIs =)

aljunied got many sickos! =( lousy pieces of shit. horrible sickos! so angry at them!
i think if got mj guy frens with us, they will 'protect' us. hahas. lollls.

12 julY nubian gents dance concert! yes pau i wana go!

2008-06-26T13:17:00.002+08:00

physics paper 3 today. it was a demoralising paper!.
i like physics u noe!!. ahas. but i think the blanks in the paper make up one-third of the marks already....I never leave blanks for physics papers before =( sighS.
it's like.. i dont even know how to write rubbish for the questions.
how dead can that be!. hahah.
i shall try for paper 1 and paper 2 tomorrow bahs! =))

hmm i shall find a new place to study instead of going changkat cc. =x
will go only when pau is going bahs. cos................................

ohyeah. thought of something this morning. RANDOm! it's not to anyone but GENERALLY what i see in people.

1.always laughing,
2.noisy/entertaining,
3.tries hard to comfort any sad people,
4.tells you they're always there for you,
5.tells you they are okay when they are sad
6.COS they dowan to make you sad.

wells, that's what everybody is trying to SEEm to be.
and when everyone appears like this, it makes the term "good friends" less appreciative.

to be honest, i did bear that thought,
"when i dowan to make others sad "
but i started wondering if i'm also following the crowd, doing the wrong thing.

wanting others to term you as a "good friend" BY appearing so,
is nothing to be proud of.
But when you give your friends a fair share of your troubles, it makes them special to you.
and it silently makes you special to them.
that's what make friends special and dear.

ohWElls. do what you feel like doing, and not what you think your so-called good friends would like you to do. =))

and to whoever:
life can be simple.. it's always there, just that you lost sight of it. stay happy! =)

yAWNS. should i go nap before i study?! SouNDs gOOD!. HAhaha. Nights! x)

2008-06-23T21:21:00.002+08:00

i think you dont need to.

i always thought and believed that,
by keeping that faith in sight....

but my faith gave up on me.
it's the 3rd mid-year already. haha. no more of such midyears.

have you ever felt the happiness and excitement in meeting your friends in school?
like today! first day back school, though taking exams =X but i was so super happy when i see my friends around!
and the smile and happiness so natural
i dont know which of me is true actually.
maybe both.
just that i dont know who to show my other side to..

things are still as simple as before. just that you lost sight of it.

2008-06-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

iuhiq [".] says:
oh
iuhiq [".] says:
he sae he brought the photo we all take together at nyny
iuhiq [".] says:
then say will miss your also

yingsheng sir brought our photos to army! =;) so touched!
sometimes in every relationship,
effort; is all it takes.

it may not give us the result we want at times..
but if we dont put in effort,
never; will we end up where we wana be yea.

but we need to know when is the right time too..
just like the yellow line and our mrt train.
"please do not stand behind the yellow line."
it's only sensible to cross the yellow line when the train arrives.
(source: inspired by royce's blog!)

okays.
derekchoo SMILE =))
maam sarah JIAYOUS!!
and quekyingqi will too!

tml rgs fd accred! (=
yays den we can wear the ohwearesocute shirt! =))

ohoh 18 june-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL FOO! =)
THIS RUBBISH IS ONE YEAR OLDER - EIGHTEEN!

2008-06-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

ulp campfire! =D

campsite has the brightest prettiest stars!
oh yes i love this redcross family! =D

they make me smile and laugh wholeheartedly! even when taking pictures, our unglam faces, we dont care mans~!
celebrated esther's birthday!!
chili padi cake! aww she looks touched. x))
the 07 sat at the carpark, under the bright bright moon and pretty stars! picture perfect~

i succeeded in blowing up this fire! yayy! OA!
cadets! wonderful bunch of juniors =)
my unit! tkgrcy ~ and i really think im going back tkgs after my Alevels. x))
Oh camps with VIs - wait for me. 4 more months and im done with Alevels. í'll do well for u!
and YAYY! i feel so motivated to studynow =)

redcross makes me strong. it's simple things that teaches me.
like putting ur face close to the hot charcoal and give them a hard bloww ! =))
till you see the fire.

JIAYOUS QUEK YING QI!! =))

2008-06-15T02:32:00.002+08:00

bAhhhs today is a weird day! =/

leemin had a fall! and hurt her ankle =(
derek choo was sad cos dunnowhat happened! =(
i felt SOOO easily irritated today. LOLs.

and the mood feels weird! need extra effort to make myself high today. =X
hEHs. that's a lousy 14 june for us! =//

ohwells,

it's wonderfully nice to talk to samanthaKOH HAI YUN when im not in a high or good mood~

so comfortable! she understands whatever im trying to say =)

oH SQUADMATES =) im missing them =/ and missing those at ulp 0707 =)

15 june - HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAYY!!! ESTHER YEO =))

YAYs. and i SO wana sleep now.... but im doing presents still! zzzzzzzz.
so many colourful papers lying around.. so messy!
ohwells,
it's gona be worth it de =)

oh yes and HAPPY DADDY's DAY! =))

QUEK YING QI PLEASE STUDY =(

2008-06-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

YAY i did maths today!
and I WOKE UP EARLY TODAY. omg =))))

haha COS. ulp starts TODAY! haha i know it's a little no link..
but i was thinking about ulp! kEpt thinking how my fellow VIs are working hard to inspire cadets. working hard, the trainers' professional image and i thought of all the many many possible scenarios. HAHAH! and SO i told myself i cannot slack too =)

i watched incredible hulk ytd!! i still think it sounds nicer with incredible HUNK!. =))
SO COOL! IRONMAN + incredible HUNK. =D

and i watched NARNIA! a few days ago too. SUPER NICE!! =D
and yes i love king peter!! and prince caspian is damn loSer! =(
what exactly are you doing this for?!?!
FOR NARNIA!!!
wahhs the scene so touching! still lingering in my mind mans. =)

SUNDAY's COMING! ULP CAMPFIRE!
oh yayyS! =))))))))))))))))))
esther's cake and present + jingni's herbal tea + alphatwo present!
oH LOVES =)))

jiayous batchmates! jiayous quek! =)

2008-06-11T01:23:00.001+08:00

i still do
i still do.

faith.

2008-06-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

WHEEs =) shant wait for filza's pictures anymore. LOls.

4 JunE = DinNEr at NEwyORk nEwyORk with JoanNe MaAm and FilzA! (fil's cam)

5 JUNe = pau's birthday celebration at Swensens! (fil's cam)

6 JUnE = CounCil farewell At ecp!!

CINDy teow!

OMg marcus's FACE! LOLLS. MAkaning at the BREakWAtER!

PRETTY PRETTY =)

a wonderful brownie by the 6th council =) underneath the cake is....... a photo collage!

veh veh sweet of them =)

9 JuNe = FaREwell dinneR for YINgSHEng SIR! before he says BYEE :( for army.

these were the InStANt photos!! super cool la!

alphaa! here's my moustache, shwuyueh's eyebrow, derek's beard, and yingsheng sir's COTTON WOOL. HAHAH!

starting from the black shirt: SI di fen! sally qihui maam! GAY esther yeo! best trainee Soh gUozhong!, luohan ME!!, fluffy shwuyueh! DEREK CHOO!!, LESTER yingsheng sir! HAHA

yayys =)) veh veh happy gathering!

highlightS>>

derek choo mimic ys sir "alphhhha! VERY FUNNY ISITTTTT! "

derek choo scolding shwuyueh! HAHAH. LOLLLS. beyond description mans!

guozhong PEEED in his pants!

Esther's UNGLAM chicken and FAT PHOTO.

OUR COTTON WOOL!!!!!!! HAHAHA! it's called CANDY FLOSS, dear yingsheng sir. HAHA!

and the waitress was this funny playful nighteen yr-old! =D we asked for a pay rise for her LOLs. =)))

ohyea. honestly, im happy to see my batchmates getting involved in ulp! =D wells, though im not part of the "trainers" this year, i know im still a VI! and i cant wait to end my As to be an active volunteer again! =)) hahah.

hmm and i'm considering to go backk tkgs. =)

and if i really continue, i'll haf a stronger purpose back dere =)

that's 4 MONTHS later. after Alevels! omg 4 mths.

HMM my studies.. going very very slowly...... :( BUT it's building up! =)

i need to SPEND MY TIME STUDYING =)

and NOt hope for more time. COS THAT IS A LAZY BUM's requEST.

YAYS! must study study study! if not jorin maam will scold me, esther will smack me! shwuyueh will scream at me! jing ni derek guozhong ahhhh! hahaha

i already felt guilty when i told them my studying is going kinda slow. =/

cmon quekyingqi! =)))

2008-06-09T02:48:00.001+08:00

2008-06-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

YAYIEEES =))

happy studying with cera soh today! lols.
tml's with funny cera soh again!
caramel macchiato~
and the making of birthday preSEnt!! =D

oh yES. GAY i'm trying to FIND ur birthday present. LOls. i know what to get for u already. HAHAH! =)))))))))))

and i've got 2 free tickets to the ZOOO!!!!! =)))))))))))))))))))))))))) yayieees!

2008-06-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

pre-u sem ended =)
it's like 5 days at a new place with new friends.
~exclusives (vvip ushers)
a really new combination of friends! had great fun playing card games, talking at each others' bunks. the last night was crazy. WE slept on two combined beds. omgdness. LOls. thonned out last night at ntu! =)

~slos, no5s
im always on the lookout for them! cos they comfort my insecurity at ntu. stargazing at the bridge! playing with marcus's pata pata pata pon~ aww i just love no5s gathering tgt. and seeing terence, kevan, wanyee, yuenyin, yani, mars, kelly, qianwen, lois, louis, qahhar and many many more. aww i wish im an slo. cos i want to go through all the shit that they're going through.

~ms lai and mrs pang, ms ann koh
had a chance to see how ms lai often controls the situation, and how evryone listens to her ToTALLY. woww. how mrs pang always puts on her smile to encourage us, assisting ms lai.
ms ann koh! she treats us like friends! never vent her frustrations at us, but we feel her stress and cooperates with her. another style of leadership =) great contrast with how the other teachers tactlessly scolds the slos everyday.

~mrs ann wee and ms elim chew
an inspiration for all. 82 year mrs ann wee! wahhhs. super pro, sticks to her own thinking. lovely old friend =)
ms chew's soooooo friendly! a social entrepreneur =) very very interesting career. cera nextime i tell you more =) think we'll be interested.

~people trying to boost their profiles
seriously... a prelude to society perhaps. everyone knows how to get near the ministers and boost their profiles. OMGDNESs. i saw how people can fake their friendliness. LIKE SERIOUSLY. i wonder what has their school done to them.

the first thing i did after pre-u sem was to eat potato chips and watch tv!! =D dat's life mans. LOLS. =)))) and i went to sleep........... for 21 hours!! faints!. but i had many many sweet dreams!
1. my squadmates!!!!!
2. quite a few batchmates!!!!
3. animal jungle~! cartoon animals were having a gathering LOLs. i rmb seeing a baby blue elephant, baby pink colour animal and brown baby squirrels!

and i dont rmb already. lolls.

it's first of june! midyears coming
yingqi wake uppp!!
pack your room
get readyy for alevels.

get it over and done with cos i want to be an active volunteer instructor =)
and pick up a sport! =) cera sohh i want to buy a green volleyball =) den we go play and den study yeah =)))

2008-06-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

2008-05-25T02:00:00.003+08:00

sometimes i know very well what i should do and what i should not.
but there will be times when i choose the latter.
cos i want to. cos im afraid.

there are many scenaries that crossed our paths.
we know it well which is the most beautiful scenary in our heart.
yet it is unavoidable that...
we need to fight the existence of other scenaries.

it's a fight of faith.
that i know i wont lose this fight.
=)

2008-05-24T18:24:00.007+08:00

lazyy to blog =) but haf been going out, hanging around recently! =)

MJC SOCCER BOYS = loves! =)
NatiONal ChamPiON! =D

2008-05-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

FIRST BIRD'S GATHERING! *floppps =))

we pluck feathers~

hehs. but the pretty pretty moon made me a little....... just now. =(

2008-05-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

busybusybusy and a little tired! =)

i donated blood! =))

it feels really really amazing to know that you're able to save somebody's life.

not very painful bahhhs. can take it de =)

i had this retarded scene in my mind when i see my blood being drawn out!!

many many of my blood buddies are jumping so happily out into the tube and then into the pocket! =D ahahas. a really healthy and happy thing to do! overcome that teeny weeny fear is all you need! =)

MJC SOCCER BOYS! =))

finals finals finals!! a pity couldnt go watch the matchhhh cos of extra lessons! =(

but still, live reporting in mjc was wonderful! we were like super worried and scared when the score was 1-0! ahhhs.

the unspoken support. made our soccer captain cried i heard. *hit left shoulder twice*

PRE-U SeMINAR! =))

just came back from ntu! wahhhs. i think ms lai very disciplined. one great example to follow.

glad to be in this school project! with many many friends! x)

FRIENDS =))

much much more precious time spent with my classmates, my squadmates, my batchmates, my mj friends. seriously. and we treasure times with fellow councillors more as well! wheees =)

i feel more like a student now. hahaha.

ReCENt pICtures! x))

haha my cat abit sians recently.. hahas. her mood fluctuates like mine =) lovEs =)

okiesokies.. i need to go bathee and do my lit essay and upload by 12 midnight!
tml's another pre-u sem day! 545am reach mj.....zzzzz. luckily can meet many many friends =)

2008-05-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

everyone holds a shield in their hand.
puts up a strong front.
that's for sure.

but who actually know that the strongest front one can ever put up,
is to put down all your shields.

2008-05-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

slacking slacking!
ytd night went makan dinner with joanne maam!
at hOlLand V! =))
went coffeee club. my carbonara still looks so super nice!
but joanna maam swallowed plastic! hopefully she's okayss.
and we ate chocolate FONDUE!!!
but the marshmallow was horrible. HAHs. SO HARD. we loved the mangoooo though!
den yuliang and christopher joined us.
HAHA. and obviously we made yuliang eat the marshmallow.

i left my earpiece in jo maam's bagggggggg =X
nvm next friday vjc vs mjc at jjc! hahas den can go look for them.

later must go out and buy yani's famous amos cookie =))
ESTHER GET WELL SOON!

ermm. HAHa. =) stay happy!

2008-05-01T17:55:00.000+08:00

our council term ended.

there's just too much to say, that i dont know how to start this blog. hahs.
hmm/. actuallie i blogged the events we'd been through, but deleted it.. cos it just doesnt bring out my feelings. personal msges shouldnt be blogged too.. cos it's only for the individual to read=)

hmm.. council..

at times, it feels terrible when filza and atiqah wait for me to finish my council work, till really late in school.
at times, it feels terrible when filza and atiqah get scolded for going home late becaue of me.
at times, it feels terrible when i need to say "i have a meeting on mon=/ " to tanglin who dyingly wants to watch stepup2.
at times, it feels terrible when i need to push aside rc events that i promised to help out.
at times, it feels terrible when i'm at school camp, instead of rcyc.
at times, it feels terrible when i had to see volleyballers train, something i still wana do.
at times, it feels terrible when i know i belong dere No More. the term volleyballer is stripped. the term power ranger is missed. the red ranger is gone.
at times, it feels terrible when my parents worry about me.
at times, it feels terrible when i'm always the latest to reach home.

in fact, many many times already.
there were times when i continued purely out of Responsibility.
this responsibility made me say no to giving up council..

but this Responsibility alone is not enough to make me say "no" to my friends, to make me push aside events i promised, to make me stop vball trng.
it's the word "people" again.
if not for the 33 of us. no one would be staying in council.

i cant believe we sacrificed our external passion, our external interest, our personal life into this crazy school organisation.

i lost time with my family, my batchmates, my squadmates, my friends.
to trust the 32 other souls who sacrificed the same things as me.
a great great risk we all took.

just a personal thought.
i think number5s are really strong in character.
yesterday was our last day as councillor.
none of us cried.
but this "nobody cried" scenario is much more hurting than everyone crying.

everyone's holding back their tears i guess. cos we dont wana make another person cry...
but when i reach home, when i'm alone in the room....

i'll miss council room. munching biscuits inside.
sleeping in the room, laughing and screaming in the room.
i'll miss meetings, gatherings, our laughter.

i'm scared to go school actually. haha.
fear of emptiness and lost.
but i believe in my council!
When we were in council, Responsibilty keeps us tgt.
Now that we're out of council, Responsibility is taken away from us...
Passion will keep us together. and it's a much stronger bond.
i'l continue to msg in class and give them a huggge hug when i see them in school.

With P.R.I.D.E we serve, as number5s we lead.

YunZhi, JunKai, Kelly, Fazall, HaoYan, Solomon, Joel, Cindy, Becky, JiaYi, YiHao, Sandeep, ChingYing, Rachel, Sidney, Joanna, Sherman, ShuHui, Marlisa, Malina, Hakim, Nani, Nuzurath, YiNing, Bora, JinJian, Elizabeth, Charlene, vincent, marcus, miaoying, qianwen and me! =)

2008-04-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

council training camp!

realise and learn many many things.
all along i've been saying that i like council but i dontlike the way we are doing things,
but i'm wrong.

my only experience of planning and work was through redcross- uniformed group.
so when i came across this NEW STylE of leadership, i thought that everything sucks.
it is just that i did not adjust to a new environment. but now i realise =)
and now i say it. i love council. (hahaha so cheesy x) )

guess i was too 'limited' in my thoughts previously.
limited in my style of working with the type of people,
limited in my courage to talk to people,
limited in my style of leading.

several moments and people in council training camp that made me broaden my thinking,

1) my ctc incharge - MAR-KE-SI ! marcus teo =)
he has a way to neutralise feelings and emotions. like after endurance run.
and a special way to lead authoritatively yet NOT domineering.

2) my leadership comm member- LONG ONE GOOD (omggHAHAstupid nick)- chang yi hao.
he can picture the scene of game and suggest when will be messy and stuffs like that.
experienced guy in game planning.

3) old mamamamamma - CHUA YUN ZHI
an independent and confident woman. though she doesnt show it, her independence and self-confidence is something worth learning.

4) exco ppt presentation
the supportive faces and cheers of number5s sitting behind really made me very touched worxxxx. x)

5) NIGHTWALK AT OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL-- SHIVERS ALOT ALOT
the darkness was like..... you cannot see ANYTHING that is 10 steps away fromyou.
and i seriously mean pitch dark. our trail started from 10 plus to 1plus am. so it's SERIOUSLY freaky larh! hahahs.
then the commandos (army people) came and talk to us! cos we were in their territory.
so we had to change route last minute. (and the new route needs to pass by one of the white building. omggg)
THEN the police cars came in. cos there were people having illegal gatherings up at the hill. (our route starts from bottom of hill tilll the top of hill where OCH is situated)

den me and marcus had to sit dere and do nothing and wait for the pairs to walk up the hill.
was kinda very scared at first. and that stupid marcus kept complaining he was tired, SO HE SLEPT. hahahas but he slept at the later part larh, when im not so scared already =)

6) dance practice
after preparing my games logs, i went up hall and manage to watch the dance once.
i was kinda touched. like hmm reallie. cos when u see the effort everyone is putting. and how the dance depicts our council journey.. ="( teary eyess =) and thatmade me more willing to make mistakes and learn together. RESULT = DANCE APPROVED!!!! =:)

7) ColOUrFUl WateR BOMBs! - leadership games
my first game planning leh! ahash cos always incharge of logistics,first aid blah blah those general stuffs. and game planning is so much more fun larh! number fives were really really supportiveeee through their actions and was.. ehhh felt kinda touched again, cos everybody helped unconditionally. (HAHas. touched many times alr i think)

8) handover ceremony
our council song. and looking back our journey as a councillor.

last year ctc, candle lit = council term starts, we are officially part of 5th Student's Council
the burning candle = drawing our wax (energy) time and time, draining yet the flame continues.
this year ctc, candle blown = council term about to end (many of us bear the thot that "NO, i'm still part of 5th SC till wednesday)
as the flame is gone, the wax (challenges that drained us) formed back again, but this time round nolonger as energyto work for council, but experience and values we learnt.

with P.R.I.D.E we Serve, as ONE we Lead.
Passion
Responsibility
Integrity
Discipline
Empowerment

ONE = The 5th Student's Council
five five five five five =)

2008-04-15T00:10:00.004+08:00

RUn run Run Runnnn RUN!

StaRTING to have the "i can do it" feeling. keeep goinggg...
it is not others who thrash my strength,
it was me, who put myself down.
time to get up.

went out with gay todayyyy! ULtIMate gAYness at TOy'R'us!
coOKie MOnster. ahh munch munch munch. HAHas!!
i miss mr mouldddy =( shall find one dayy to visit NP's early childhood..
we met at tM after school and AttEmpted to shoppp for presents HAha.
ended up playinng! hahaha. and getting so excited over... Lawrence sir's wedding! haha.
ohOH. this coming saturdayyy -- our FISHY AH nI is inchargee! evac gold =)
den a few of us will be going off to amk to prepare stuffs! =D
wheeees! =D

16 days to stepping down.. i've jobs undone.

VOLLEYBALL MATCH GIRLS THIS FRIDAY! CCAB. AnyoNE wants to go with mE???? =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI DI FEN! =))

2008-04-12T02:00:00.003+08:00

1) one book review - sun morning
2) post-mbt essay practice - sun morning
3) two remedial essays, tjc + srjc
4) physics tutorial
5) physics help package
6) maths tutorial
7) maths weekend assignment
8) econs essay 1a essay plan
9) econs case study 1d and e
10) balance of payments test
11) mathematical induction test

together with

wrcd + community service day from 7am to 6pm at bendemeer sec.

and i've yet to include council stuffs on my list.

yes yes i need to train my determination to stick to what i've chosen. give me strength to complete them all. =)

2008-04-11T02:20:00.002+08:00

been too sleepy to come online.. so here's my posts for these eventful days!

7 ApRIL (MOnDAy)

exco dinner with mr hon. they sang a birthday song for me!
HAHA EveryboDy ACTing GUAI.. screaming in neoprint machine! went to do homework after that! my crazyyyyy and closest friend i made in MJC! CHUA YUN ZHI! hahahas.

My DArling ExCO!

president: ChiA mEI mEI
vp : Lim Jia YI and Quek YIng QI
secretary: JOanna Kam
Student affairs head : CHua Yun Zhi
PubliC Affairs head: JOel KOh

perhaps unknowingly, i really love my number5s.
mjc 5th student council.
20 days left.
to be honest, i dont want to part with these people...
i love my numberFIVEs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN JIN JIAN! =))

9 ApRiL (WedNEsDay)

i got 4th for my 800m! =((
was actually quite affected but nobody know i was... =(
first time trying neither short nor long distance!
i know i dint put in my best effort! ='(
i'll do better next time okays!

10 ApriL (TODAY!)
i'm grateful and thankful for the people in my life!

my class bought me many presents and a nutty chocolate brownie cake! celebrated during compass lesson. THankYOus! *shyys

councillors sang birthday songs and BIte mE! ahhahas.. =D sometimes i just love slacking in council room. haha!

off to meet my squadmates!! =))) didnt noe wher we were heading AT ALL! haha.. went walk walk at whitesands, walked around aimlessly at any random shop,started walking towards downtown east.sat down at random performances..blaablaawent bk, pizza hut, and then back to BK! haha.

perhaps it has been too long sincewe've last met up.. we laughed almost every 10seconds for no particular reason. hahahaha. till our STOMACHs were tired. HAHA. MilO UPSIZE?! great great laughter over the... ERM. GREEN CUCUMBERS. HAHA.

HAHAHA. Uh OH FILZA!!

then i followed atiqah to mccafe, to random shop, to watsons to look for... SOME PERSONAL ITEMS. HAHA! and when i got back.. they got the cake prepared! this sponggy cake with sweet sweet strawberries on top! was pretty shocked and surprised!

i love my squadmates!

SiniSter KIRsTIE! LOLLLS. my YOU MO PI!

look at how excited filza was when she sets the TImer. HAHAHAHA. SORRY FILZA! LOLs.

CANDID! =D
UH OH TANGLIN! hahahahas. (i want to eat the cake alreadyyyy.)
wheeees!! =)) (i pinched a part of the cake! yUMMY!)
UH OH aTIQAH! HAHAhaA. i really CANT wait to eat the cakeeeeeeee!

HAHA and i cut it. LOLs.. so full!!

we went this romantic bridge to play with fire crackers!! when i was told to shut my eyes, i made my wish secretly! hahas. under that beautiful environment =)

LIghting our fireecrackerss! scaryy! ** SCREAM! HAHAhahA.

pLayed a few rounds of firecrackers! =D

samantha's present for me.... is a song she composed!

it's her final sem project.! so it's like recorded live in studio!

the song's describing our friendship.

i thought i wont cryy! but i did as i was listening to the lyrics and her voice!

she sang it,played the keyboard, came up with the lyrics..

was really touched by what my squadmates did.

thankyous to all who remembered my birthday! and those who called! haha. mALu story with YUnZHI! hahaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! i love everbody =)

GOODLUCK to everybody later on cos it's our PW results! =)

2008-04-05T19:05:00.003+08:00

ended mass accred! =) today ended early early yays =)

only evonne maam, esther, shwuyueh, selwyn, xin yu, guoying and me were dere! hahas.

very smooth running of programme.

i learn how to teach better. whees =) i love to see the cadets learn..

i like working with shwuyueh, gay and evonne maam.

yesterday night after awards and promos, dey came over to my house! it was like a girls' night. hahaha.

the 3 of us wore red shirt coincidentally! and evonne maam wore white! hahaha red white =)) our flag.

HAhS. UNglAm!

i ate 5 hotdogs and many mini corns at the oa accred today. LOLs.

so fulll.. we waited for the oa peeps to end, den went mac to makan iCe cream! =)

played chariotts(spelling?) in the room. SUPpeerrrr fuNNNY!! aaahhhhahhahhsa. laughter without words.

awards and promos, im now a cadet officer! =)) lawrence sir helped me put on my rank.

and now i'll always be reminded of him when i look at my rank.

i will do my job well. =)

tkgrcy~! my brave unit leaders

lovesss =)

ohwells. to all who thought the event failed, it did not.

because the volunteers (like us!) made it heartfelt and meaningful.

it will be a better one next time! =)

oh no more mr lau hock soon =(

i think he has been really committed to rcy.

*applause* =)

"let our flag continue to fly " ...with pride.

to lead and to serve.

to lead with pride!

i'm a volunteer instructor . =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE MAAM! -4april

i currypok,prata,dosai you! =))

ahhs im dozing off. zzzz..

but cannot cannot. must do my homework, council work and study.

i have 10 core values to uphold. [alot of people think it's a hassle to memorize them, but it makes sense to me. i remember them by heart, try my best to uphold them!]

things to do.

- help mentees

- council training camp planning

- message to council

- econs case study 1 and 2, essay 2a, 1a

- physics tutorial, help package a and b

- gp practise essay, book review "for one more day"

let me finish them first... =)

i feel so lost on messenger now that no VIs or squadmates are online!

2008-04-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

re-match.

for the last 5 minutes, when the score was 2-0, the referee called for stop cos got lightning alert. hehs. but zaki was like saying the match wont be taken into consideration if we continue till the end! WhEE =) cant wait for them to fight finals. i hope it's with RJC again! cos our soccer guys will always do us proud =D.

i love our soccer guys! lols. OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAI! - 1 April =)

i hope NExtIme my bf in sports arhhhs. aahahahahas..

den can go see him during competitions. LOls/

To GAY: you better pick up some sports. hahaha.

OH yess. and i"m angry with andy during the soccer match! cos he asked the "cheerleading club" to shout louder. PerhaPs he was jokinG, BUt, it's insulting okaysss. >:(

that night, i went to look for samantha at SP! and waited for her briefing to end at 12 midnight.

yea yea i know it's late but. i din regret it. yayys jiayous sammie. i love my squadmates.

thankyous joanne maam for pei-ing me on the phone! and somehow i just feel safe in dover.. sunset way?

wed morning was a little crazy!

but it was like some experential learning =)

my alarm clock lagged for one& half hour, so i was going to be late for school!

and den i took a cab, but she didnt noe how to go to mjc.

knowing that i was AlReady late, i alighted and started walking..and took a bus.

i missed my stop and it went on the expressway,

i ended up at dover, newton circle, orchard, dhoby ghaut.

alighted and took 14 back to bedokk to seee a doctor for my bACk =(

sounds like an unlucky day?

but it all depends on you to define it.

it was quite an exciting day for me!

and one great morning where i learnt to make choices in life, and not to brood over the unexpected.

i think there are many many paths lying aheadd of us.

Everyone has a choice.

i can stand on the spot and call somebody for help.

i can sit in the taxi, be the 4th time late for sch, and set a bad record.

or i can choose to walk till i find my way to where i wana go

well i followed my first instinct.

be true to yourself, and do what you really wana do.

and once u make ur choice, keep your objective in mind.

the purpose of your decision. dont betray ur purpose

im glad i went to look for samantha.

im glad i tried not to be late for school, and took e move to rush to sch.

im glad i made de crazy move to walk. and to walk bravely!

cos the places around me were like trees and grasses and nothing else!

you wont know what lies on the other end of the path till you move forward.

and finally i saw hdb flats and busstop! =))

OH met this bunch of funny army people on the way! hahas. i like this tripp! =)

hmm. think i giving teachers alot of problems! =/

quek jiayous. quek must work harder harder harder! you can do it! go quekyingqi. ="/

2008-03-30T18:47:00.002+08:00

Back From SLO cAmp! =D
"the absorbent mind" workshop wheee! =)

whoever i am, is enough to give to you.

trust.
the risk to trust means alot.

100% of everything PER PERSON in a team.
and not divided responsibility.

specify response, complete response, 4 parts sequence.

SHEENA! another example to follow =)
and before we end the workshop, she told me somethinggg! and i was...... so touched. =: )
emotionally safe, trust, allows the other party to be who they really are.

control function of a leader.
there's so much more for me to learn!

just make that very first step to express your true feelings.
to acknowledge somebody. to thank somebody. to hug somebody.

through this workshop, got alot alot closer to more councillors, housecommers, classmates, schoolmates. and some re-bonded! and i'm really grateful for this chance =))
i fulfilled my purpose! a purpose i set for myself before i entered the camp, to give and to share. and i did =) oh yes! and also... it is us to decide whether we will enjoy the camp or nots. and we did. =))

saw many different styles of leadership controlling.. many points to pick up from one another.
i love this workshop! "the absorbent mind"

that was some of the many many things i've learnt. and the camp.... er. no need for the stayover actually. hahas but narhhs! just a chance to have some crazy times at night bahs.
ate MAggI mee at 3am with mars, malina and nani! chatted =)
ohh but the TWo main groups din interact much.. quite a pity!

after breaking camp.. went JoaN ma'am's birthday partyy!
played a little games and had much much fun! =)) and JUNjiE bOUght Us PreSENTS from cambodia! =D i just love being with them. they keep me emotionally safe.

plugged in my earpiece on my way home(: feeling supperrrrrr sleeepy. zzz
hmm in the bus, sometimes when i find myself staring blankly into the scenary outside, i feel fine and not affected by anything that has happened or is still happening around me.
but when i shut my eyes, there's this overwhelming feeling boiling inside, yet i dont know how to describe it. and i will usually open my eyes quickly to feel fine again..
perhaps only when i'm the only one around, when i'm prepared to deal with it, then will i let that feeling flow out.

sounds confusing? familiar? hahs. that's me.
and all i have to give to you, is enough for you. =)

2008-03-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

GEE I HOPE THAT IS UR DOG AND YOU FIND IT BACK QUICK! *prays*
please let the dog get back to gee.

OH i KNOW OF a FEmALE FLIrt and it's AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CANNOT STAND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and another Male TiMEr PLUS PLAyer. YUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

why cant they just............ haix. WADEVER>

i feeel very very much happier when i see somebody's smile =)
hmm. been thinking alot alot alot recently,

i was on the bus home today.
supposed to go my grandma's hse to bath, makan and pack my bag for camp,
but i suddenly miss my cat so dearly! that i headed straight home.
i wished i could see her that instant and give her a tight hugggg. hahas. and soooo i went home, bath in de temporary toilet, not having my dinner... it was like nothing could stop me that moment! haha.
hehs. perhaps i love my cathey x)
and i really do.

looking at every single person on earth, everybody has got a special story to tell.
their own story.
everybody deserves to be praised for going through tough times.
and i believe everyone is strong, not just a certain handful of them.

smilez =)

when you smile to a kid, he/she will tell you whether you are truly happy or nots.
if she smiles back at you, your smile comes from within.
if she doesnt smile back at you, you are putting up a smile.
it is not always true, but your heart will tell you whether the baby is teling the truth of yourself.

because your heart doesnt lie to you,
just that sometimes when it wants to protect you,
it hides from ya.

wahhhs chimalogy!! LOLs.

TML GOT SLO CAMP. should be quite slack and fun i hope. LOLs. but narhhs i've still got my 10 core values =))

Say Goodbye - Chris Brown

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
.
.
.
[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

2008-03-24T00:01:00.001+08:00

='(

2008-03-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

blogblogblog!

been playing so hard that im sleeeepy! ahaha! but still so high wen i see them!

thurs went school early. sians..!!

but okayss larh, the councillors brought some life FOR THOSE TERRIBLE THINGS WE had to do, hear, SEE. HAHA. lalalala~ quek is getting more and more and more rebellious in school. tOgether with those COunCIllors. LOLLS//.

den i went for sec4s farewell chalet!!! thurs to fri afternoon.

SECRET RECIPE MILO~!

it tasted so... heavenly!! and after the first taste of it, the immediate thing that came to my mind was to cook this for VIs!!! hahaha. i want to share this GReat TAsTE!! like during some camp or wad. hahA.

and obviously water games!! SO TOTALLY DRENCHED> LOls. but so funn.

TRUTH OR DARE - "is that ranice? why are you snoring!" "rocka my baby on the tree top" "fall in in room3 in 10 seconds time" "i love you shitty!" AHAHHS.

the smokY room! smokY OtAH! SMoky Everything!

den went to meet SOO MING, KIRSTIE, CERA SOH at kbox! =)) at first i was.... so shy!! HAHAS. but we went a bit crazy inside already. makn-ed katong laksa!

AFTER tHAt.. WENt to celebrate AH KWOK's birthday!! HAPPY BERTHA- DAY!

at PS PIZZahUT. DAT SWENSENS ICE CREAM CAKE WHEe =)) and the fortune teller!!

bertha is going to get a boyfriend soooon!!!!!

signs are pointing to a marriage by the end of this year!! HAHas.

fianlly... home we go! long long longgg day. den the next day which is today!

BCLS Course! AND I AM CERTIFIED TO DO CPR !!!

SOOOO COOL!!!!

and realy learnt alot of things!!

CPR list! this is our perfectscore ones! VIs are great !! lols.

went to watch STEP UP TWO!!! great great show!

but personally some mixed feelingss. cera will know why.

cos.. some regrets for not continuing dance after sec4.

ran in the rain! RAIN 0707 =))

had great great time in HQ LOUNGE with 0807, 0908 and ofcourse 0707! hahahas.

differnt kind of fun with differnt group of people and i'm lovin'it ! =))

but i kinda miss my squadmates...

like alot alot.

and... CAMP with VIs.

alritessss! offf talking to people already. byeees! =))

2008-03-20T00:31:00.003+08:00

yAys! back from NebO! =))
the game cafe at amk hub whees =D

went with GAY and AH NI. sidifen joined us after his work.
the three of us were noisy!!!!!!!! but we had mUCH FUNNNNN ORDERing food HAHAs.
the person keep laughing at usLOLs. so cutte.

they had the HUge transparent swingg dere! felt so safe and warm inside!!
den jing ni keep hitting the table and chair. LOls.

ordered cheesyy fries and GOdilah's DesSErt. HAHA. SOME PEOPLE CALL IT THE GORRIlLA DESERT. aaaahhhhhahahhahas. it's this hugggee 8 scoops ice cream!! and we played TABOOOO. So ExciTINg AND dUMB! wahhhahas.

we were supposed to watch hORton! den we spent so mUCh time at pEpper lunch LAuGHING and chatting ... till we missed the movie timing! so we went nebO instead. hahaha.

been laughing soo sooo hard at wonderful stories!, aNti SHAKE HAndphone! LOLLS. imaginary fORk, ESTHER COW, RELATIVES SALMON blahhhblaahhh! =D
added salt and pepper into our ICE LEMON TEA. MAdnESS.

backtrackk a little..

pretty fun with my classmates at WHITESANDS! LOLs. yani and me were so shocked at the lightning, the train, ahhhsss! hahas. den met up with maam yanying at parkway to shop for jnrs present and discuss about farewell chaletttt!! =))

GAY came to look for us and we had SO SUpER mUCh fun ChOosingAH KWOK's pREsent! BERThA kWOK!. LOLLS ** shake shake shake! hahahas.

thurs to fri - farewell chalett! night bbq + many food + games + reminiscing past!

fri - squad outing!!!

sat - bcls course with batchmates!! some cardio lifesaving thing. that super cool machine! where they electrify the heart thingie. haha actually i was kinda lazy to go, but since so many batchmates going, i shant miss it! =D

oh YESSSss. look at what we bought -

awww. x) the female one's with me! gUEss Who's got the GAY oNE?! oops, i mean the MAle one. HAHAs.

2008-03-15T11:20:00.002+08:00

noiSyy............... >:(
renovation!. like before and during my block testt. eeeyer.

ahahas dunno how many times have i said i wanted to go library... lols, i din even go once.
hahas. but i went burgerking ytd! =)

hmmm back from unit camp...
something unforgettable to mention.
my brave girl cried ='(
when i gave her a hugg.. and it almost made me tearr.
it was as though i felt what she was feeling. quite a painful one.

my footdrill ic,
my alpha2 mentee,
my fdc commander,
my unit chairman
my chief commandant
my brave junior

another cheerful girl to mention,
also my footdrill person,
my unit vice-chair,
and how she treats things with her brightest smile.
she never gives up =)

and the other one,
who cannot control her laughter when she sees me.
HAhas! can be really fierce to her juniors. wohh~!

hmm im proud of the 5 people =)

i like to work with maamyanying! though extreme working styles, i need her brain to help me solve things and her experience. and we always stand by our views with FOOD LOLs.

actually, motivation is a form of pressure.
self-pressure.
when you believe in somebody, it is having expectations of that person.

and that is how diamonds are being moulded - under high pressure
this is our unit - high pressure in the form of motivation.
tough, infact, very tough.
but the process is a fruitful one.
diamonds in the rough.

oh oh saw so many a2 turning up to support syafiqah on campfire night =)

pretty pretty heartwarming to see them still so close!

leemin saw THAT ThinG standing at the door and watching our campfire **SHIVERSS

ahmeng came even though she had her exam the next day!

SOOMING AND SAMANTHA CAME! felt so much better seeing them! <3

i lovee my 0707 and squadmates!

ambrose sir, sidifen, AH NI, GAY, BIMBO came =)

thankyou gay for going up with me - so malu!

thankyou for buying me DONUts! <3

sidifen owes me one tub of bbq chicken wings already. LOLs.

officially, my unit deployment has ended.

last few events to go.

maam yanying and me want to help out in awards and promotion ceremony! hahas.

COS................................................ SECRET! LOLLs.

evelyn and me want to help out in world red cross day celebration! our last event..

if can, i want to go for ulp campfire!

hehss. my focus is kinda split now..

so many things lingering in my mind.

very often, the harder you try , the tougher it gets to forget something.

so, leave it and it will slowly fade away.

i told kirstie the story of "backspace"and "enter" !

i think every choice and decision we make revolves around these two key.

aiyas talk about it nexttime. haha. i'll use this split focus to sweeep upp the jaws of thOse TEachers. byees!

2008-03-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

MOOD SWINGGGGGGGGG NOWW * sToRms Offfffff!

laalalalas~~

i shall watch my movies after march block test.

100000000 bc - guozhong and the rest!
water horse - joanne maam and the rest!
hahahs. (MY water horse, sidifen's water HOSE. lOls.)
and MAYBE horton - WHoEver, maybe GAy.

the heart never tell lies.
but sometimes it hides.
and i dont understand myselfffff =/

wed -
7am at bedok, off to camp day 1!

thurs -
8am to 10am RnE briefing!
about 3plus, camp day 2 plus CAMPFIRE!! where i'll meet my squadmates and batchmates.

fri -
5pm blOod donation den dinner!

i wont score badly for march bock test!! irritating teachers..i'll SWEEP UP YOUR jAws.
so focus quekkk! BreAk the INerTia. =)

2008-03-11T04:50:00.001+08:00

and we're still online =))

telepathy GAYS! ahhahas

2008-03-11T02:56:00.001+08:00

ahhas. ear painn LOls.

me and esther's on the phone nowww!
at like 3am in the morning. SiNce 1plus am. omg. hahahs
talking about that disgusting topic and many similar stuffs! hahaha that dumb GAy. lOLs.

we went to view blogs, friendster, talk about everything! and how esther is eating up her tables and chairs and any other object in sight. ahahhas!
gonna play msn games now! hahahs. ahhhs crazyyy.
some WEIRD Puzzle game! HAHA

oh my yingqi must get back to study mood! tml morning i shall go library LOLs.
that's a rare sight.

oh spent my entire afternoon with kelly zhu mei zhu! hahas at bedok. wahhs!
at first i thot it'd be quite awkward, but totally not!! hahahas.
so crazy at kfc! met ahboy and mak's class.

gp paper was kinda tough today! =(
thankyous SAMANTHA for your encouragement =) really needed that. i love sammie! =))

yays =) i love my squadmates and batchmates =)

2008-03-07T07:07:00.001+08:00

some people say waiting for someone you love is foolish.
but i think, it is not totally foolish afterall.

the action seems foolish because you think only about yourself.
because waiting for someone slows you down and it just leaves you nowhere.

what if you think about the person you love?
keeping by his side and protecting that special someone
is the last thing you can do fOR him/her.

but it must be done moderately, not in the expense of falling in again.

promises are made to the bond in relationships.
it is not made to the people.
when the bond has passed, the promises leave.
it is not that we break our promises but that we dont have the chance to fulfil our promises before the bond left us.

=) just some thoughts about these often-confusing-stuffs that make some people so emo. =)

2008-03-06T01:25:00.001+08:00

ehh. my maths test never get ZERO! i got FOUR. ahhas..

it feels really wonderful when the exco sit down and solve probs. WHooTS! i likee! haha.
we're gonna have our Project CirCle after MArch blOck Test.
and yea yea. i see some hope. many many hope.

oh yes. im on the VergE of RebElling tEachers thRough ActioNS! like seriously..............
BUt hmm. Some really make me so mad mad mad.

tML's our last student dialogue session! and im gonna talk about prom! hahas.
so scaryy! hahahs. but narhhs gonna be fun i hope.

NAnnASnnNAnas~~

i wan to sweep up all your jaws when you see me doing good with (external cip)redcross, (internal)council and StudieS! humph! maam sarah jiayouss too! =)

i dont want to waste my 12 years of education just because of this 6 months.
jiayous squaddies, muhd, shanelim, xiqing, redcross friends, 0707, council, schoolmates!!

yay! just finished my sds stuffs, IM GOING TO BATHE NOW!! ahhhs hahahs. so late. reminds me of vip camp when we bathed in icy cold water at our home-campsite at 2plus am. oh *shivers* HAHA. unforgettably funny!! lOLs.

bahhhhsss. it's been too long.. and you make me so..

2008-03-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

EUA and CSA GOLD !
ahhhs!!
this great great big piece of news almost made me tear!

this big piece of news means so much to me during this horrible horrible HORRIBLE period!
*sobss ='))

finally we got it back ! good job to juniors!!
i called filza, called maam yanying, message my squadmates, message MRS YONG!!
we love mrs yong and she love us to bits too! ahaha our loveydovey msges.

this made my dayy, my night and yesss! this is the motivation!
i must do well for my studies.

no more disappointment on my juniors' face this time round!
and happy faces on mY SQUADMATES' face!!

and finally a good good sleep tonight!! nomore nomore nightmares! =D
thankyou jingni! for this morning. when i had nightmare =(

gonna watch water horse with joanne maam !! =))
must catch her in her blazer, make-ups, heels. haha!
gonna donate blood with VIs! me and evelyn must eat more and exercise moree! if not l8ter dat nurse say my vein too small again..!

WhEEEEEEEEEE=)) for this great news that we've been waiting for almost 2 years.
i am going to finish alllllllll my homework tonight, face my teachers tomorrow, work hard for my march block test and alvls!

LOVES MAAM SARAH. many many monkey huggs! and many many barrels of oil to you! for your school tomorrow. WE MUST JIAYOU! we can do it !

2008-03-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

went sengkang for dinner!
i miss my god grandmother..

ohoh and i saw hanif and chiencham! hahas.

i got THREE for physics test
and ZERO for maths test.
how pathetic can that be =(

i'm worrying about council... quickquick! i wan to get things outa me.
then i can focus on my studies =)
thanks qianiweni, zhumeizhu and ahzhi =))
haha i like the people but it's just the way we are doing work...

glad that i dontneed to worry about my redcross life.
syafiqah and alisa are handling the unit now =)
yesterday i went hq, met up with the VIs, ahhs =) hearts
no pressure when with them, and felt a little motivated to study, to get my alvls over and done with! so that i can go back to rc stuffs =D
but it feels so...........................now that i cant join them.
world red cross day celebrations - last event before alvls.
oohahaha! i love jianfu sir's ELMO! lols. that super retarded smile. =)

ahhhhhhhhs ssttttrrrreeeesssssssss till i wana give up ='(
but i can do it =( i can do it i can do it.......

i wish you're heree. ='(

2008-02-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

MJC =)

im proud to be a meridian and to be in MJC SC.
ms esther lai + all mjc leaders rocks!! hahahs.

academic+character dev+fitness ranking 6th!
this year's cutoff is partial 8 or 9! omgWHEE!!
sports and competitions ranking 2nd!
we beat vjc!and this coming year, gonna gonna overtake rjc! =))

we got into National Book of Records!!
recordbreaking challenge SUCCESSFUL =D
we formed the biggest MJ school crest using BOTTLECAPS!
6m X 6m MJ CREST formed using 1.5cm X 1.5 cm bottle cap. Magnificent. WHEE!!

first JC to bring entire cohort clubbin at clarke quay PLUSH!
first JC to bring in disco lightings, 1.5m height stage, rock concert in the assembly plaza for orientation!!
first JC to organise rock concert in school hall!! during school term!

we dare you to say we are all muggers.

and...We're Only FIVE Years old!! =D

and probably the first batch of Student Council who gave the teachers so much so much trouble with our crazy ideas. but we fought and proved our ideas POSSIBLE.

I would say we are a batch of REBELLIOUS student councillors. the batch who realises that we are STUDENT'S councillors and not TEACHER'S councillors.

our amazing Cohort + our amazing principal = MJC !

WHEE
ganbatte ganbatte MJ MJ.
ganbatte ganbatte MJ MJ. MJC!!
MJ will win the war!
MJ will win the war!
WHo DareS to mess with uS, will bE chaoDa!
Who Dares to mess with us, will be Chaoda!
NAnNAnanaNANana
MJ Ar AR abA
MJ ar Ar aba
MJ Ar AR Aba
SUA ! =D

hahas postorientation mood.
i nv go school today =p
oh oh nOooooo.tml got maths test!

ahhhhs when i return back to class, all my teachers are gona kill me le =((
sighhs.
" she's so busyy she cant even catch up with her work."
"when are you going to hand up your gp?"
"how do you answer this this this"
"i didnt see your essay"
"you did not put in effort for your test"

ahhhhhs =( teachers can be really horrible sometimes.
my ct was telling us dat.. mj will push you down down Down, and force you to find your way UP to the very top.
do you know how pressurizing it is?? =(

there are times when i seriously wanted to heckcareee.
serious, never felt so unmotivated and discouraged before.

and now council, wait till project circle.
JunkAi, Kelly, QiAnWen, JoaNna, YunZhi, Me will make our stand and make you realise what really is happening.
we were angry.sad.disappointmented.
there were tears.

because we realise what's going on and that we still care.

oOH went pulau ubin that day!
that pretty island means alottt =)
especially when it's raining.
ohsevenohseven ;)

3013-53 :)
every relationship can get quite tricky and complicated, cos they are ruled by the heart and interferred by the mind.

ahhhhhss jiayous and hang in there quek ying qi. =)

2008-01-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

ahhs kinda high now cos i completed my ogl camp 2 stuffs! =))

today .....
i forget to bring medicine to school.
and hmm i went running for pe =// kinda regretted dat run.
so difficult to breathe during my rounds! so xin ku. but hahas. of course i completed it! lols
with 2 sets of statics& conditioning. wahhhss.
was so faintish after that. like seriouslyyyy. cannot breathe properly cos of the horrible coughhh.

so i went sick bay! eeee so loser. hahas.
supposed to go SP to find sam at her open house! but me n kirs had to stay in sch in de end..

we had a super cheapp sakae sushi feast!! yuMMyliCious!
went for o2 meeting with TAs at 430pm =/
and dennn we had an ogl camp meeting at whitesands with LOI and bORA! =) after jj, fazall, cy and loi left, bora and i were SUppeerrrr highh over ogl camp2. HAhs.

a big big thankyouss to everyone who cared! =))
will takecare of myself ! aww some of you made me feel so touched!
HEARTS.

it's gonna be 1am soon..
i've got mountains of school work to catch up.
tml unit training after school... gona talk to mRs guna =/
prom 08 survey to draft.

baahhhhhs. quekyingqi can do it!
jiayous people!