yealoo

yealoo..came back frm malaysia..and erm..yarh..v lazy to write down. heex. bye!

cny

yeah!! went graandma's hse todae!! heex..and amazingly, i wasnt tt sleepy..hahax..maybe cos i slept larh, bt i slept at 7am..hahax..heex..yeah..i succeeded hou sui-ing..hahax..now everyone will be blessed!! hahax..and ooh, we went ah maám hse at like 2+ larhz, my papa larhz..so lazy to get up..hahax..den went up, and ate steamboat..hahax..gt yu sheng also..hahax..wow..2 days of steamboat..hahax..cool manz..ooh yesh..den my cousins dey all came oso!! hahax..den saw my tt charming cousin..hahax..yarh, he's shuai..hahax..i seldom sae a guy is shuai lorh, infact i din sae b4..hahax..i've gt 3 cousins-bro..1 same age..in bball, last time ncc..den anudder one is army officer now, think he commando..so pro larhz, hahax..den da charming one..hahax..actually all 3 nt bad larh..hahax..he's in bball..den now poly1..yepp..he's like supre tall larh, tallest in da 3..den hmm, bt when i stand up, shld be slright, da ht diff nt tt bad larhz, for a gal n guy..hahax..and dem we played poker..hahax..and in da end, i won! hahax..a safe win larh..$5..hahax..nt alot bt hahax, at least gt win smthin larh, some others lost..hahax..den my uncles, god-ma, grandparents, sm win sm lose, and my unce won $64 larh, wa lau, so pro..hahax..and yarh, nicenicenice!! hahax..den eat n eat, tok n tok..hahax..todae's ang pows..hahax..nt bad larh..den stayed dere, pa n ma go sm other place den dey go home first..hahax..ooh, den at abt 9+, grandma gave me $$ to take cbhome..heex..o nice rite..hahax..den on da cab, playing all dose "love"ly songs..hahax..da silence n alone feeling in da cab was kinda nice..hahax..den thot of lotsa stuffs.hahax..hmm..den yarh, gonna play mahjoong later..heex..hope i win $$!!! hahax..nice nicenice..

heyz..

it's like 3.42 now.hmm..last time i online dis time was when i was planning dance chorus..den now, cos i shou sui-ing, anyway, shou sui is jus a belief tt if one stays up for da whole night frm new yr eve to new yr..den ur parents, grandparents..will gain longevity..den ur relatives will have gd fortunes, den ur friends n love(d) one(s) will have happiness n gd luck following them arnd..hahax..i noe it's jus a belief..bt, i'm willing to do dis for da ones i love..heex..and yarh, i dun mind lorh, den can do work oso..hmm..mus tahan, i very tired now lorhz..haix..my eyelids are like so heavy..hahax..lolx..and i dun think anyone is awake now larhz..so bored..hahax..nvm, gt my tv n comp n my tonnes of work to do..oh yesh..happy new yr. dis yr like no cny feeling, hahax..weird larhz..and was helping with da deco n stuffs larh, i was kinda slack, den..hahax. yarh lorhx..and noe wad?! da design for da wall actually turns out to be da v-shape formation of our dance!!! hahax..cool manx..den yarh, gt kinda lotsa things to sae, bt i dunnoe how to put it across..hmm..and hahax, realised smthin..for dose msges rite..da new yr ones..everyone sent tt type of "before.."msg..den when da clock strike 12, nobody sent da "now.." msges..hahax, so all da msges are like received b4 new yr, rather den during new yr, dun have -_-''..and i'll be going malaysia soon..think tml or day afta tm..hmm..dun really like to go back, bt nvm, hahax..ooh yesh..so many goodies to makan larh..hahax..nice nice..=) singapore river gt fireworks rite..hahax..i gt work to do..hahax..and yeah, had steamboat todae, nt bad..hmm..erm..did some shifting of furniture oso, nicer i think , i dunnoe..hmm..hahax..shall ask qns now: 1) r u referrng to *?? hmm.. 2) erm, did i **?? sorriee 3) y u suddenly..hahax..weird lehz..r u ***??
hahahahahaha..lolx..nvm..yepp..happie new yr.. =P hahax. and * sir sent me some msg todae, walau..bt it's okayz one..yepp, cos it's jus anudder msg lorhz, think soot, sam, cera dey all wil get oso. hahax..okay..4.06am now..few more hours to go, maybe i can plan some stuffs now, can work on a lotsa stuffs, bt i dunnoe which to start with, which 1 i gt more interest in, i mean duh wil be fd n qm stuff..hahax..or maybe can even think hu to pass down to..it's kinda like..erm..very diff..their standard both da same..bt shld discuss with atiq..heex..and da invitation, onli a few schs replied lorh, bt if u count dose tt replied thru msg, erm, yarh, quite little still, hahax..some went "omg..", some "cya" some..i dunnoe liaox..hahax..weird larhz..hahax..haix..and i kept biting my self todae, i mean while eaeting den i keep biting da side of my mouth, eeyeh..same spot..haiax..hahahaxx..and yepp..i dunnoe wad to sae actually, jus..dun feel like doin anything now, bt if i jus sit down dere, watching tv or wad, i'll fall aslp and i cant, if nt, everything will go to waste, hahax..i'll jus find smthin to do..hahax..can do dance oso..heex..den sure nt slpy one..hahax..if nt,i'll jus eat n eat..hahax..oh crap, i'm cra(bb)ing..haix..hahax..yepp..shall go find things n off to work!! yeah!! byebye!!

hmm

heloo..todae, cny celebration, nt bad larhz, jus tt i din go bac to rss, hmm..wanted to go bac..hahax, bt it's ok larh, thot no one go bac bt i noe of 2 tt went back, n dey were asking me where was i..oh my, so sorry larh, i thot nobody's going back,so, i din..oops..sry..and oh yes, mrs loy was angry..hmm..she din cry infront of us, bt it's kinda obvious larh..she went toilet, i jus cant stand some insensible..i dunnoe how to describe them..jus some immatured, insensibe..tt dun even care abt other's feelings, mr loy is already in dis tate n den dere dey r toking non-stop, complaining non-stop n even toking bad bt her. walau. dun dey even noe da simplest thing on earth. respect. i mean, argh, yes, ms tee is gd, bt dun u think we're abit overboard. argh!! i have to admit that it's our fault, and yes, it's our fault, mrs loy is our fm n we r dooing everything n wadeva..ms t ms t..i mean, yes, ms t is gd, mrs loy is gd too rite, i jus cant stand it when mrs loy is already in tt state n 4/5 ju cant keep their mouths shut for a moment, can even tok bad abt her when she's on da verge of crying. wth. and yarh, it's cny..hmm..oh yesh, hahax, todae had tt lion dnce n dragon dance thingy, den dey were throwing da sweets, adn one jus landed on my pinafore..hahax, soooo toot, i din even realise..hahax, so sotong lorh..hahax..den yarh..smthin like tt larh..hahax..den we had our 1st n ever 1hr 5 min reces..wow..wonderful manx.yep, we toked abt sch n wadeva, writing petition to sch..hahax, we asked * to help us write..hahax..den afta tt, not all full attendance for sec2 fdc interested peeps again. bt i'll jus choose n tell them on wed, any suggestions, objections den decide ater, den played bball. yeah..went in my 13th 3-pointer..soot, we reaching soon..hahax..den yarh, played with da maáms, den erm..suad treated me to a drink!!! yeh!! ju when i was like super broke..hahax..tt was nice of her larhz..and..atiq dey all went walking home co todae was some int marathon dae larh, nt feeling in da gd mood n nt in da gd condition to walk, so, i din join them..den sam, me n cera. yesh..we toked to sec 3s..hahax..dey look so tanned, or shld i sae red..hhax..xw was so red..hahax..den we started chatting..and blaa blaa blaa..yep, on dabus oso..hahax..glad to see me n atiq's 2 fd pple close together..hahax..gd gd..den reached home..and yarh, erm..oh, at nite, which is like less den an hr ago, i was still out with my mama, we went to shop for some cny stuffs, basically, to walk arnd larh, cos tonite alot of shops closing at midnight.hahax..nt bad, and we went to eat some "supper" and i ordered fried oyster..wow..was still thinking to eat or nt, den i was lik, aiyarh, jus eat larh, v long din eat laio, bt it was so so so oily..seriously..very..oilier den usual..hahax..no such word..and yarh, so i din really finish da whole thing bt majority of it larhz..den walked home n i'm blogging now lorh..and tode..i'm feeling weird..erm..hmm..dunnoe how to sae. i'm too * ..i think..i dunnoe..i'm getting more n more *..seriously, very..hahax..and yarh, like tt lrh..erm..yep, tt shld be all.. bye~

dream!!!

hahaha..heloo!!! i came back at abt 4+, o early rite, very very ing f=din come back at dis time liaox..hahax, den i fall aslp!!! hahax, wasnt supposed to, bt it was gr8. i had dis crazy dream..hahax..and da dream..hahahahahaha..i dreamt abt dis crazy hamster tt TALKED to me!!! hahax, it's so funny. weird. cute!!! hahax..really, very cute. it's wad i went to eat or smthin like tt, den rain, den we were eating in da rain, den went home, alot of things changed, and da weird thing is, my squadmates and i, same hse..hahax..great. den at home rite, alot of things change..like..hmm..dunnoe how to sae, cant really rmb for tt, den suddenly, we saw girls in our hse..hahax, they are so cute..dey look like lucy in narnia, yarh, hahax..den i think dey are siblings or wad, den dey said sm stuffs which i forgot, heex..hahahaha..den they mentioned smthin abt dis hamster..den i met da hamster, and da hamster was mouthing some things, den when i help it up to my ears..DA HAMSTER WAS TALKING!!!!! OH MY GD, SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahax, den da hamster said it lost it's wae, [dunnoe if it's a gal or guy, by i think it's a guy, o, i sha sae "he", co i dun like calling things "it"]hahax, oh yesh, he lost his wae, den i help him find..hahax.den i help him in my palms..den i put him on my back, den he jus crawled arnd, den we were playing or smthin like, at irst i was kinda scared of him, bt den slowly, no longer, yarh, hahahaxx...den i was helping him find his wae lorhz, den i wake up liaox..hahax..trust me, it's like sososososososossos cute..i cant believe my self...and da hamster really cheered me up, hu eva feeling down or wad rite..u all hurry slp now now and enter the dreamland of tt wird funny cute hamster!!! hahax..and yesh!!! heex..and oh yesh yesh, me n soot, bball!! hahax, must reach out target kkz!!! hahax..jia you, everydae abt at least 2 can liaox..i think..hahax..oh yesh, and i scolded juniors todae, i scolded da i/c, seldom scod till like tt, and yarh, so, u pple shld noe how angry i am, i planned da time well, so i culd go hq and do all my stuffs, den in e end, only 3 of them came, when i told them i must have FULL sec 2s. and now i dunnoe how to tell my fren tml, tt i needa stay back for awhile..oh no..haix, cos i wanna go back pri sch tml!!! heex..dunnoe why i go back oso, bt yarh, i plan to go back every yr..even when i grow older..hahax..hahax..and yesh!!! bye!!

dread

i'm dreadin myself, over everything, my incompetency. pau sent me smthin den she needa go already, and i actually closed tt window b4 i even open it. am i really tt blur or wad, wad's going on. why so blur?! i mean when it's time to be blur and dun care abt my surroundings, i'm so alert. bt dis type of thing, i'm so sotong. so blur. so walau. cant i be more?? argh!!!!!!!!!!!! wad's going on with me?! stop it!!

music

music intensifies feelings..yep, it's true, very true, haix, feeling down again..recenty, hmm, shld be rather down, cos of * , yep..and in addition of *..oh my..listening to..erm..music?? hahax, yarh..dun be pissed when u peeps read my blog larhz, if u really do, den stay away lorh..haix..i nt very happy with my *..i jus dun like t-f-t-w-l..why does so many pple l-h-w-l, why arnt u al c-a-f-a-a, and hmm, i dunnoe wad to do with *..hmm..dunnoe wad to sae, think, act. so i chose to do nuthin at all. i mean yarh, so close t-g-f-w, toot larh. onli noe how to m-p-t-t-m, guess nt oni me lorh -_-'' g-a-l-o-p-l-t-t-w-y-a. l-a-y-f-f. why y-a-s all like tt one. aiyorh. haix. i'm feeling d-w-d again. bt dun wry, hopefully, i'm nt t-a-y-a. heex. cos recently, dun think gt any f-t-u-n. and, i really need to tok to smone tt can really understands me, and "free" to tok to. haix. and i want to f-y-b!! pls larhz, i want to noe more abt m-l-p-m-t-c-m-m-f-b. can i pls find it. and i'm tired of writing like tt lorhz..hahax..crazy..and i'm really gonna..yip..bye..

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helo..todae..hmm..gt bcak my physics, hmm, nt very gd i guess, i mean, nt sae very bad larh..hahax, anyway, oh, lit, mrs hoe was toking abt love n infatuations..hahax, i was like "oh manx"..hahax, thinking larh, duh i din sae out..hahax..den hmm, todae gt fdc tuffs adn onli 2 camp, walau, i seriously very scared..and yarh, i dunoe how to put across my msg..hmm..very scared, too many competitors liaox..and todae, haix,my teaching arhz, walua, horrible, i cant teach!!! my teaching s*x..hahax, even me myself gt bored by my own teaching, i very scared lehz, bt kinda happy when luth saes she very interested to join da comp, and oh yes, toking back abt danc rite, i feel very xin wei tt we gt top 3, bt it's kinda xin tong oso. hmm. and oh yes, played bball todae..and yeah, my 5th 3-pointer, u guys out dere reading, might be thinking, 3-pointer, tyco one larh, bt think. i'm a gal, hahax, and da technic is: aim high. hahax, and soot did it!! yeah!! hahax..she's like pro larh, bt too bad she din take bball elec during p.e. anyway, yarh, sec 4 p.e. is like, u can choose dance and bball to specialize in, thot it'll be a diff choice for me, bt,,hmm..dance is some mexican hat dance, o, nt very interested..hahax..and yarh lorh..so, duh , i chose bbal..hahax..and we learnt 3 man pass todae, kinda funny larh, figure of 8 one..hahax..and shld be learning 4 corners'pass next lesosn. and i want to go back pri sch lehz, go back with me larh,hahax..and yeah!! thurs going hq!! heex..hq's like my 4th home, hahax, my usual hangout. heex. 1st is duh home, 2nd is campsite, 3rd is sch den hq is 4th!! heex..dey goin watch geisha, hahax, dun feel like now, cos i'm like so broke recently, and, nomore talentime liaox, feeling so..nuthin to do le..quoting frm kirs: "everything changed bt nothing has actually changed, feeling so hollow, so empty now." yep, our feelings, bt fdc coming up..hmm, really really scared..well, nobody can understand me now except for dose fdics going, like mad, muhd, shane and yarh..haix..hope can get in at least round b..seriously, i want to get in round b, i mean hu doesnt want larh, hmm, must jia you. oh yes, my cousin's in red cross, must be influenced by me or smthing like tt larh, bt too bad, nt tkgrcy bt tkrcy..hahax, next door, she wanted to transfer to tkg bt she finds it too ma fan or wad larh, hahax. den yep, hmm..fdc fdc fdc..oh my..i'm feeling..i dunow wad, nvm, i wont write my feelings here one..hahax, i'll jus tell my fdics frens..hahax, cos seriously, only dey understands me now, cos we're all going thru da same thing..hmm..and dun wan to tok liaox (i'm nt even toking.hahax..)..oh yes!!! i saw a duck todae..hahax, bt it was actually a man..oops..hahax, he was wearing white den plucking grass den i thot his hand was da duck's neck..hahax..very funny larhz, den sam told us abt soon tek..hahax, so stupid, bt i dun mind having him in my class, bt it's impossible..hahax..i never expect a sec 4 guy to be like tt..o so funny larh..hahax, and, yarh, thx for listening to me, fdics..

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my heart hurts. i cant breathe. i cant eat. cant slp. it jus hurts. i dunnoe, everything jus reminded me of * and my heart really hurts. i dunnoe. it's jus. i dunnoe. i cant breathe, dun even feel hungry, nt even tired. i'm jus feeling like a wonderwoman, dun need to slp, dun need to eat, dun need to rest. i like da song: my way it's encouraging, smmore da meaningful part sang by leon.hahax, too bad derrick nt inside. haix. i will find my way, i want a diff way, ..., tell me a brand new dae, you shi hou shou shang you ren xin teng, ku le you ren an wei, xian zai yu dao kun nan zi ji jiu yao xue hui mian dui..i will find my way, i want a diff way, nuthin can stop me now, no matter wad dey sae, kun nan shi yong wo de jian qiang he nu li yong gan mian dui, xian zai yong xin qu dui, gan jue jiu dui, i'll find my way. << my mind towards * i guess. hmm..translation: i'll find my way, a diff way, lead a brand new dae, when i'm hurt, smone will feel bad for me, when i cry, smone comfort me, now that tt troubles are all standing in my way, u hafta learn to face it urself. i'll ind my way, i want a diff way, muthin can stop me now, no matter wad others sae, in times of troubles, use ur perseverence mind, determination and hard work, effort, to face them bravely, using ur heart n soul to face it now, e feeling is right, i'll find my way. yep, tt's da eng translation, a bit wrong larhz. bt u get it. yea. hmm..smtimes, i jus feel like having a blog tt no one noes, or jus have a diary/blog/ wad eva, and i'll jus locked it n no one noes, if i feel like, den show it to some pple, like tang or my rc frens, bt, i'm too lazy to do so. bt i might have one. hahax, bt it's enuff to jus tok online with them. yep. feeling better now, bt stilla wonderwoman. hmm..bye.

oh, wadeva.

jus read dancer's blog, commenting on red cross cca promo, well, all i hafta sae is: i cant be bothered. hahax. u pple deserved it larhx, we hafta rite to do wad we want, we do talentime dance, u al jealous rite, i noe. u pple are. walau, dunnoe wad u al doin, e sch gave us viod deck, so, da whole void deck is ours, why do u hafta care abt wad we do. and hu gave u pple e rite to use da void deck. bt kinda happy, if u think it in a positive way, i mean like, if our dance is bad, dey wuldnt even care..hahax, jealousy is smtimes a praise, indirectly, heex, and yarh, it's over larh, nt bad, heex. bt now, talentime dance, da feeling is still stirring within m, wanted to write down my feelings oin da form of poem, made it in my mind, bt i was too..to write in down, so, i dun bother. and yarh. hmm..talentime..and oh well, i shld jus let it down, i mean i'm trying bt..hmm..give me more time, bt i noe i dun have time!! fdc's coming. i dunwan it to turn out like talentime. i really dun wan bt i dun really have da confidence, bt yingqi: u can do it!! yes. i can do it. i have confidence! jia you! and yes. format out. kinda happy. heex. all dose reading my blog shld noe, infct, is sarah tell me one, and yep, fdc 2006. one day event, 2 parts, part A, commander given a list of 35 to 40+ commands, da more commands u do, da better bt da more u'll hafta memorised and everything larh, and yarh, it's gd tt dey give us a list of commands to follow, gd. finally. and den yep, something like maám qt's time tt fdc, which i hoped for, gd. and den, part B: same as last yr, maám yk's time fdc, obstace course..hmm..hahax, sarah was like it'll be at a disadvantage if da commander is short, lucky i grew taller.heex. cos she say if verytically challenged den cannot see da cones..hahax..bt i kinda scared..hmm..infact, very, cos i think di yr's fdc, rely a lot on da commander..hmm..for commanding, i think i have da confidence in me. sure can one, bt scared i out of tune or wad, hopefully nt, i must be very prepared. and den i think this yr, da main focus or hightlght or wad eva criteris will be alot alot alot on da flexibility of commander..sarah sae part A is wad da commander mus choose da command herslf, tt part i din quite get it.bt nvm, think briefin on 18 feb, bt ct most prob on 18 feb. den how.hahax..i cant wait to go for fdc briefing..ohh..i'm already feeling scared now, for i dunnoe wad, hope da juniors'drills can buck up, it'll be depending on how i teach agian..hmm..kinda scared cos i dun think i teach well, bt, i have to have da conbfidence. i have!! heex..kinda scared..aiyarh, very scared larh, commanding part i nt very scared, jus very scared of ke-kanan LURUS, my lurus is 4eva out of tune..die larh,i dunnoe why, bt da lurus jus cant get out properly out of my mouth. eeyeh..hope t dae dun go out. den needa report oso, wad if i reaport wrongly, and to everyoine, 0on tt day, pls bring nric / ezlink card, think it'll be needed to register. yep, and yeah!! will be competing with all my frens larh, bt it's a friendly match , jus hope tt some sch wont go: if u want to slack, slack now, later when u all go out tt time, cannot slack liaoz, wa lau. insulting fd. bt i trust da commanders dis yr, cos all my frens mah, hahax, dis type of thing shld be wont happen on. madelene, muhd, shane, warren, yingqi, still gt hu arhz..bt nvm, enuff liaox, jus kinda scared larh. jia you!! u're yingqi!! u can do it one!! have faith in urself. u can!! jia you!! bye.

talentime

..talentime..if u're in a happy mood, stay away, if u're feeling sad, u can choose to read at ur risk. hmm, talentime, few hrs ago..and, yarh..i'm dissapointed. tt's all i havta sae, maybe. my feelings, i dunnoe, shd be more than tt. dis morning..wake up, go sch, and blaa blaa, every thing was still fine, and i was still kinda hyper and looking forward to talentime. bt now, hmm, i dunnoe oso.den practise n practise, dance, sing, dance, sing, dance, sing, and surprisingly, my knee doent hurt tt much, gd lorhz, bt now, i cant walk, on da way home, je told me to care abt my body first, bt hmm, makes sense, bt i dun follow logic, when i'm in for smthin, especially, fdc, i put my heart n soul into it, even if i'll get injured afta tt, or wad, i'll put in wadeva i can. yep, tt's yingqi. me. and yep, packed stuffs, so many things, carrying this n tt, wow..so many, everyone was jus lugging this n tt..hahax, and den on da bus, did cheers, and yarh, all dose things, was going thru da dance lighting n sound stuffs with pau, cos we made her incharge of our lighting n sound, and e recording was disgusting manz..and den, we reached!! so, ganjoing, was avoiding sm pple, bt think still see me larh, bt nvm , lucky nt see me in dance costume..den yarh, here n dere, dunnoe wad we busy abt..and make up make up make up..den go in for song, out of tune, hmm, dunoe whether have anot, bt i think it was out, bt i think..bridge was gd larh, saw e judge nodding his head,heex..den changed for dance, wow, e hair horh, dunuoe like wad like tt, bt i very scared later dance half way everything drop, so, i sprayed alot alot..and put lotsa glitter..hahax..da whole flr was filled with glitter..hahax..den waited for their skit, think dey did well, and den, soot, cera, suad had to change immediatey, so rushed..hmm..think da whole prog very rushed lehz..anyway, yarh, so, we din get to watch da skit, and den for dance, last item..hmm..E VENUE WAS..I DUNNOE WAD TO SAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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WHERE GT PPLE COMPETE DANCE IN VOID DECK-LIKE AREA, AND IT'S SO SMALL, DEN, USE RADIO, SO SOFT!! maximum smmore!!! no lighting!!! no grand sound effect!! argh!! i was very shocked to see thi"s "stage" for dance, it was totally out of my expectation. infact, da whole dance wasnty to my expectation! da effect to be created is all nt there! wa lau! i want a stage! i want da stage for talentime 2003 finals!! at ulu pandan community club!!! tt was gr8!! eve ill now, i culd stil rmb vividly e judges'faces!! and yarh, i jus..i was so so envy of e skit's stage, bty for dance, i was very dissapointed with da setting, bt dere's owaes a reaosn..so, yep. trust them lorh, bt eeyeh, still dun like it. den yarh, end, hmm. 2 ple entertained us.hahax, think dey sings well..hahax, tong hua is nt a very easy song to sing..u al might nt understand..hahax,nvm, den yarh, results, song, nothin. hmm, i was kinda a little shaken. i mean, yarh, dance, 2nd runner-up, when dey announce 2nd runner up, i dunnoe whether to want it or not, cos, i dun wan to end our efforts jus like tt with a 2nd runner up, budden i was really scared..wad if we din get 2st / 2nd, isnt it worse?? bt, 2nd runner up: bring me to life went up stage, barefooted, e stage quite cold lehz..heex..den yarh, went off..den sat beside da maáms, so bored..hmm..bt i'll rather sit dere den stay at my original place, as leaast i get to go up on stage..den yarh, skit, nothin oso, bt dey're contented, dey're satisfied. hmm..gd lorhz. den yarh, waanted to cry liaox, bt cannot larh..heex..my first n last yr talentime i din cry on da spot, bt went home and yarh..like tt lorh, den hmm..oh yarh, we went kfc, tok quite a number o pics, den smthins happened, bt lazy to mention larhz. den thruout, i was kinda quiet larh. heex, was trying to cover my emotions, bt apparently, i was too fed-up to hide, so, i guess dey noe oso, can tell abit larh, bt i did try to hide it. den wen thome, walked home with je..hmm..too ahem to tok liaox, so din really tok to her, mainly is she tok i "hmm..""orh""yah lorh"only, den oh yarh, bedok lighting, so nice..hmm..it'll be romantic if it's of other design and at other places, nt bedok interchange. hahax, nt saying nt nice, bt it'll be better if..yarh larh, i very lazy to tok already, nt to mention all dose bruises n stuffs..and my disappointment. last yr, tho we broke da recoed of getting into top 3 for dance, bt, tt's nt ying qi. hmm..bt was on da phone with sarah jus now, and ayhr, she old me abt da top 2 dances..hmm..i have to teke my hat off to them..and yarh, tkgs are so trad, dunoe how to be innovative one..hmm.yarh..and hafta sae to u pple out dere, especially to my dear dance pple tt did so well todae: i'm sorry i can onli lead u pple thru talentime dance to 2nd runner up. i'm sorry. i'm sorry abt my incapability and sorrry for everything. "i'm sorry"cant tell how i'm feeling towards u all. jus, i cant lead u all further than 2nd runner up. i'm reaaly sorry. i dunoe how to put across my msg other than jus a simple: "i'm sorry"
looking at dose glitter, trophy, costumes,makeup,stuffs, reminded me of talentime and yep. and thanku pple, u were all behind me supporting me especailly some of my frens, all ur msges kept me going, thx. bye

ah!!

yozie pple..tml's talentime, e time now is 10.52pm..and it's like AH!!!!!!!!!!!!! talentime is like..few hrs'time.....OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cool down..hahax, haven delete dose msges yet, can keep me going for tml..phew..and ah!!! i jus cant stop thinking, hahax, COOL DOWN!!! shldnt be blogging now, bt i need sm stuffs..hmm..tml shall be a busy day, and yes, todae gt trng and den hahax, run here run dere, when i was already lame..okie, anyway, counted..newly updated, 19 bruises on leg, think kirstie gt more, she gt more kneel down steps..and todae was limping arnd during sch hrs, bt afta sch, fine liaox..how?! i v scared now..ah!!!!!!! hmm..later mus pack stuffs, and broing lotsa stuffs tml!! yeah!! wering ulp tee tml!! tho will be covered by pinafore, bt nvm, heex..kinda excited for tml..bt rather scared cos,hmm, jus very scared larhz..ah..and trng, so many casualties..hahax..and nt in da mood to tok abt tng liaox, very scaed now, cant get talentime out of my mind..pray tt e lighting n sound goes on well well well, everything's fine..dun go out da tune, jus, nothing goes wrong tml!!! hmm..i dunnoe wad to saeliaox, cos my mind cant think now, okieokie..byebye!!

oh god!!

ah!! can liaox larhx..read tang's blog n reminded me tt tml gt trng, n i din do anything!! i i/c smmore, hahax, i volunteer one!! heex..kinda excited to be i/c, u all want to find out reason rite,hahax. e other time i sae no reaon bt actually i think it's cos..hmm..i v ling din do fd le, so feel like doing it..heex. ding fd feels shiok manx..and anyway, toking abt fd, todae's squad ahem..next time and dun "criticise"fd till like tt..i noe u all dun mean it, bt can find anudder way to put ur msg across i mean u're saying blaa blaa blaa infront of me..i noe it's nt ur'll fault, cos u all dun mean it..hmm..bt horh, try to watch ur tongue nx time kkz..i mean, i was felling horrible in me..hahax..yarh..tho nt critisixe, bt i dunnoe lehz, i jus felt horrible..yep..heex, needa plan stuffs liaox..byebye..

yip!!

helo!! hahax, few daes din bog liaox, felt as tho it has been such a long long period of time..heex, cos lotsa things happen..hmm..forget abt e pass few daes larhz, cos mainly is jus..studying n studying..4 CAs in 2 daes..wa lau, horrible manz..and den yarh, oh yes! e blur me..hahax..went chem lab den i left my radio dere, hahaha..din even realise until..i went physics lab n found my hand empty..hahax..and den everydae prac n prac..waa..all of us, infact, me n kirs, lotsa bruises..hahax, 7 on right knee n ankle, 9 on left knee n ankle, kirs's ones are so so obvious..hahaha..it's worthit..and den..hmm..oh yarh, lost e radio..hahax, claimed it back frm mdm khoo..oh yes, our sch system now..wa lau, as if all of us are in prison..no nametag mus put masking tape, den i lost my nametag during dance, bt duh , i din out on masking tape, so..eeyeh!! den my fren found it at e void deck..hahax..luckily..bt think it's gonna change..yep..and every morning, dismissal for assembly in da morning..guess everyone has smthing to sae..line must be str8, cannot turn ard, cannot tok, no noise at all, walk propoerly..etc..it's very very prison-like..dun even noe we're in sch..den hmm..erm..oh yarh!! vetting!! ma''ams came n yarh, vetting, nt v gd i think, haix, and hmm..i needa tell u smthin: if i sound pissed/rude/angry, jus to tell u all i'm not :) i'm jus hahax, i dunnoe, maybe serious, and we're rushing for time n everything is nt up to standard, so i hafta stress u all..sorry horh, dun mind me..heex..and yarh, went pp wif soot n kirs todae to buy ahem..dunnoe, i jus feel shy saying it and even buying it, so i waited for them at e shop, den tt person was staring at me..hahax..[dey went toilet]..hahax..and den hmm..still haf lotsa things nt done lehz, how??? hahax..lolx, shant stress u all on da blog..and yarh, had squad ahem todae..walau, took such a long time to settle da 1st wk..den everyone so excited for 15th one..hahax..and yarh, thruout da whole thing, think i sound angry or wad..actually i think i sound very very angru recently, bt relax, i'm nt larhz, i'm still trying how to put myself across more friendly, bt nt towards juniors..heex..sounds mean bt nvm larh..and maám sarah teaching in moi sch!! so cool..hahax..heex..and vetting, more..haax, i dunnoe larhz..and den still gt wad, erm..cant really rmb anything now, things in moi mind..almost everything is rc stuffs bt duh have studies larh..think now..is..50 50 larh..kinda balanced..hahax..and yarh, these few daes, thot of lotsa stuffs, final decision: forget it larhz, i'm nt gonna care. hahax..yarh, wanna walk out of "world of confusion" hahax..this part, u all wont understand larhz, hahax..anyway, we started on twelve nite!! yea!!oh yes, da last segment of " the eng teacher" is wonderful, e usage of words..very very gd, it's beautiful..hahax, so, i was rather enthu, which wasnt norma..heex..cant rmb anything now liaox..gdnite..bye..

cca promo dae

yipee!! cca promo, nt bad larhz..gt 22 juniors registered!!! wow!! hahahahahahahahaha!! and i have to sae dis: juniors are great manz..hahax..dey very gd at toking n persuading them to join red cross..hahax, yarh..dey no badge yet den when parents dey all asked, dey said badges out of stock..LOL..pro manz..hahax..and den dance, so many " you mo pi" ..hahax..and e first time,i forgot to dance e steps!!! argh!!! e sotong me din even realise larhz..hahax, den fancy drill, juniors did well i haveta sae tt, cos last minute change squad, and den last minute make some changes, wa lau, so rush, taught them e steps in less than an hr arhz..aiyoh, bt nt i teach larh, is sam, tang, simin they all, and juniors..thank u everyone:)and den dance n dance n dance..and den ike tt larhz..heex..i think ms ashikin is nice..yarh..heex:) and yep, finally, one thing's over, can focus on other things liaox..heex:):):) and i gt frenster!! heex, my frens influenced me to nt to be lazy and set up one, bt everything is blank larh, cos i'm a lazy sotong:)..yep..and thruout e whole cca promo, i was kinda very ah....bt smthing made me stand, and nt to fall:) jus keeping thinking of the sentence..den yarh, it kinda supported me thru:) heex..and on da bus, thinking of "you" ..hahax, u all shld noe larhz..heex..and yep, went for makan at pp..hahax, so so full larhz..and went to buy bubble tea!! bubble tea..teas..me!! hahax..den yarh, shop..brainstorm..heex..and yarh..oh yes!! i beoke one of the trophies..waa..sorry 1996 maáms..hahax..and yarh, must win back tt for them.. :) okayz..byebye!!

tired mentally, physically

helo..hafta too many things to blog..hahax, last 2 daes..bt aiyah, too lazy to think back already..nvm, tok abt todae..trng..so busy!!! almost break down manz..lolx, bt i'm yingqi!! so, shld be can tahan smmore, bt..i'm jus leaving things to last-minute..sigh..e lazy me..so many things up..cant breathe..and i jus signed up for frenster, abit toot larhz..den..yarh..dey sae i'm too nice to juniors..hahax, think so too..shall be fierce to them strting frm tml..lolx..if'nt "i'll lose my respect" hahax..love pt manz, gt back some feelings b4 took over..hahax..hopefully i can carry on..hmm..and like tt larhz..den erm..on da bus, saw dis golden insect..adn heard tt it was killed..waa..sobx..den went home, on da way, saw a lizard on da floor..my gdness, almost stepped on it, lolx..bt usually, i'll see dise type of creatures one, even if it's jus a dot..lolx..and in da kitchen..saw lizard..ah..hahaz, friday 13 alot of insects..lolx..erm..yep, cant think now..byebye!!

vetting

hmm..went sch todae, had 2 tests, eng n hcl..first time in my life i din finish checking my hcl papers..we started late lorh, she dun even check e time..haix..bt nvm, it's over..and den..went to meet mrs yong, i alwaes haf a gr8 impression of her, until: why must we be e heroes.." den yarh, kinda changed my impression towards her..hahax, bt todae, she was so serious during tt cca promo meeting..hahax..and she emphasized on e importance of cca promo..she was so serious, kinda improved e image she gave me..bt still..hmm..hahax..yarh, den went for talentime, got vetting!! hahax..e maáms came..alot..hahax..we went down at 3pm when vetting starts at 330pm, dun even have time..den we str8 away go piano to try out harmonisation..succeed a few..bt some still..hehex..den went back to classrooms, den cera dey all sitting dere, den i was like: oh no! 330 already!! we haven practise dance!! " den i dunnoe if u're pissed with me or wad, i jus hafta sae i'm sorry, bt i dun think u are..hahax..bt think u nt v happy..i noe how u feel:( bt u said tt one line..waa..feel very..cannot tahan anymore..bt i'll hang on dere: glad u noe..just simple 3 words, bt it meant alot to me, cos, i noe im being..haix, i'm sorry, bt i dun think u're pissed, guess u nt happy larhz, bt if i'm u, think i'll be oso..sorry. haix..i'm really sorry..haix..den vetting, song dance skit..song..blah blah blah, den dance..hmm,i totally din expect tt e maáms will sae tt..it's kinda..i totally din expect it, i even start thinking if it was supposed to be understood sarcastically..hahax, bt i noe it's not, e maáms nt like tt one, den had talk with maám jocelyn, her dance is like so so pro..hahax..thanku maáms..thanku for all ur comments.and yep, it's useful..bt me, kirstie n aisyah buy e skirt already!! hmm..$27 lehz..haix..dun even noe wad to do now..haix..waste money..hmm..and our costumes looks rather toot,hahax, i mean overal costumes..scared both clash :( den skit and blah blah blah..think i'm focusing lots on dance and i'm nt even doing well in it, and i dun realy focus on song..haix, sorry..haix..feeling so..haix..nvm..and den jus now tok online..wa lau..i almost exploded, i was a little pissed, i mean yah larh, dun wanna tok abt it..it's jus so pekcek..hahax, and den oh yes!! maám jocelyn did some stuffs with us, and den tang back to wait for us!! hahax, she sure reads my mind..have eye contact, den she noes..and yah, she stayed back..hahax, den we left and yarh..basically, tt's all..hmm..and flipping thru e calendar, makes me feel as tho i'm gonna fall soon, bt i wont allow myself to fall..i'm yq,,sure can tahan one, all dese little things cant make me fall :) and den oh yah, scared it's coming back..bt i'll try to block it..dunnoe why is it coming back, maybe recently keep reading poems n quotes n yarh, btw, it means my crush..i'll block it, and dun let it invade my mind..hahax, bt i guess..i got over it, so, tt's nt of much worries..hahax..dang ni..hmm..okayz..byebye!!

I was sitting here thinking
of the words I want to say,
but they just wouldn't come out right-
so I found a different way.
I got a piece of paper
and I wrote this poem for you,
but there's no way to thank you
for everything you do.
For always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
for helping fix my problems
and never leaving me behind.
For accepting my thoughts and feelings,
though you do not understand,
for never giving up on me
and being my best friend.
For making me laugh-
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me
if I were to die.
Everything you mean to me
you could never know.
In all the ways you've changed my life
I could never show.
The way you take care of me,
(you're my shining star)
and though it's so incredible
that's just the way you are.
Before I get too mushy
it's time for me to go,
but before I leave this ink-filled page
there's one thing you should know.
As long as we are living,
no matter when or where,
if you ever need me-
just call and I'll be there.
I'll climb a thousand mountains
and swim a thousand seas...
anything to be there
'cause you've been there for me.



e above poem is one frm tanglin to me n me to tanglin. my tear amost drop..bt i managed to control it..and u all might nt understand, bt it means alot to us. i have to address smthing: thanks tanglin for being dere with me, whenever n wherever..u're e closest one to me in dis universe..thank you, tanglin.

tired

wow..cant believe we actually shopped in far east for 8 HOURS!!! so long..hahax..my legs are so so tired now..heex..nvm larhz, at least we bought e costumes and stuffs larhz..den yarh larh..oh yes..went into dis shop and e shopkeeper was so..irritating?? maybe..i was a little a litttle irritated..she was rather rude too..i mean we were toking, discussing den she keep asking qns, den we sae e shirt cannot, den we dunnoe how to tell her wad type of clothes we want, den she was like: den too bad lorhz, i cant help u. hahaax, rather rude, maybe we were being too shy larhz..den dun dare to tell her stuffs..hahax..and soot n cera cut hair!! hahax, look weird..soot nt much diff, bt cera looks funny..hahax..and they've got hair allover face..hahax..and haix, i dunwan tok le..and tang's nick:

i used to know the sound of smile in your voice

waa..makes me feel like crying..reminds me of..sobsob..nvm larhz..heex :( byebye!!

sad

dese are some real sad bt true stuffs tt i found..e first one is really really nice..i dunnoe, bt it just seems so..haix..

SHould i smile because ure my fren or shuld i cry becoz tts all we'll ever be?

Absence is to love wat wind is to fire;
it extiguishes the small and kindles the great.

How can u be frens wif someone if everytime u look at them, it makes u want them even more?

Its hard to tell ur mind to stop loving someone if ur heart still does.

Have u ever noticed tt the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside u and u can never hv them?

It hard to pretend u love someone when u dun.
BUt it's harder to pretend u do not love someone when u do.

And lastly, I know in reality we cant be together,
so i just close my eyes and ure right here wif me.

In my dreams, ure mine forever.



e 2nd one nt bad oso..afta seeing all dese might be enuff to make one cry..haix..

Dreams are dere to show u e way
Close ur eyes
N find out wad dey’re trying to say
Luv is jus a second away
Make e magic rule
Let e miracle stay

eh..

haix,dis morning, culdnt get up, so was like late, bt luckily, i took a cab, so wasnt late at sch..phew, u all shld haf seen e way mrs lim scolds e latecomers..she was so so fierce..and our dismissal for assembly!!! it's so prison-like..in nicer terms, army-like..hafta walk in 1 str8 line, canot turn back, line must be str8, and wad so ever larhz, so strict for wad?! and den on e way back, haf like dunnoe how many prefects ensuring u're walking in e correct route..so..eeyeh, i dun like dis!! we're not prisoners, nt kindergardens' kids, neither are we in an army. bt i think e new principal is kinda gd, i mean she's stern..yep, and i think can feel e improvement of e schs..bt i think mrs loke more qin qie to us, bt mrs lim's speeches more inspirational?? perhaps..den went for classes, had my 1st hcl lesson, t'cher..hmm..nt bad i think, hopefully, heex, she's frm china, and her china accent is so so strong..hahax, yah, think she's nice..hopefully..heex..den had amaths..ms yeo..aiyoh, dun quite understand wad she trying to sae..and simin sae she oni wears 2 set of clothes..one is tt poka dotted dress..another one is e red shirt she wore todae i guess..hahax..den when she was teaching, everyone's mouth were like wide open..hahax..den went for dance during recess..so lazy..hmm..den have physics!!!! ms tee is so so great!!! she's e best teacher i've ever had i guess!!! she's wonderful, did e balloon pop thing (tt animation) hahax, wad frogs' memories improved if dey undergo some shock therapy or wad..and so, she decided to give us lots of surprise test to "shock" us..hahax..den how to get smart..strategy is to eat smarties..hahax..and she's staying in High On Drugs room..no wonder she became so different and started telling us all dese lame things, even commented on shujie's hair..hahax, wad pineapple, den our class is blessed wif gd fortune..ahax, bt too bad, she's nt our fm anymore, bt she's now e lower sec level head..bang..wonder why she's got so much time to work on all dese stuffs..hahax..and e last lesson, when all of us's supposed to be dead, bt when physics e last lesson, all of us were super energetic, hyper n wad so ever..hahax, cos of ms tee!! hahax, and den packed rcr, threw dose stuffs away..finally, an eyesore manz..heex, oops, sry..and den e matresses got wet!! argh..and tml gt sec 1 orientation, wonder how..hahax, den scolded juniors..haix..hope dey reflect larhz..den went for souvenir making session, me n sam were planing fancy drill..aiya, and thruout, i was so so tired, felt so useless, so..irresponsible..and wad so ever arhz, just feel so useless..hmm..den e maáms came when we're in horrible state, den danced for them, and so and so larhz..yah, den haix, nt in e mood to tok le..mm..byebye!!

first day back sch!!

hahahahaha..wonderful day at sch todae..kinda cant wait for sch to reopen..heex, cos i relly like staying at home, actually, i wasnt even ataying at home bt went back sch everydae, bt, hahax, e feeling is just so so different..heex. anyway, supposed to be studying right NOW..hahax, bt later larhz, it's 9.44pm now, shal go off afta i post..hahax..anyway, woke up so early todae..hahax, bt used to it larhz..and went sch with my cousin, her first dae in tkss..she wanted to ask for transfer bt dunnoe why in e end..hahax, nvm larhz..anyway, yep..heex..and i reached sch, went for push-up//hahax..i miss push-up!! 2 months of nt doing morning push-ups!!! and i'm sec 4!!! omgdness!!!! hahax, cant believe i'm sec 4..hahax..oh yes!! and e new bacth of sec 1s..hahax, kinda cant imagine tt i was like tt once..hahax, their socks were so high, carrying big heavy bags, and dey were at e parade square cum netball court cum assembly grd so so early. i went to sch and all sec 1s were already standing dere..hahax, so cute..bt i was like tt too..heex..hehe..and den went for talks n briefings n assembly and it was like..ah..so so hot..e hall, so humid..and , anyway, busy toking and it's 10.26pm now..heex. dun blog le..byebye!!

i cut my hair!!

i cut my hair..hahax, it feels weird, bt i think..hmm, shld be okay larhz..hopefully..heex..and tried to tie it all up, still can..heex, tried e dance hair style too, hahax, luckily can arhz..and ah..i was like so..seeing my hair on e grd..hmm..anyway, yah..den i haven finish my maths!! hahax, nvm larhz, sam managed to convince me to leave it alone first, go study chem first, having chem test on wed n amaths on thur..haix..hope i can make it..hmm..hahax..okayz, guess tt's all..byebye!!!

waa!!!!

waa!!!! first time going out with..hahax, i wont forget dis dae i guess..never..heex..waited at control station for abt 1 hr n 15 min!!! argh..hahax, bt e latter part mended it..heex..den walked dere..feel so antisocial, dunnoe wad to tok abt..hahax, den reached n our first ride was flipper!! hahax, nt as fun cos dey kept looking at us den we dun dare to scream out..hahax..den..okayz..hahax, went for haunted hse oso..and eeekk..i dread haunted hse, i noe it's nt scary bt i dunnoe why i jus scared larhz..den dey lead e way n me n tang behind..hahax..and b4 going in, i grabbed e shirt and yah, jus followed them n * walked so so fast ahead..hahax, din even wait for us!! hahax, den me n tang grabbed * shirt like siao..den continue walking n dey seems as tho dey were enjoying, still ask us to see tt man, see e ghosts..haix..hahax, den heard * said: idiots..wonder if it's refering to us cos we screamed?? or wad..hahax..bt i dun care anymore, jus wanna get out of tt place asap!!! den walking thru all e scary places..jus noe tt i was grabbing n grabbing tighter n tighter..oops..sorry..heex..den we kinda lost * n we shouted for * in e hse..hahax, guess e "ghosts" must be laughing..hahax..den * came back n we were together as a grp, finally..hahax..den went thru dis bridge thing..onli one person can walk n i think i was putting my head on * shoulder..sorry..which was wad tang was doing to me..hahax..den lights flicker n den ah!!!! screams n screams heard..and den tt mean poke went to shout at me: hey, wad's dis?! den tt thing [which feels like a hand] falls on us n * screams [first n last scream i heard] and we ran away, guess * was trying to make me scream n der, * succeed..-_-'' heex, den * scream n i scream n tang scream..hahax, den tt * dunnoe walk until where liaoz..hahax..den reached dis place den * knock on tt place n ask me to look, den i saw..i dunnoe wad i see..hahax..den continue walking n finally reach e door liaoz..at first reach one point in e middle den dey thot end liaoz..den tang was like: no, it's very long one..hahax, oh yes, den finally, we reached e exit..jus as i was going to run out, when tang behind me n * right infront went out. tt mean poke stopped me, dun let me go out, and was like telling me to see!!! so i looked..and i saw smone standing dere, looked up..saw e legs, hands, body..den i dun wan to see le. and i jus scream and run out..omg, thank gdness i din hug *..guess almost..hahax..den went out..finally..and * shirt was..hahax..hahax..felt so embarassed..hahax..den went for wet n wild, okay larhz,,bt dey saw us coming down..oh no..must be rather eeekk..hahax, bt hu cares, we're dere for fun rite?? yes..hahax, den we went twice. and we managed to see their pictures, dey looked super scared cos dey din open eyes..hahax..den for e second slide oso, their eyes were shut..hahax, at leaast we opened our eyes kkz..hahax..den dey went for inverter, and we had a bet, if dey din scream, dey'll hafta sit e one beside it..helicopter..hahax..oops..hahax, dey really din scream..so need to do punishment..hahax, lucky dey nt angry with us, if nt, i'll feel very bad..hahax, bt dun think dey are..dey can even drive n fight on e helicopters..hahahahahaha..den we had our bet which was e haunted hse, if we scream we need to haf punishment oso..hahax..and based on e above discription, u all shld noe e result..hahax..and our punishment was inverter..we were super duper scared..ran away a few times..hahax..bt it was cool!!! it was so so fun!! nt even scary at all!!! hahax, i din regret it!! and i thot it was very secure..heex..hahax, hafta thank both for disallowing us to run away..hahax..den went for viking also!! and we sat opp. ends, and dey still din scream..hahax..was kinda glad tt tang actually agreed to sitting wif me!! hahax, luv ya..my bang aqm..hahax..yep, went for go kart n * went to get us drinks..hahax..den dey crushed it while e smart us asked for permission to leave it smwhere larhz..den later den go back to take..hahax..den..go kart..thot my kart's engine was rather fast..at least faster den "tt day" one..hahax..den, yah, rather cool..it was fun i think..and e waiting time..was abt 35 minutes..and i think it was more fun den "tt day" one..dunnoe why tho we had nt much topic to tok..hahax..den * came n collide into my kart..hahax, head hurts..bt i think it was cool..dunnoe why..bt it feels as tho i was flunged to e front..quite nice larhz..hahax.. den went for some stuff. jus repeating e rides larhz.. hahax, den think near to e end, we got more things to tok or perhaps..nt so..distant..hahax..oh yes..and me n tang kepy scissors paper stone to decide on hu toks..hu msgs..hahax..okay, den * needs to leave..hahax, okayz..we walked them out to busstop and den we walked back escape with tt invisible stamp..hahax..it glows under BLUE light..hahax, nt in e dark..hahax..den went for inverter n had to admit tt we felt insecure..dunnoe why..e first time, with them arnd..it was so different..hahax, and e first time, thanks * for sitting alone..hahax..den went for all dose stuffs..nt fun liaoz..hahax, den went for ferris wheel, we belittled it, e first ride, we were so scared tt we screamed!! hahax, cos e whole thing is shaking n if dey were arnd, i dunnoe how we were going to squeeze into tt small thing, and i guess dey'll probably shake it even more..hahax..den sat flipper for 4 times!!! my gdness, feel so pukish n giddy..j=hahax, a little boy puked..hmm..den went home..hahax..hmm..and my sandal base almost came out..hahax, gd thing it asted till i reached home..hahax.. a great day.. i din regret it..hahax, and we went to buy * ..hahax, like choosing wad like tt..hahax, need to go buy drink..hahax..lolx..den yep, guess tt's all rite?? hahax..hopefully, it's too much to be written in jus a simple post..hahax..okayz, everyone enjoyed i guess..hahax..den yah, i din regret it , infact, i'll rmb dis dae cos it's e first time going out****************...hahax..shldnt be able to get it out of my mind..hahax..and hahax, sorry if u pple out dere dun understand, cos it's a qms' secret n **********************....hahax..byebye!!