lazy to blog abt dose camps, orientation etc le. nt in da mood =//

heh. i noe wad i did was wrong. i'll try to stop my hq activites le. pls dont make me quit. ='(
i fEel pRoUd tO pUt oN mY fuLl VI uNifOrm.

i will bring my chairperson, vicechair and YOs to awards promos rightfully next year. we can do it!
ma'am yanying and sec4s gone for study. unit's on me and sec3s NCOs now. we will make it back there. gold gold. yes we will yes we must! fdc08, talentime dance song (skit), cac, fac, SFAs, accreds, ENROLMENT. TKGRCY WILL BE BACK.

i wish you're with me dis few days. i really need dOve cHoColAte aNd dAilY sCoOP iCe cReAm nOw i gUess. ='(

jUs reAliSe i'Ve bEen lEttiNg my heArt rule My life. is it tiMe tO let mY bRain Do e Job? tHings haPpeN anD i bEGin tO rEaliSe tHeRe arE GreAteR ReSpONsiBiliTieS iN liFe whErE We cAnT AffOrD to Do wAd we waNt. wahhss. why me suddenly liddat! hAHa! =D

i'm in volleyball! =)) ahha. currently in recreational team now. must master it! den get in school team! HAHA. thInK tOO FAr! i dun even noe how to play now arh. hahahaha..


='( ='( ='( dunno wads wrong wif me larh. hurgh. and i feel so useless to u...

off to talk to my ever-dearest samantha... takecares!

fiNally pUlled mySelf off bed to pack mY bag. =( i wan slp!!

went for 0807 campfire, dEn hAng arNd wiF the Rest of InstrUctors. hahaha. BuLly mE!! hahaha... super funNy! everyOne wAs lAughing! =)) many many many stuffs. haha. blog more about it when i'm free.
few hours later. i'll be starting my unit camp! =// =) =D i'm excited! but super scared! jIaYous! on the spot! can do it de! =D stArs~~

hOpefuLly everytHIng goes On smoOthly
mAy cAmpfiRe bE a bLast.
wahhs. who exActly iS cOMing?!
EverytHIng wilL bE fIne!

tAkeCaRes alL!!

i nEed a BreAk

i WanA sLeEp

wAtcH mOviE--cArtOonS! hahahaha..

plAy bBalL

dO dAncE WitH ceRa



hOlidAys! ni zai na li ?!
mon: ogl , campfire 0807
tue: unit camp
wed: unit camp - campfire!
thurs: unit camp, tink haf kheerui's bdae bbq
fri: oa camp
sat: oa camp
sun: oa camp

i haven confirm the instructors coming for campfire.
i haven prepare documents needed for mj stuffs.

jiAyOUs vip0807!!
JiaYoUs jUniOrS!!

jIayOus yOU peEps oUt dEre!!



hMm... ?? =!

uNit pRob SolvEd! =DD


tAleNtiME!! SO TOUCHED! seeing my cadets dancing singing infront of everyone.. i was so proud of them. =) you gals rock!! love you!! all the best for the results! i trust you all! =D goodiE luck! =D

well done to the rest of the schools too! you guys were great great!! =))

slackanigalins! quite fun todae bahs. cos of those horrible nonsense! hahahs.
thanks sam and jia en for waiting until 8 pluspm! i love you squaddies! =D

my life's BUSY! but meaningful! =D


wonder how's 0807! jiayous!! =)) takecare all! cya real soon!

i'll stick to my choice =)) i noe i will. i noe i did. =P i haf faith in you and me.. =)

oh! made really really great frens.
eugene tan! my primary sch fren. haha. hi5! "wad are frens 4.. LIFE." =D everytime got impt things to submit, he'll rush me to hand up! hAHA. thankyous!! you jin dan!

mjc desmond! my angel! weird knowing him thru dat angel mortal game. hahaha.. but a super nice guy! he's funny, he's weird, he's sweet! hahaAhs.

2 smarties! super good results and staying in mjc! hahaha.

yuen yin!! ching yi! kendra! suehaila! must appeal back mjc! i pray for u guys! jiayous! i wish for u peeps to get in... *prays. =) jiAyOUs!

07S401! hopefully i stay dere! oh! i'm sO ExcIteD for KENDRA! hahahaha... wahh.. hahaha. dat's like reallie fast. haha. i wish the best for u 2! hahahahaha!!!

all tHe bEst for the rest of you out dere!


UNIT!

i wan to slp! =((

i nOe i pAss

THE TEST

=)) i know i wont fail it. =)


mjc!! i'm back home!

jiayous pple!!! i'm always here! mans. i reallie wana help u. but can i approach u?

some gave up on you all. some of you are contemplating to give up. dont. even if it means 27more days.

someone guide me. wad do i do now.
i'm not giving up on you guys.

i tink i failed my role. i wont give up on you guys. "you're the last thing i'll give up on." =)


i still wana go for oaitp.
ReSpoNibilitY, cOntRol. the great big words i DreAd sOmetiMes.

i hate to be the only child.

run awaeeeeeeeee. gOrilLa! wHerE aRe yOou??

some gave up on you all. some of you are contemplating to give up. dont. even if it means 27more days.

someone guide me. wad do i do now.
i'm not giving up on you guys.

i tink i failed my role. i wont give up on you guys. "you're the last thing i'll give up on." =)


i still wana go for oaitp.
ReSpoNibilitY, cOntRol. the great big words i DreAd sOmetiMes.

i hate to be the only child.

run awaeeeeeeeee. gOrilLa! wHerE aRe yOou??

i dont have to continue packing my bag.
i dont have to excitedly waiting to go campsite.
i dont have to get high during oaitp.
i dont have to msg my friends when i'm in camp.
i dont have to smuggle things to do inside camp.
i dont have to put in my heart and soul in pitching tents, in tying knots, in hike.

i cannot go for outdoor activites instructor training programme.

the feeling is equilavent to not allowing me to join fdc06.

i've been wanting to go for oa camp when i was an NCO. and now there's a chance to join instructor training programme.

i

i really want to go. i'm such an irrespossible freak, breaking my promise. i said i'm attending. i persuaded filza and derek to join with me and i left them there in the training programme. wad a friend.

but if i have a choice. i know i'll never do that.

i dont feel your respect for me. but i know you care and you are worried. is there a better way out. must i even not look tired when i'm at home? is there a place/anyone where/whom i can show that i'm tired/unhappy?

off to dinner.


ok. i've controlled myself. tamed my emotions. =) and had a wonderful dinner with my mum. thankyous mummy. you showed understanding which is what i needed most at this point of time. love you mummy.

derek and filza. both of you must jiayous for the course and do your best arhz. get your sleep instead of msging me! haha. rest well =) thankyous. help me! help me pitch tents, help me hike, help me bbq, help me tie knots. both of you must get best trainees kkz. if there's such thing. if not, i give you 2 awards. haha. now haven even lights out i suppose... derek ar.. haha. you still can msg msg! later kena confiscate..

at least i learnt something. the big word this time round is: control.
i tink. i still have to say: i'm sorry daddy.

oh wells. dont tink filza and derek gona have much sleep tonight. i shall do those best trainees award for them. haha. and dose teeny things for my mj class. plan out how i'm gona teach sec3s the new syllabus and how to lead the unit. dey dont sleep, i dont sleep! smiles yingqi.

=) off to unpack my bag le.. =) irealiseureinmymindevenwheni feelnumbedtakeitnaturally"i haf faith in you and me."ibelieve.

MMM recce! haha. i was like totally sians out at first. den as our grp WALK from YOUTH PARK to CHINATOWN! thousands of lamieee things happen. esp lunch or smthin. oh yesh! i was THE SHORTEST in my sub-grp! haha!! I"M THE SHORTEST! haaha. so overall quite fun bahs. din reallie wana leave but heh! i got camp later! lucky i never withdraw from ogl.
to the MMM route ICs:
"I KNOW YOU I'LL HAMTAM YOU" hahahaha.. uncle philip!

i gave my mama her present le! happybdae mama! =))

yongkiat calls me a dinosaur! RAH! hahaha..
auntie/uncle ming calls me the horrible pig thing! RAH!
cherlia calls me the monkey! RAH!
hahah.. 07S401 puts a great big smile on my face! i was thinking of S401 on the train junnow and i almost burst out laughing! "payanigalin" ahahah.. i love S401 super super!

"did anyone just say SUPER?! super? super? super? * raises hands, looks up* SUPER~~~"

haha.. *stands up and clap!~*

i've decided! since i cant get in tjc.

if i got in cjc and not mjc, i tink i'll appeal to mjc and not tjc. =)

haha. before 1st 3 mths course, i die die oso dowan come mjc. den now... haha. >.<

i'd better go pack my bag for camp later. but my dad dun allow me to go. erm. hmm. but i've been wanting to go for this camp like even before start of vip cos FD and OA rocks my rc life! =)

oh.aop ytd. i din noe i can get so... until i was shivering within and words cant even get out properly. felt as tho gona suffer from stroke aytime. but.
i wont let the unit fall. =) i'll get it back standing. trust me.

MR ICECREAM (yellow). MR DIM SUM(red). MR MOULDY(blue). hahaha... -_-''

we got the 'best drama class'! yaya!! =D kudos to all who made it possible!

i wana slp........ >.< need a clearer mind to think. =x

tHE tEst..
1.UM
2.UP
3.E
3.H
4.J
5.W
6.S
7.M
8.N
9.etc
10.D
i Must clEar tHe teSt! number 10 is... tough! wad if... =(
TrUst aNd fAitH wilL bRiNg mE tHrU thE tEst. DTL. *.*

iNnEr ScrEaM!! so sorry and thankyous daddy mummy! iloveyous.!

busybusybusy... hiringa!! haha.. only i'll understand my post. hahahzz =p

07S401! "the best class i've come across in my 15 yrs of teaching" HEEEE. hahaha. now i dun wan first 3 months course to end. i love 401!

i can do it! >.<

MR DIM SUM
hahahahah!! my new bf (-_-'') hua hua helped me find de.

just got back from BOON LAY! met up wif sarah lee to get my shirt! haha. hopefully, our lit drama tml will be goooddie gooodie goood! trip to super huge jurong was SO SUPER FUNNY AR! walk one round, nonsense ez link, auntie-ACT-alike ETC. ahahha.

tEst?? tough one. hmm. i believe. haha. the amazing fourth finger test =)