im back!

feeling a little exhausted ehh. **sleepss..

ogl camp-
discipline was more emphasized den Fun so the morale wasnt high bahs =/
tension was kinda high amongst ogls and teachers. den councillors stuckk no where.
had de debrief with hse comms and yayness! quite happie wif de result cos i learnt many many things. hahas. but i rmb the meeting in lvl 2 staff room and de preparation for that debrief made me... a little difficult to breathe. hahas. the tension was like WHOAAA.. so not me to handle these kinda things. but things went well in de end ! =))
luckily it was a full bright moon.

BEOWULF-- disgusting mr hon! LOLs. mr hon's our teacher advisor, and whenever there's a chance, he'll say BEOWULF and spit all over. YUCKKS. but he's a fun fun teacher =) <3

logistics.av.welfare-
hmm it isnt that easy to hold on to 30 sets of keys =/
good thing many many pple were helping me and marcus throughout! ESP KELLy, mArliSa, ms tanwanyee. thankyousss!
know new friends when i took care of casualties. lOls. the whole camp!! i nv play lor. and din get wet for wetnwild! cos i was taking care of casualties =/
thanks marcus for logs. thanks solo for av. thanks kelly for everything!

oh loving 5th students council more =) not the jobscope but the people alrites <3
it's the people dat's giving me the motivation. and we felt much closer after this camp =)

thankyous to all who msged me during camp! =)) the msges came very timelyyy. hahas. when i was feeling lost. thankyous and huggs! =))


RCYC--
and i din make it on time to go rcy challenge campfire ='((
so i went for heritage trail. heh.
0707 power!! RAIN. hahahas.
even though i had nothing much to help, NEVER will a VI feel extra in rc events cos we're a family =) it just made my day when i see lawrence sir, my 0707!, yingsheng sir, qijun sir, joan maam, many many seniors and CADETS! =)) <3

though everyone was tired, we still went out for dinner! chat and crap and though i was tired, i felt like hanging arnd longer with them.. hahas. misses rc activites alot alot. =(

hmmm a little sadd dat i wasnt reallie involved in rcyc..
infact many many =(((
and JUST when i thought no cadets know me during the camp and that dey prolly wuldnt bother abt me... ONE CADET! came up to me and told me "gd afternoon maam, zuojia says he's sorry he culdnt come cos he got swimming blahblah..byebye maam! seeyou soon!" and that made my day!! reallyreally =)) though i didnt noe why he told me dat. hahas!

it just made me realise that.. rcyc is not the only event! hahas. so dont need to be sad!
you just wont feel sad and extra in this family.

jiayous 0707! all of us seems to be busybusy with our school work! esp DESEY JC =)) hahahs. jiayouss! <3


haven really had any private time for myself =(
and time for me to hang out with friends
feeling really sorry to tell my squadmates that i'm not free to go out ='(
i really want toooo. dui bu qi. i wish for myself to be free-er someday..


shall date people to go SP to makan! watched the SP food show today and i saw VICK! hahahaahhs! sam will haf a wonderfuly laugh at him tml. LOLs.


keep the team singapore dragonboat team in your prayers and your heart.
i cried while reading the newspaper ='(
if i can make it to university, i wan join dragonboat team! =)

a little little exhausted. and i.....
i noe how busy we are.
takecares =)

i'm going off to 2 camps!
ogl and rcy challenge.

i'm missing so many many things now =(

my parents! my cat! my grandparents! my comfy home! <3
my darling squadmates!
my fellow VIs!
[ they're going off for rcy challenge camp though and i'll be seeing them! jiayous for planning arh! :D ]
and also the retarded =(

gona leave them for like a week ='( whawahs ='(
shall msg them at night. and call my parents! =))

moremorebloggings when im free bahs!
goodluck to the camps.
honestly, i'm a little scared. =X ahhh i'll miss everyone. byebyes! msg me at night if u got nothing to do! =)

hmmm im not feeling anything now. =/
not thinking of anything or anyones. =/
just doing my prom stuffs, law stuffs, firstaid game stuffs, mass accred moms, unit stuffs.


oh wells oh wells.
byebyes. hahs..

tanglin, sooming and cera is in camp! and they're going ipoh for their student leaders camp.


pauline is doing ocip now in chaing mai i think!


=( hmm i'm missing them.








went for tjc congress today! i was SOOO SLEEPY. hahahas! but not bad bahs. pretty fun! :D


i tink they should haf icebreakers larh. cos only until the end we were kinda high! =))


i was in group 8! luCkilY cerA soh samE groUP as ME! hahahs!





dose 'bleahbleah' talks in de morning. when i was slpy enuff. LOLS.


nobody will believe i vp de can! hahahs! cos i got so high when i see tang,soot,cera! no XING XIANG. hahaha.





sooming kick my butt! lousy! cos she said i dao her! hahahas. on the track smmore! wahahs.


sarahlee was dere at the congress as well ! =))) her hair stiu looks so cute ever. LOL.
oh and funny raku. hahaha.


couldnt wait for the BREAK!! =) REFRESHments! and the food very nice! staircase chats ABOUT?! hahahaha! *ahEmss

communicative leadership course was GREAT! i'm people-oriented! and we're HIGH pple! :D and it taught us how to deal with different kinds of working partners. =) me like!!

made many many new friends today! ahhhhh!!! hahahahs!


sheryl (sp?), yuhui, i cant rmb how to pronounce dat tkd chair, CHICKS, haha!, erm, and cera's weird friend. =.=

i'm so proud of her! look out for tkd vice chair person: KOH TANGLIN! <3 whaaas! =))





more friends from group8! >> NICOLE!, ENGLAND!, SEK, ahdiah, winiFred, angeline?, reNhao(main thief), swiimiNG(i tink his name is junhong LOL),michael(reminds me of bing xi!), dongling(??) AND BOBBY! HAHA! and a few i cant rmb de names bt i rmb de faces FoR SURE! =) shall wait for our grp photo after their camp.

oh yes! BOBBY. =.= he's my 'boyfriend! DOTS. our finale game was to build chairs with materials. and for OUR GROUP! HAH. almost ALL our materials were.... StoLen from dunnowhere. sek went to steal micropore tape at sickbay smmore. BRICKS monopOly ;) mAGzines?! bOXes! den dongling was kinda crazy over fiona xie. hAHahs.

our chair = WEgallop! hahahas.. during our presentation, OH i sabo-ed CERA sOH and NICOle to go up with ME! ahahahahas! OOPS. cera was named peach blossom or something and my name became rachel =.= den cera's husband-tobe was fairy prince and my boyfriend became bobby. LOL. so maluuuuuuuu! like seriously! i din even dare to look at de crowds. ahahhas! but our entire grp kept laughing luh. esp when dongling rocked too hard on WEgallOP, He fell/. HAHA.. =.==== so cute. and when swimming made dose stupid sound effects for the 3 diff speeds of weGaLLop. hahaha! ~mehmehmehmehmeh. HAHAHA. :D

oh we got second place for our chair!! YAY!!loves =)) 60bucks popular vouchers! LOL. third place was chocolates eh! hahas. =P

i abit she bu de at de end tho but narhhs. will get all their contacts from cera soh! fun friends!

tjc activites are kinda fun and the environment is nice too.
BUT! during the activites, i missed my MJ CoHORT! i didntnoe i would! i feel so o.O without them. my friends' faces keep popping into my head! especiallY a few. perhaps especially so after yrendbash the previous night. but yES! iLOVE MJ PEOPLE! :D

happy birthday yuenyin and siying! =D


tml going for
ogl briefing prep at 730am,
ogl briefing at 830am,
fd accred at 1130am,
oa accred after lunchtime.

whaas. i wan to slp. i wan to quickly finish my work, den haf a good good rest! motivate me mans. saw MrS LokE YEO today! ahhas! kinda miss her talking. she looks a little older le.. but she's still the mrs loke. haha =)

GAmePLAn and BEE mOVIe! ask mE ouT pplE! hahahas...

clubbing clubbing clubbing!

jc1 year-end-bash at PLUSH! =))
wahhs <33 lovesss! i wan to stay out with my friends! but i need to go tjc tml! hahahas. it's ok! i get to see sooming, tang, cera!
pOOL! saw a few really pro Pool-Ers! lionel and duno-who won de pools comp in de end! YAYS! =)))


thE bar counter to redeem ur drinks and since we're underaged, no alcoholic drinks! =)) it's a SAFE PUB. LOLS. filled with oNLy mjc pple! <3
programme running running! meridian runway! and dose fear factor games! when wasabi+tomato+pepsi.... EEE LOLS. and many other combination!
meridian runway! joel koh, sheng wei, nada, sooboon and the oink-guy! ahhhs! ahhahahas.

hAppy birThday JUnKAI! aka pangdat! hahas! i dunno how to spell. LOLS. and look at one of de beautiful cages in PLUSH! :)

female toilets VS male toilets!
wahahaha! super different! we dashed into males toilet when sidney was AHEMS-ing. ahahs! den de males dashed into OUR toilet too! while we were resting on sofa! Lawls.!

=))
have been feeling reluctant to blog recently. lols.
and not being able to fall aslpp! like seriously =(

haha. shall update on my past few days!

marathon recce clashes with dragonboating comb trng! =(
but i chose de council recce =)
hmm perhaps dragonboating will be to my liking! i was so so so excited for it.
but crescent VIs and mrs yong are going, so their safety shouldnt be a prob
AND SO.... i chose de responsibility to fulfil- council recce!
and i din regret it! cos im happier when i did my job =)
we had great fun tgt following junkai's group around harbourfront , then to tampines!

JUnKAi BULLied mE! urghhh!
he PinCHEd my cheek so hard! so painful ! but nuzzie and kelly kept hitting him back! LAWLs.
outside sweet empire at vivo, we were standing dere talking about some horribly disgusting thingies! wahahahs! and mArs was trying hard to elaborate some PRocess to the iNNocent me! LOLLLLS.
kelly, chingying, mars, me, sherman and junkai were playing at the fitness corneer! LAWLs. and we camwhored everywhere ahahas!
oh yess! i lost my phone 3 times during dat recce! =X

it seems like syafiqah is already showing me =)

Contact session 2 for rcy challenge! i accompanied syafiqah dere. =)
i did archery and belaying ! wheees!
lawrence sir was saying that he wan to HANG ME UP when in ops room and we didnt know wad he meant until we saw de bELAy thingiEs! hahahha! =) belaying was great! must be alert when AHLiU IS FALLING! ahahahahah! :D

archerryy!
the FOCUS feeling. i like!! :)) <3
my score was 22points! i think pretty good for beginner! lOls. VIs arrowed many many hOles thROUGh the WALL... *gasps!


anyone know how much i really want to attend the camp? and become a mentor..
was recounting the logistics for mass accred over and over again. i wrote the date on de scoresheets! =) keep asking if anybody need help.. hahahas. was trying to find some admin stuffs to do. hahas. but yeah. admin very efficient =)
logs IC--juNjiE and jIngNi got nothing to do too! so they were 'entertaining' me. hahas!
took jason sir's car to buy food for VIs! =)) me n jingni were playing stupid games at the back seats LOLS. she was cheating in scissorpaperstone!! HAHAs
i went to clear up the food after everyone finish eatin! ahhas! heh..
though i wasnt involved in any of the big roles everyone is doing, i'm happy dat im spending my time with dose redcross pple at our HOME. =)

anyone know how great it feels when CADETS recognises 'maam yingqi' from ulp? and greeted me with that....... tone :)
anyone know how great it feels when your ulp mentee screams 'maam yingqi!' when she sees you walking past?
anyone know how great it feels when you're working on a task in ops room? together with the rest of VIs...
and of course i remember that cadet that raN to me and said "thankyou maam for teaching us footdrill silver" during modular workshop

anyone know how it feels... to explain to lawrence sir, batchmates, VIs, about my 'reason' for not being able to attend and not being able to help out for activities? and how each time we just understand and appreciate each other more at our next meeting.

and when responsibilty ranks before passion+interest .

ogl camp 23-25
rcy challenge 23-26
=(((
it's ok! i wont be used to a fun camp bahs. perhaps a blessing. haha.
>>my schedule:
after i break ogl camp on 25, go home bath, take bag and leave for rcy challenge's campfire at changi moe campsite!
hyped groups for campfire and help out for trail on day4! =))

just some random thoughts in de ops room today i guess.. and i misplaced my phone again today lols. i dont seem to baobei my phone as compared to lastime. haha. when SoOMinG will get extremely worried when she dirtied my phone wif her lollipop ahhahas.

im feeling much happier when im going for mass accred now :D :D but stiu, happy wedding day to darling ms susan tee! =) OUr pHysics TeaCher.

no5s are still trusting for their leader to return and stand. =) not forgotten.

went back tkg today! very fruitful session i must say. didnt haf time to blog till now. hahas. was vetting proposal!

was kinda 'crashed' with all the happenings at the beginning and watching what my YO did.
but. hmm.. learnt many many things today.

i did some stupid thing with syafiqah today. hahs. and she will SHOW me if my retarded method works. i haf faith in her. hahas. no details. =)

and in my case, the no5s will still trust and are still waiting for their leader to stand up. practice what you preach.

mrs yong! i have to say. i know so much more and learnt so much more from her today.
something she said dat really.. if juniors werent around. i believe my tear might fall.

credits will be given to others when she worked hard for us.
but when she saw and remember the tears my squad shed when we found out that we had silver.
she told herself that she would never let it happen to her girls not even for once.
and her words kinda shook me a little.

till now then we realised someone actually saw our tears and feel for us.
i have to say i was lost for words. seldom do you see someone respecting a YO dis much? maybe only in my case.

tgt with the ncos, we shared so many things and it was definitely fruitful. and it's waking me back to my old days. when i didnt hide. and i wish to hide NoMOre.

we used to Not know why are we fighting to get that.
we wish Not to strive for it, but wait for ourselves TO BE recognised. but now i seem to find a reason to strive for.
Definitely Not becos of competitions. something i can gladly say that im sure and proud of.

and in my case, the no5s will still trust and are still waiting for their leader to stand up. practice what you preach. it's still in my mind.

WELCOME to THE CLUB msg by mrs yong (she's so funni) and it hit it right on the spot.
(only part of it here!)
Its hard to juggle things. sometimes u feel u havent committed to one,sometimes even both. But that's part n parcel of life. setting priorities and knowing ur limits as a human being.

back to me vetting proposal, im glad my squadmates vetted tgt with me.
it seriously made things so much easier.

something else. my batchies are strong =) 0707.

something i did not forget.
the no5s will still trust and are still waiting for their leader to stand up.


jiayous to maam sarah for exams!
haf faith in syafiqah1. Show me. =)

feeling kinda weak today! lools after some dancee&statics, staring at comp&tv!
but prettyy motivated to do some stuffs. hahas
and i was staring hard at the prom menu! AHH SLUrps. ahahhas
can you believe it?! i dreamt of FOOD for 2 consecutive nights! and i had a wonderfully SWEEEEEttt scenario in my dream this morning. awwww. if only..
it left me feeling...

faith is something difficult to hold on to at times cos change is a constant.
=)


maam sarah and juniors! cannot let dem down ;)
mrs yong called me todayy! hahas. so scary and ahhhhs. ohmans.
we can do it still ! =)

yayness to dose pple taking Os. it's gona be OvER SOON! =D


i've been pondering over what cera said to me. hahas.
my time and me is too divided. if im unhappy, others will be as well.
council.studies.unit.vip.mylife.
hmm when responsibilities meet passion. i have yet to learn to give up on either one.
what if i can turn responsibilities to passion? mmmm.






That's When I Love You **awwws.


When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way

To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly

And when you're mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u, I love u
A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u
I love u More then u know

And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what



tang sent me dat song! so sweet rite. hahas. thissong has been making my day lools.
MASSAGES to xueli's aching shoulders =.=! hahahah.

must must work on InR and those thingies.
ahhh iM so not enJoying life now! eee. hahahas.
im supposed to be doing those thingies now but AHHS. how to finish everything by tomorrow?!?!


iM glad my squadmates are with me. hahas.
unitunitunit. we will make it. dont forget our self-enthu attitude! :D


at least i hope im clear who's living in tHERE. =((

anyways! I'm EATNG chOCOlatEs like NOW. at 130am! ahahaha. kirstie is supportive of me! hahaha! eat and eat! after makaning den go do more statics. LAWLS.
ah CHOO and ah FOO will say i'll get FAT. haha.

and chocolate is making me happier! ahahahas! okks. i shall bring my laptop to de living room and start dose thingies later! without internet connection! yess i shall be guai ahahas.

i went kusu island dat time. reminded me so much of pulau ubin and bukit timah. i lazy to upload de pics. hahas!

at that point of time, how i missed squadmates 3013-53 . 0707 . youu . no5s . = )

im taking so long to blog this! hahahas.
happy birthday to XIQING!! (5 nov)
happy birthday to jonathan and cheryl tan! (6nov)
=))

1st contact session! hopefully things went well for my batchies!. =))


was watching utube videos and i miss my first 3 months classs!! sobs! ahahs. THE 07s401!




i fell asleep just now and i think i never sleep propoerly! hahahas. my neck very pain nowwww! LOLS.. it's gona last for a few weeks AgAiN!! eeeeee.
and my brain is SO MESSY. ahahs. hMMMmmmm hhahahas!
i feel like going for joanne ma'am's church camp! hahas! but i scared so extra =/

bubyess! =) oh my. look at the time i blog this post! hahahaha 0707! <3

i had my OP today! hahas. finally everything's over! should be quite alright i hope ;)



felt wonderfuly powerrr-ed when i received dose msges before my op ESP from POHSOOMING! and FILZA! and PAULINE(HAHAs i fElt it tho), TANGLIN&KIRSTIE(pREviously) LOVES!. thanks cherlia, jonathan sim and daniel foo as well! =)hahas.



presentation should be not bad bahx! =) and i love our 5 mins thingie! so cute! den the entire classroom was laughing like mad. hahaha. many many credits to daryl aka DR JANE TAN! hahaha.. and our blur cherlia who announced JUNE TAN (our accessor's name) instead of Jane Tan. haha. SUPER funnnnnnny. my QnA. ERRR. i think i was seriously daydreaming during my 2nd question. oops. =//

but anyways, OP is DONE and oveR! shall finish up my InR by 5 Nov and den i'll be free-er to EMO with tanglin! hahaha. till our tasks are done, before we talk. LOLS.

oh my group had this 'tiny' quarrel before op and wahhs so scary =//

AHHHHH atiqah. JUst made me so excited!!!
happy birthday atiqah!!
birthday wishes do come true! and oh mans! soooo happie for you!!!!!!!! hahahahhahas! <3>

ermmm. just talked to jonsim over the phone! ER SO WEIRD.. hahas. but erm jiayous lo!

continuing with my day!! :D:D me, filza, atiqah went to order some super cheesy meal fromKFC! hahah. so yummmy! and AHEMS. we wonder who ate all dose rubbish ! hahaha.

keep hanging out with filza's class and HAHA! got to know more interesting people! and this cute cher>> ms pang! haha!

haha atiqah is chasing me awayyy! lOLs. tanglin i need a talkk... heh. bubyess! =)