our school song is powerful. hahas it often draws me back when i'm beginning to stray.
hmmm. i tink. i'm beginning to feel a greater sense of belonging in meridian juniorcollege.

looking at the huge sch crest,
with the college anthem playing.
every single word of it works as an alarm clock,
waking me up.

i'm beginning to feel the purpose of what i'm doing in council.it's a pretty short but definitely dangerous process. Leaders effect changes. Actions speak louder than words.

oh today! my classmate fainted. low blood pressure cos of dat super freaky plastic surgical process documentary. den 3gals were like traumatised. 2 of dem cried =( i learnt thaT :
1. shout out that you're a certified first aider
2. always look out for surrounding pple, and not only focusing on casualty. emotional trauma (onlookers) is something every first aider must look out for.

i've nv seen anyone opening stretcher by placing the whole thing on the flr, with the canvas sht facing FLOOR, and den. kneeling on the back of canvas sht, trying to use the fist to knock the bar behind it. TOTAL NONSENSE. seriously made a fool of themselves. and he snatched e stretchr from me! EEeee..



but yea. jinjian was great today! =) hahas.. *salute. he made me feel SO so touched. and hmm. his words and image kips appearing in my mind. i guess those words he said to me made me found my purpose in council. seriously honoured? hahas. touched larhz. SuPer duper touched.


for all this, i'll work harder.
teach me. not to be bothered by how pple see me.
follow our squad's ideology: if you think this is the right thing, just go ahead. don care. hahahas.
by shane: no regrets if you know you tried your best.


goodluck for all juniors taking part in CAC tml! be confident, calm, composed! i haf great faith in you =) i din reallie helped out for ur cac, so we'll see the result of ur independent learning! =) don worry! goodluck! lorries of loves! -great huggs-

my angels are



my squadmates,
0707 - ahchoo, fluffy, lespartner
mentors - maam yanying, maam sarah, mr xiao



without wings






strength is determined by. your. will.

Courage.
take a tiny step forward.


[ justlike our hike to mcRitchie! ]



i can do it. be brave yingqi! let faith light my way! fear will hide itself. challenge the path ahead. you can do it! stay happy. =)

dear dear angels


please listen to me.



































give me strength to overcome.

='(

.

dear angels

please listen.





























i'm scared.

hmmm
dont let it repeat.


lili jiayous! i'm here. dont forget our MARKING DAY date!

squadmates i love yous!


so muucch work and. deardear yingqi is NOT WORKING. my squadmates never leave me! so must work hardder! ahhhhhh! yingqi feels like slacking! =( but heh i cant! wells. 66 days to promos. it's time to work. ( i cant wait to put down the hUge responsibility. ) just like how once u lift up the stretcher, u cant put it down unless u reached e destination! [dont forget monkey bars, just to lift stretcher--hang on yingqi!]





i heard wad my heart said. =) so clearly this time. i dont know.. if ... but i know i wuldnt regret this! cos. i still trust you. it's you RETARDED. =) stAy haPpiE!


haha. jiayous!!

this post 's for my friends -

to cera

if you happen to read this, give me a smile !
you're not alone in hating the life you're leading in dere. where's our cheerful CARE BEAR? she's a pissed soul now? put off by every single thing in her school ! simply no sense of belonging in dere rite. if anyone irritate you and make you feel lonely in school, i may not appear right beside you immediately, but we're only a phonecall away. always remember! >> for a friend esp squadmates, school rules NEVER apply, dear. if there isnt anyone in your class you can crack a topic to, give me a call ! i'll run to toilet to pick it up ! =) SHH. haha.. i read ur blog and yea. don ever think that we forgot all about you and not reading ur blog, we do follow up k. we've applied super glue darling. =) and hmmm. depressed cera soh makes her squadmates' heart sink deep down. you noe it best. 17hearts as one rmb! =) right here, give me a smile cera. =) HUGS. love ya.


to estheryeo

les partner! who cares if the rest wans to be competitive? someone once told me, put in ur best and you wont regret. or perhaps. you wont care about how others fare. maybe i wont fully understand the pressure you're going through but remember our quote! redcross friends are the best. 0707 will be and IS here for you. HUGS.


to atiqah

my antique. i noe you're hating it. it becomes beyond words each time we meet each other in school. your care and concern never fail to reach me even when you're down. and dear antique, please take good care of yourself. dont be pressurized by wadeva dat happens. love yourself just like how you love chocolates yea cos we love ya. BIG HUG.



to my squadmates

all we have to do or say is

" you're my squadmate." HUGS. dat's enough to nurture every wound in every heart.

because of all these sorrows you had, it gives me greater reasons to smile even brighter to share the smile with you.

up in the sky !

the dark clouds seems to be the most visible to us
just like how our troubles are always staring straight at us

but, the great sky is ever so clear and blue behind
just like how HOPE lingers on eternally

the dark clouds will move away,
so long you BeliEve that
one day, you'll see a clear blue sky. and you noe that's possible. =)


celebrated ma'am sarah and vanessa ma'am's birthday today! =D
had fun playying v v simple games and with our dearest SUBARU! hahaha. the angry subaru SOO CuTE! ahahas. pfft!
the not so PRIVATE date! (-.-'') err. hhas.
food n drinks koping was YUMMY! =))
loves maam sarah! but she's going back soon again. dat mungkee mentor's still my best mentor ='(
lovees being with the rc pple! =)


some things are so deep deep inside you, one may often forget they exist.
i've yet to. cos Faith.


"dont ever give up! " takecare! x)

surf's up ! pretty motivating and nice songs! =) so sweeet and cute !

went shopping in NTUC at j8 (hahahaha) wif jian fu sir THE INDOMIE, qijun sir THE LAGG, jorin maam THE PRO, jing ni THE BLUR ! hahahs. pretty fun i guess ! =))

we went kopiTIAM (ahahha. coffeetalk) to makan and tok tok. =)

i'm boreed!!

feel like going MIA, go breakwater and rot...
feel like calling you out to daily scoop.
cos dis time round, i need e ice cream =(
but i don dare.. =((

hmmm. i THINK it's you..


oh wells. i don regret being a councillor, being the vice. cos i'm learning and seeing many many faces of human nature.
however, if my life were to repeat, i wuldnt wan to be one.
but i still believe there are a few GEMS around who will Go the Extra Mile for their friends. ;) hmm. i have a few by me! my squaddies and rc frens! =) Loves.. !

wonderful and tiring day with transformers ! SO COOL! hahaha.
" when you reflect on your life, do you have the courage to take the car? "
>>largely depends on who you take it with ! ahas!

doing great things starts from perhaps the most insignificant thing ! they wanted to activate and transfer stuffs, " where's the screwdriver ! " was the first question. =)

but e cinema was cold ! i was hugging my bagg ! haha. esther and me was -omgdness- hahaha. doing all e same actions! hahahas. 0707 teleported ! SUPER TIRING! so high after movie. den jf sir still scare us wif his unexpected move! *achAR! TelepoRT ! HAHA.

then screaming at everything to transform. hahahas. *fliCk. DISGUSTING! hahahahas. went wif joan maam stephen dey all after dat. so late! so sleepy! hahaha. but full of INtEResTiNg Plots and sTuffs! hahahaha.

yoss. wahhs. many interesting stuffs... went coffee hse! bertha, jf sir, qijun sir, andy sir.. so odd ! hahahs. but so funnyy. breakfast hotcakes! 'wonder who's my favourite sir ! ' =! hahahaha. had fun sharing stories! =)) maam sarah is back!! miss her many many !! =D

yea. tiring day but i saw many many 0707s! miss demm loads! hahas. definitely worthwhile. ! dat means tml must wake up and do loads of work. =/

i wan bumberbee to be my guardian! hahaha. =)) looking forward to next rc activity and next movie! i still wana watch surf's up ! hahaha. nights! =)