i don't know how to work hard

everyone is mugging their head off. no longer hanging out anymore. parents are stressing them. all working very hard to reach their goals in O-lvls. and i'm just..
i miss my cadet days. but i don't wish to think about it now. i know Os' coming. few more weeks. i don't know how to go about studying. i don't know how to focus. it's really time for me to settle down and focus. i know it's time. i.. er. less than a month.. 26 more days.. physics.. chem.. amaths.. maths.. hcl.. english.. literature.. ss.. history.. how do i manage my time? how do i get less than 15 points? either to get into course or jc.. how do i go about achieving it?

okee yingqi.. you can do it.

get your timetable up. list of things to be completed. spend the rest of tonight to settle them.. you begin your battle tomorrow. for 26 days. it's time to focus. cannot disappoint anyone. your juniors, your family, your squaddies, your seniors, your teachers, your friends, tkgs, rss..

jiayou yingqi jiayou yingqi.. keep smiling though and bring a smile to everyone around you! =)
time for my medicine! goodbye~~ =)

POISON

hahaha. me pon sch todae! aha. no lar. go see doctor for my eye.. haha. and the doctor says i'm too hot. that's why end up with throat infection, eye infection. hahah. i'm sooo infected. HAHA. and the eye drop says "POISON". i'm putting poison into my eyes! hahaha. and i'm eating pills! yucks! haha. you know how long i need to swallow one. haha. ewks. =( it tasted horrible. haha.
the doctor very nice!! haha. so friendly. kip smiling de =) i wonder how's school todae. i miss school and my friends! haha. okees. nuthin much. take care and study hard and i love my squadmtes, esp cera! she's the best first aid i/c ever =) aha. she's so caring. haha. i sound so in love wif her. hahaa. but yar, she's reallie very caring towards everyone and u know it's reallie from her heart. haha. rawk on cera, rawk on squaddies, rawk on juniors, rawk on tkgrcy! love ya! =)

IPP

we had IPP exercise todae! haha. so dumb cos everyone knows abt it.. haha. kinda fun bahx. in the dark! hahaa. i just love my class to the core. =) "we love 4e5!" hahaha. first few times mra loy praised us!! for class spirit! haha. i tink she's nice larh.just that she dun show it dat much. haha. she was like "i kip hearing pple saying, " anyone needs help?", and this msg kips ringing in my mind" AWWWW.. hahaa. tink my prelims results will be horrible. haix.

booking for chalet.. =) onli got 1 room hor. haha. if not, too ex liaox. haha. check out my dp for e room.. =) tink our squad each one $10plusplusplus =)

kkkkkkkkkkkkk. bzbzbz=)

~sing idol~

yay! hady got it! =D hahaha. i voted! =)

todae's bball.. haha. i can only reach the net. hahahahaha.
super long never play den todae kinda very very bad. i feel so fat when playing. haha. i managed to dribble a little without looking. hahaa. aiyarh. todae's bball quite =/ haha. afta Os den practise bahx! 30 more days. can anyone believe it? haha. "wake me up, wake me up before september ends..." <<< haha. literally lor. haha. and my fav song "wake me up inside.." haha. and i tink the yellow ribbon commercial used 'bring me to life' as the commercial song!!!!!! bt i nt sure heh.

honey water works great for sore throat but kinda useless for throat infection. hahaa. it's getting from bad to worse. hahaa. =/ haha. but i'll be fine! haha. i am fine lar =:) kkkkkkk. BB! =)

service!

me went wif my cousin to service todae! haha. kinda fun!! her cell grp SO FUNNY. haha super lame. haha. todae's topic was romance and intimacy. haha. so the course quite explicit (pastor kong said it himself) haha. but it was rather funny.din noe 3hrs passed so fast. lemme try to recall their names.. they were testing me! daphne, joanne aka 'christabellA' (HAHA), christ, kristine, wayne, bernard, christabelle, shu hui and my cousin deana. haha. and when i came out, i saw dis VI!! haha.bt tink she din see me. oh. i'm a freethinker. yups. u can sae i believe in both bahx. oh! i mite be going nx sundae. anyone wans to come???? jus send me a msg!


and my temp is normal le! yay! haha. self-medication + first aid manual works wonder! ahaha. yay! tml can play bball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm like super excited now. hahaha. tinking of Bball. HEEX! ahaha.

*~bball and dance simply rocks my world~*

tml i must! jump high enough to touch the basket! haha! and learn to dribble. hahaha. I CANT DRIBBLE but i will learn how to. and continue practising on my 3-pointer. and HORSE. and everything!!!!!! oh manx! i'm just so excited!!!! hahaha!

okeees. i'm jus so bored.. haha. anyone wans to watch brother bear and helen the baby fox??? leave me a msg! =)

the dance floor

boohooo! we went to watch e dancefloor audition todae! haha. ngee ann poly dance pple are so PRO!!! haha. it was so hot and so smelly. seriously stinks cos alot of smokers dere..

u should NEVER ask me to lead ur way. haha. i'm a direction-retard. haha. we walkedfor like dunnoe howlong.. den dey(pau,tanf,fil,cera,jiaen) went forbidden city.. well i was so dumb. haha. i thot forbidden cityis acted by our sch pple den $30 very ex. hah. so i din buy tickets. din noe is kit chan dey all.. haha.

den i meet up wif kirstie and we were shopping arnd..

den i was feeling sooo tired so i din wait for filza dey all to take neoprints wif my hoop! hahaha! (fil and cera messed up my hair on e streets of orchard road..) haha..

yar! me got heat exhaustion! haha. so proud i'm a first aider and at least i noe wad to do.
39.3degrees! (gave me a scare, i kept repeating my name. haha. i scared i forget hu i am! haha!)
den i managed to bring the temp down till 37.8now! =D

i'm so sorry my dear squaddies. haha todae kip troubling u pple =( haha. thank ya=)


~bring me to life~ is playing on my comp now! awwwwww. e song that i wont be bored listening to again n again... =) wonderful memories =) my wish! is to do bring me to life on a proper stage. a stage wif proper lighting. not void deck. a stage like ulu pandan cc. the valenti stage. i still rmb the scene! =D

kkz.. i go sleep le. nitEs. take care! =)

i'mback!

yooo! prelims just ended todae! yay! =D

got back at like 9plus frm PS. (haha. PS again!) we watched john tucker muz die! haha. q funny larh. haha. still feel so bad cos i dragged cera along! haha. i was chasing her arnd and she flew! HAHA.

ate at pasta. sooo bloated. =/

wa. super loong din blog le! dunnoe wad to sae. haha.

rc sec4s mus keep urself free frm 20nov to 22nov! haha. mus stay over with us! we'll spend our night at siloso beach! hahaha. =)


*random* i shall stay up tonite! haha. for fun!
u noe smtimes i reallie wonder why i like footdrill when i hate to be disciplined! haha..

i shall answer e FAQ! hahaha. me most prob going for vip camp but joining hq.. see first. =) haha.

i dowan to be only child! i kinda hate to be only child. haha. bt nvm lar. i still gt my friends! =)
hmmmmm. i'm too lazy to continue. hahaa. goodbye~~