Thursday, May 25, 2006 6:42 PM
pleasee


hMm.. don't do that. we're a unit. love everyone! =) <3 <3 <3

learn to..

fOrgiVe
ForgEt
sHarE
SErve
HeLp

and.. LOVE!! =D

tKgrCy! DiAmOndS iN thE rOugH hAh!! =)

lOvE oNe aNotHer. sErvE OnE AnOthEr. lEt tHe etErnAl fLaMe oF pAssIOn bUrnS! =)

wE caN dO iT! =).. =D


with smiles,


Sunday, May 21, 2006 10:13 PM
please


sParE me pLeaSe.


with smiles,


Saturday, May 20, 2006 9:48 PM
bz bz bz dae


yozzie.. so busy todae! went school for speech dae. den smthin happened and i stood at rcr 4 whole speechdae. and i was sweating like mad. my blouse was lik wet. hahas. den went to watch performaance. culdnt reallie appreciate choir 2nd piece. thot 1st piece was gr8. esp wen dey do layer singin. woah. PRO. hahas. den xiaoxian,chermaine stayed in rcr wif sam and i went dae n nite. yar. den erm. went orchard to makan den go take neoprints wif xx+chermaine+sam. FIRST time take np wif non-rc pple =/ hahas. and we were screaming inside. hahas. den went to auditorium. haha. den listen to tok tok tok. okie le. den deciding so long whether to take neoprints again notx. hahas. i wana go campsite lor. den me n aisyah rushed dwn to campsite. i cant believe i'm so blur. i wanted 2 alight at bedok den hurried to campsite. but we alighted at kembangan instead. so we had a much longer wae. den we were like super late. so we ran all e wae from kembanganmrt to campsite. SO MANIE SLOPES. waah. hahas. but cant believe we so fit de! ahaha. it was non-stop. except for wait at trafficlights and tinkin how to run. hahas. pt+fd marh! hahas. sry. ego! haha. den we reached n asked some tt said all left. we were like. omg. hahas. den we saw them at the other bustop. den went up to dem. hahas. den wnt eat. noone in b3. so sad. hahas. xw under ma'am sarah leh. haha. den i was broke. and my whole fivers shirt was horribly wet. haha. den mumtaz+me walk home. nt exactly in same direction bt told her sm stuffs for speech dae. haha. den went home lor. hahas. den yar. alot of things lar. gettin down to do work liaox. well. we're a unit kkz. =) Bb :)


with smiles,


Friday, May 19, 2006 11:28 PM
hurt


asthma+heart attack now.. haix.. i'm disappointed. hurt. upset. failure. disabled. speechless. heart-wrenching. heart-breaking. it's gona put me down into my nt hyper mood again. and i reallie wana cry liaox.. i'm serious. i.. those words killed me. dead.

sec2: all of u add up together is not even as good as ma'am sarah i tink. next time we're definitely gonna be better leaders.

they/she said that. i mean. all our efforts in leadin the unit. and dey said we.. well. dey aimed to be better leaders. tt's good. [sec2s' blog sae nt them and sae the sec1 sabo them]
well. and that's even worse. i donoe. i mean our unit. such thing is happening. wad to do. i.. i'm so blank now. no matter hu said that. it was from our juniors. we put in effort to help bring up the unit. but it just happened that our juniors arent being supportive. i donoe. did we failed in leading the unit? no. i can proudly sae that. we brought it up. it may take time to go high high up. but i believe we accomplished our tasks.

ok. it may be hurting but. at least it could be a constructive comment. maybe we should reflect and think why did the junior(s) sae that. did we make any mistake smwhere and we didnt see to it? did we do anything wrong or handled anything wrongly? give it a serious thought. if it's a sec2, did we neglect them? did we show favouritism? were dey too stressed and culdnt handle certain pressure? wad happened?

i'd give it a thought. oh well. i'll go think abt it. i donoe. but it reallie affected me. rather greatly. cos.. i donoe. aniewae. i'd think about it and den.. go do my homework and den practise emaths sums. i feel like staying up tonight =( see lor. gdbye.. =) must still stay happie yingqi. we can do it=) we're a unit.


with smiles,


10:52 PM
street-selling


street-selling. hahas. quite fun larh. haha. den went makan and we tried twister fries. but the mcspicy was outa stock! hahas. aiyarh. nuthin to do mow larh. goin off soon. simin cheated me! she ask me come online tok den she sae she wana go watch dcj.aiyo. hhaha. and filza lk so sad haha. den i wrote her sm stupid thing. haha. and she actuallie kept it! hahas. so swt arhz! haha. i'm just bad at cheering pple manx. and recently so many pple nids to be cheered up! hahaha. and i donoe wad to do de!! arhx!! =( must stay happie pple!! :D altiex. BB. gona be productive and do sm work todae! hahax. hope tml speechdae contingent do wel wel wel!! and hopefully mumtax blast her voice and overpower HER. hahaha. sorrie being mean manx. hahax. aniewae. doin faduty tml. =) well. tho thot dey mus learn lar. cos dey nt enuff pple, den lastime i oso nt enuff pple marhx. and i dunhaf ex- ma'ams to help me. so, dey mus tink so solution. without out help. haha. well. bt cant blame dem larh. their squad size nt very big. so. yar. hahas. tm 745am! dun be late qyq! =x and our song went rather wel todae?? tink so. and hope so. onli 2 class go lor. hahas. bt nvm. can add to out class's pts! hahas. and jnrs saw us. hahax. nvm larh. we ok de. =) lalala. go le lar. recently alot of heartattacks or rather asthma attacks for me!! hahaha! but now getting lesser le. YES! haha. thankgod manx. hahaha. well. so sianx!! hahax. study study study!! nx time see me mus tell me kkx! hahax! oke. Bb=)


with smiles,


Thursday, May 18, 2006 6:58 PM
netball comp.


yoz. jus came online 2 blog abt netbal comp tt's STILL goin on. i JUST reached home and so ji dong no. hah. well. our class din win ar. we din gt in finals, so i come home le. we played 4 matches. with 4/1 our score was 4-1. we lost.

den wif 4/2 our score was 2-2 i tink. but hu cares. i hate tt match! no offence but they cheated. dere was a SCHOOL TEAM NETBALL PLAYER in their team. wadeva. dey came to tel our members tt dey lost 2 match le den ask us to allow e netbal player to join in, cos dey r gona let us win. dey ask us kkz, den sae let her play lar. since dey r gona let us win aniewae. so, we let dem play lor. dey promie us lar. den durin e play, dey played SO rough and SO chiong. wadeva. den ms tan saw and she blew e whistle and scolded tt netball player. den game stopped. den both captains went to discuss whether wan to disqualify 4e2 notx. bt our captain sae nonid. jus treat it as a draw. den ms tan sae. if 4e5 nids the match to gt into finals, den e game pt wil be given to 4e5. bt we jus nid ONE eligible goal to get it. haix. but our players were splendid! dey were gr8! but tt game was crap. i've gt nuthin to sae EXCEPT. wadeva. and u noe i mean it. =x

den nx matc was wif 4e4. it was a draw wif 2-2. very tough match. haha. very strong fight. fair play. =)

den last match was wif 4e3. wells. gd match. as in. a very fair play. =) we draw oso wif score
3-3. den yar. like tt larh.

4e1: 12pts 4e2: nobody bothers (sorrie 4e2 pple i noe. but. haix. hope yall understand) 4e3: cant reallie rmb eh. haha. 4e4: 7pts 4e5: 3 pts

haix. aniewae. its ovr larh. and yes! so many 'secret' casualities amongst my class players. may's left leg kena hooked and den tt person kicked her right leg. and dey referee din blow whistle. almaas hurt her e other leg's toe as well. and she was elbowed at her abdominal area. like wad the heaven. and i treated smone in 4e3! hahas! she'a scholar and now den i realised i cant speak chinese fluently. =x and yarlarh. haix.. and i realised rite. for most ball games like netball, bball, captain's ball... wen passing ball. use chest pass and make it a horribly hard one. so " idiotic pple like yingqi" wen dey bocked and gt e ball, the force of ball wil weaken her strength and den since it's a chest pass, u're near her, gt e ball bac. yar. haha. "idiotic pple like yingqi" << sooming said tt! hahas. she was tokin to cera. hahas. den she was like " u noe wen bball dribbling rite, den i dun like dose idiotic pple like yingqi lar, owaes snatch awae the ball like tt" hahaha. bt i noe she doesnt mean it lar. i take tt as a compliment kkz! hahas. well. and xx almost said e f word. but oh wells. it's a word ike "shit" all dose sorts of things rite, bt jus more vulgar. den aiyar. i can understand wen pple sae tt outa anger or wad lar. but nt just saying it to me especially for no reason! or saying for some stupid reason! oh wells. nvm. hahax. abit ji dong now. haha. den erm. oh yes! goin home tt time, i sae mrs guna! oh shoots. bt i pretend she din see me and hurried off. hahaha. e first time i tink she saw me. bt e second time she din larh. she must be like scoldin me larh. haix!

and so happie! mrs cheong dun wana see my parents! =) ms tee. mrs hoe. mrs loy wants to meet. =x nt scared for ms tee lar. den mrs loy kinda scared, she's gona tok abt l1r5 i tink. den e one i'm MOST afraid of is mrs hoe larh. omg. haix. maybe if i like get 1/2 mark. den i can pass my lit and den she doesnt nid to see my parents le. haix!

outa point a bit.
1st: 4e9
2nd: 4e6
3rd: 4e1
4th: 4e4

wells. i dun reallie mind 4e9 win lar. to me lar. 4e3, 4e5 and 4e9 has the strongest class spirit. hahax. no offence. 4e4 nt bad oso larh.

oh yesh! todae! we were watching utube in class! hahaaha! everytime each teacher step outa class den we connect screen to comp and laugh laugh laugh. but everytime stop at the "quociouss" part. hahaha. den wen teacher comes near, we hurry connect to visualizer! and den our av rep super helpful, teacher wana touch the comp to press smthin, berenice will run up to help her. hahaha. if nt, later dey find out marh. hahaha. and in e end, NO teachers found out abt it! hahahahaha! so farnie larh. hahaa. so cute. "ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten" hahax. bt he quite poor thing lar. =/ and todae's hist was good! very nice teaching! den ss, mrs lopaz was in a great mood. haha. and she showed us kindergarten book. hahahs. captain green and his adventures. hahaha. so cute!!

and junnow netball comp, ms tee came to support us! and i scream scream scream, forget tt tml gt tt song comp. oh shoots lar. haha. use secret recipe! hahaha! and i noe how to shriek le! haha. lastime ever since i took ovr, i donoe how to le. haha. and i gt it bak. bt no worries. i still rmb how to command. hahaha.

lalalalalalala. and alot of pple meeting principal. including me. haix. tink cos of l1r5. =x
bt mrs lim is very nice. and our sch is so serious in dis olvl. i can feel their effort!! hahax. jiayou!
oke le lar. Bb. i tink recently i very dao. haha. to some pple onli. well. i dun dao my frens. haha. =) and dere was this bird eating on the road. i was so gan joing haha. cos i gt see b4 bird flattened by car. so i was so scared it'll happen again. hahas. but it was safe! :D hahax. BB =)


with smiles,


Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:27 PM
MIA


hahaha. shal learn frm kirstie. haha. MIA. ahahaha. so cute. LALALA. practised song todae and yar. kinda weird, the atmosphere. but we dun mind larh. hahaha. cos pple walk in walk out de den we like in our own world of savin earth! ahaha. and dey sae other classes haven prepare or wad but well. hahas. aniewae e other time the SKY completed our song! ahaha. on e swing. nt bed seh! hahaha. tho weird weird de! hahaha. and we still rmb dose lyrics and tune for all our talentime song. so nice~~ haha. den the 3 of us danced "bring me to life" the awakers! haha. musnt forget our name! haha. and amazingly! we rmbed the steps! and cos no radio and music marh, so we sang and danced! ahaha! so bang! hahaa. you mo pi rox! haha. and todae we told e jnrs abt the flagraising KNOTS. and yar. haix. haven gotten used to nt caring totally abt rc. haix.. and in e classroom junnow, i donoe why i felt a tho i was in the campsite! i SMELT the campsite smell! arhx! i tink i was dreaming too much u see! bt i dun mind dreaming like tt. tinking of campsite at e back of my mind but i noe i was in e classroom. it was during amaths lesson. and amazingly, dreaming of campsite actuallie made me get my sums all correct!! dose tt i tried larh. haha. if onli it reallie can happen for everything! den get score well! hahaha! hu noes rite. haha. i miss campsite manx. haix. so much till lik tt. haha. and on e wae bac home, me n je was toking abt our childhood! haha! so cute!! hahaha. and i tink i so easily contented las time! haha! i stil can rmb some parts of my childhood! like dose daes wen i still using milk bottle. haha. haha.
and i wont lie to my friends. haha. well. yepp. lalalala. aniewae, i was trying to hyper up todae. haha. infact dis few daes. haha. mus set gd example to cera! haha. and me and sam were playing.. wad's tt col. er.. tumbling tower! haha. and sam lost! yeah! hahaha! and e second time. i was helping her pull out den she pull out another one. den i was like holding on to the tower wif 2 fingers!! holding on to one blk. and i was laughing like mad. so. my hand was shakin like mad. and e tower was TREMBLING. hahaha. and sam n kirs ask me to let go. and i let go. den the tower fall! ahahahahahahaha! so cute larh! hahaha. and bball! hahaha. no lar. i din play. was too pain to play le. hahaha. and as i expected! down by 0.5kg! hahaha. tml will be my ideal weight le! yesh! haha. pau, believe den will happen de! haha. to hueva readin: takecare! gdluck! cya soon! byebye=)


with smiles,


8:41 AM
lalala


lalala! i'm at comp lab 4 now! haha. bloggin illlegally! so so sianx! haha. everytime chinese owaes veri slack de! hahax. aniewae todae's flagraising! nuthin to sae! gtg le. Bb.


with smiles,


12:59 AM
wahh


wahh. i gt so angry during recess time. haha. but onli a few noe. haha. i was SO angry wif my jnrs. tt's like so amazing for me! i actuallie got till so angry wif them. wanted to dao them de. but den afta tt dey were toking abt ulp, so, i was chatting wif them so happily le. but nx time gt ask me any qns i not gona answer them. i was seriously so angry can. betta dun make me real angry. cos when i'm angry, i really am. hahaha. have i been real angry at sec4? cant rmb le. hahaha. but aniewae, i'm ok larh. bt when it comes to tt issue, well. i'm still angry wif them. u can do wadeva u want. but can u at least respect my uniform. hahaha. tt was wad i was angry at. tho it may seem kinda small larh and smmore i stepped down le. but tt uniform has been thru so much wif me. my uniform's my precious. hahahaha. seriously so horrible and so angry wif them larh. recenty i kip using the word horrible!! ahaha! dey din return the boots bac to me properly, i men dey jus leave it at the rubish corner. things tt're gona be thrown awae soon. and can at leaast tell me it's dere! so that i can claim it! and inside! the worn socks! i was so angry i jus threw them into the dustbin. hu cares?! i was so horribly irritated. and dun they noe how to place the boots properly in the shoe box! haven i taught them! and dey ju dumped it inside the shoebox! event or jus cant wait to get rid of ur uniforns isit?! if dis prob persists, and IF i becomes ur vi, i'll maje sure u pple hafta wear full u again and again. make sure dere's no mistakes! and until u all like ur full-u and learn to respect it! and i'll make u write a 500 words essay on why u shld respect ur fullu. like wad my squad did during SEC1. "try me"! (haha) i lent u all my boots, trusting u pple and this is wad i received back. and dun even noe how to protect ur boots oso! the kiwi polish jus dump together wif the boots. very smart rite. it has a metal part do u noe! and do u noe it SCRATCHED my boots! i'm nt gona lend them boots le. and in e frst plae, i dunnoe why shld u al even borrow it frm us?! i mean is dere reallie such a need to borrow? during wrcd, dose fallen in are sec2s and 3s. sec2s have their uniform. DEY HAVE. if dey dun make mistakes and try! how are they going to learn! nvm. i see that as u al have a reason for tt. well. back to my boots. outapoint abit. sam oso borrow her boots but it comes back neatly placed and still gt note. well. CANT YOU ALL PAY MORE RESPECT TO YOUR REDCROSS FULL-UNIFORM!!!
well. i admit my fault too. i failed in my QM's mission. perhaps. i admit i was rather involved in my fd stuffs. and uniform stuffs abit slack. well. sec1s were taught how to iron uniform. sec2s gotten their uniforms le. vejaya sae her boots in rcr but it's not. so, she haf to get it herself. it's nt wif me, i'm very sure of tt. devi's boots haven change yet. i admit tt one my fault. den sec3s. i believe all noe how to wear uniform properly le rite. and i nt in e mood to sae le larh. jus. haiyah. i was really angry during recess. haha. and i brought my boots to class.
den yar. like tt lar. nt in e mood to sae le. hahaha. cos was doin lit and doing fd qns! haha.
we practised song todae! betta den last time i tink.. so farnie lar. todae's lunch. haha. hahahaha. and me n kirs gt e laughin gas again! yay! haha! very looong din laugh till lik tt le. haha. and fil wanted to play bball. and i was so excited!ahaha! den atiqah was like. u noe u shldnt mention bball infront of her! ahahaha! nurulatiqah was suaning us todae. cos noone in e mood to suan her back. hahahaha. oke le. Bb. and i haven do loads of hmwk and study! oh god god god!! evaluation test can refer notes notzx. haha. =)


with smiles,


Tuesday, May 16, 2006 2:37 PM
hearg!


hearg! my fav word nowadays. well. i just blaa blaa out to pauline. haha. about such things. so look for her. ahaha! no offence! so rahhh!!! it's driving me crazy soon!! haha. nVm. i go le. BB. =) chill yingqi! haha.


with smiles,


Monday, May 15, 2006 3:24 PM
happie mother's dae!


hahaha. yeah! wonderful mother's dae. my mum's kinda touched! ahaha. we had steamboat, and we went pp to shop den go breadtalk, den we went to the beach! haha. so romantic rite. ahaha. but there were MANY couples larhx! shldnt dey celebrate mum's dae wif their mum and not wif their spouses. ahha. so farnie larhz. haha. den yarh. went home and i gave her present! ahaha. haha. lalalalalala.

and i regret telling filza larhx. she's like 'threatening' me wif tht stupid thing. well. hearg! i've gt nuthin to sae. (dun wry, i tink i noe u're jus jokin) haha. alritex. Bb. =)


with smiles,


Sunday, May 14, 2006 4:45 PM
bored!


haha. so bored here! eeyeh! haix.. i noe.. go study rite.. haix.. haha.. i'm trying to do vs papers. haha. hope gt dou yu 2! hahaha. den can go watch. and do at the same time larh. haha. haix.. lalalalalala. and i came across this blog. rather meaningful i muz sae. hahaha.
Money . . .
=It can buy a House
But not a Home
=It can buy a Bed
But not Sleep
=It can buy a Clock-
But not Time-
=It can buy you a Book
But not Knowledge
=It can buy you a Position
But not Respect
=It can buy you Medicine
But not Health
=It can buy you Blood
But not Life
***********************************************
So you see, Money isn't everything.
Andit often causes pain and suffering.
I tellyou all this because I am your Friend,
and as your Friend
I want to take away your pain and suffering.
So send me all your money and I will suffer for you.
A more true Friend you will never find
**********************************************

haha. so cute rite. gt it from sarahlee's blog. hahaha. the front part is nice. money's not everything. lalalalalala. it's night time again~~
the night. so dark. trapping me in a world only to myself.
hahaha. so crap. lalalala. the time for reflection. haha.
go find smthin to makan! ahahhahaa. greedy pig! ahaha. alritex. Bb =)
happie mother's dae! i love you mummy!


with smiles,


11:45 AM
conclusion


hahaha. yeah! got conclusion le. actuallie the conclusion is loong agoo de. but haha. abit not stable marhx. but now can set le larh. haha. *super frenly* er. yarh. geddit. hahaha. and wo ye bu xi huan ta. u noe wad me tokin bout rite. haha. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. yeah!! see. i'm happy noe! hahahaha. lurve oa and fd! cos one beri on the spot, anudder beri disciplined and makes pple bond! ahhahaaha. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. feelin so bang! haha. i feel myself coming back! the dead yingqi after talentime is coming alive! hahaha. last time dance den super dead. den fdc was better. den meet that silly thing. haha. den even more dead.. like trapped lik tt. but now tt i've sort out my mind, quekyingqi is back. hahaha. pity my squadmates and friends! hahaha. the crazy me is back. ahahaha! byebye!! =) haha. lalalalalalala. =))


with smiles,


10:03 AM
brave+honest jnrs


hahax. great. i've gt brave+honest jnrs. dare to admit mistakes. haha. and now i haf full trust in handing unit to them le. haha. last time is 99.9%. haha. sorrie. now is 100%! haha. on thurs, i asked lim to help me tell jnrs to gimme fdc party date by friday night.. haha. i told huifen on tues or wed larh. nvm. er. den yarh. den on fridae nite, i was waiting and waiting and 9+ pm le. dey still haven msg me or col me!! so, i was like. eeee. dey din help me tell again! den immediately i received a call from lim. and she was like wahh. panic panic. haha. den can guess wad happen le larh. den she start saying "permission for ime extension.." hahaha (very loong smone said tt to me. hahaha.) den i stop her larh. obviously den i was like arhx! she was like wahh! hahaha. so farnie. den she sae she forget to tell the juniors and she's very sorry. haha. so cute. den i was like nvm nvm nvm. hahaha. so farnie larhz. den she sae by saturdae night tell me. haha. and i said smthin like no nid so gan. haha. but yarh. e whole convo was so farnie larh. haha. but good larh. she's honest. and dare to admit her mistake. bang. haha. can truat them wif leading the unit to greater heights le. ***note: we've gt to do smthin to our cip hrs and stuffs, better see to it soon. i tink.. we sell e tickets, den if still nid 1 hr, go do flag dae lor. forget abt orphange cos i dun tink mrs guna will agree. den settle le larh. flag dae on 19august if i'm nt wrong.den done! =) but like wad tang said, if dey dun get eua gold cos of all dose welfare stuffs tt our squad din see to it.......................................................................................... i'll see it as our squad's first failure. yups. it's a squad thing, everybody has fault marhx. must learn to admit our mistakes! like our jnrs. hahah. no offence kkz. =)*** lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. Bb. =)


with smiles,


7:53 AM


u noe. if you've taken up a certain responsibility. pls dun let it down.
i just watched that email filza sent it to squad mail. the one abt abortion.
WHY?! dun ya tink it's so cruel. i mean. "abortion is getting rid of a mass of tissues."
but it's a life. not a mass of tissues. it's a life u noe. it's a baby..
and the letter.. *sigh*
dey haf e right to carry on living. does it even make u feel betta afta abortion.
why cant dey hold up the responsibility of taking care of their baby?! hearg.
but dey might haf their reasons too. haix.. life can be so cruel ='(
ReSpoNsiBiliTy. it's such a great word. dun put it down if it's on ur shoulder. please. =/

sound so diaox. haha. aniewae. haix.. jia you all of ya! Bb. =)


with smiles,


Friday, May 12, 2006 2:18 PM
empty


i've created a msn space! haha! but wont reallie update bahx. oni post pictures larh. haha! and i was looking thru dose pictures junnow, i jus culdnt stop laughing. and all of us look so different now. haha. looks and character. haha. memories. well, shant tok abt it. haha. everyone's jus trying to avoid this topic. haha. =]

hah. i've so much things to sae. but i jus.. cant seem to type anything out. and was talking to tang todae. she's e one i can talk to most comfortably bahx. i donoe. i mean. more comfortable toking to her bahx. and tang, i'm beginning to dunmind showing u e 'bad' side of me. u understand. hahax. haix..

oh shoots.. hearg! stop it! i'm getting irritated. i mean recently onli in the mood to care about redcross CADETS! geddit!? hearg! argggg!!! eeyeh.. i'm so sorry larh. hearg. sorry.

and i talked to sarah todae. haha. gd luc manx. for ur results and ur mye!! takecares! and my messages haven exceed yet!

sheesh. i donoe how to sae out my feelings now le. bye. =/


with smiles,


Thursday, May 11, 2006 9:06 AM
dead


.dead.

i'm so dead larhz. my midyear's like.. DEAD.

~lalala~ but i think better than my finalyear last year =X but i dun care! it's horrible means horrible!! 124 more days to prelims. oh my god..
ARHX! yingqi! wake up!!

i just DUN understand. start of the year, when i was kinda busy with fdc.. infact rather stressed up.. den also busy with the new sec1s.. and those normal rc things.. and nida struggle with my studies. my resutlts are SO much better than NOW. midyearexams. when i have whole loads of time to study when i stay at home and rot. but i'm not doing well. out of redcross studies shld be betta wad! not worse! hearg! haix.. yingqi arhx!! time to wake up le!! cannot slp aniemore!! zhi dao marhz!

targets: impress mrs hoe. make ms tee's life 'difficult'. make wangyue lao shi read out my name again. let mrs tan sae not bad. make ms yeo nod her head. let mrs loy give me her smile instead of the usual frown. let ms saffiah see my marks and look at me without irritated look. make mrs lopaz sae well done again. make mrs cheong look at my mark, den at me and sae good. DUN let mrs chia mark out my name.

haha. understand?? haha. jia you ying qi! =)


with smiles,


Monday, May 08, 2006 12:58 PM
better!


hahaha. okie. i'm much betta noOw! haha. came online to wOrk on sMthIn! ahaha! fiSh fiSH! haha. okie. at least now in a betta mood to joke and play wif mOi sQuaDmatES oNli hoR! onLi sqUadMaTEs. hahaha. and i'm gona make over my wardrobe! mus go find pple to go wif me! ahaha. got pau, got tang. i'm sure e rest will go de. ahaha. i forgot wad i wanted to sae lorh. ahahaha. alRitEx! byebye :)


with smiles,


Sunday, May 07, 2006 10:18 PM
=:(


i cut my hair.. =X and tt person cut awae tt uNiqUe strans of hair!!! ='( how can she!! hahaha nvm larh.. jus look so weird larh. haha. nVm.. haix..
why am i feeling like tt ?!?!?!?!?! so.. haix.. i donoe how to sae. still in tt horrible mood bahx. =(
tml's wrcd. mumtaz. command good good kkz! haha. must stress u abit. haha. e other time mumtaz and lee raised flag. den i was telling dose pple arnd me, both raising flag todae are my successor! ahaha. mumtaz gona command to e whole sch tml! c'mon! show 'em wad u're made of manx! hahaha. betta do me proud! haha. i already am le larhx..
and i promise nt to let my msges eXplOde dis month kkz! now is 495.. gd thing gt mye.. heex. if nt, i wuld haf been dead. haha. now hueva msges me, i'll col up tt person and tok! haha. instead of msging back. serious lorhz. even if it's mRs GunA. ahaha. but i wont col bak if dere's no nid to reply. hahaha. like "election results soon.."
sheesh. i was so in a bad mood from fridae to now! sunday. ahahah. dun tink tml i'll still be.. hopefully. and btw. fdc party will be postponed. =/
dun wry. i was still wondering why so easy to settle everything and it actuallie made me feel uneasy.. bt now gt prob le. hah. bt we'll overcome it! as usual one wad. it'd be meaningless if dere's no obstacles! haha. hMm. tAke CarEs. u noe it's for u. right? my dear squadmate aka classmate aka duetmate ;)
cHEer mE Up mAnz.. =X =( haix.. Bb. :)


with smiles,


Saturday, May 06, 2006 11:25 AM
bad moody dae


mm.. donoe wad's wrong wif me todae. usually when i bad mood, i'll be able to make myself laugh and nt make pple arnd me moody, can lighten up my mood usually no matter wad larhx.. but todae.. a horriby bad dae manx. jus in a horrible mood. den was irritated by everything.. haha. tryin hard nt to show it. but some reallie canot tahan. hahaha. den afta sch, gt sLigHtlY betta onli. den pOh aH MeNg shouted YUYANG wen she saw manjusri pple. =.= gdness. haha. and e rest of us thot she shouted YULIANG. haha. den she was like " i swear i din shout yuliang!" hahax. and i brought home moi stool! haha. cos je walked home wif me todae! haha. gd ting todae is fridae. if nt, i'll be so dead tml.. cos todae bad mood marhz.. donoe how to sae larhz. jus e worst mood i'm in todae. haha. donoe wad happen manx. =X

i'm onli a human. my heart can melt..
but i noe i wont let it... =:X
i need some space + time..

fdc party is on vesak dae! askin sam for function rm, bt donoe whether everyone can go to tt rm notx.. hopefully canz. :) lalalala.. so scared. beri loong din incharge of things le. hahaha.
and todae npcc celebrated npcc dae which is on 7 may. (one dae before rc dae! haha.)
den yar.. haix.. worsen my dae looking at siehui dey all.. cos dey sec4s ug, we oso sec4 ug, bt dey can join, we canot. nvm larhx.. ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='(
haha. t3 is good. hahaha. it's a pimple gel. haha. so outapoint de.

ARGH! ARG! AR! haha. pardon mie.. and i kept saying wadeva todae. haha. nt kip larhz. but a couple of times. cos i reallie din wana care lorh. haha. too wad to care le. sooner or later, all e sec4s will explode. haha. or rather break into pieces and pieces. i donoe wad's wrong larh. walk a few steps onli den suddenly felt pain at my joint. =( haix. bt as expected, my back is gettin betta le. hahax. bt we wont break so easily de. we're strong manx! hahahahaha. okie le larh. zai jian.. :)


with smiles,


Friday, May 05, 2006 12:27 PM


it's so diff to find a date! eeyeh. haha. we'll find it smhow de lar. lalalala. recommend me pizza! haha. went online and i tink e menu aBiT out dated lorh. haha. and we had class party todae! so fun! my best class party. and todae gt hIstOricaL mOmentS. hahaha. u noe we owaes tink from 01 to 06, den my fren sae can from 04 to 09 de lorh. haha. lalalala. and..

wo hui xin dong de.. can le.. but wo zhi dao wo xin li zai xiang shen me. i tink. hahaha. wo men shi hao peng you! =:) i noe it myself :)

01:02:03 04/05/06
04/05/06 07:08:09


with smiles,


Thursday, May 04, 2006 10:50 AM
lalala


heys! hahax. we finished our forever earth! ahahaha! so farnie. had a wOndeRfuL time in rcr todae! and tink mumtaz succeed todae! hahaha! congrats gal! lalalalala. tml gt legacy. hOpefUlLy we're alright! haha. aNd rEfrAin uRseLf fRoM chOcOlaTeS aNd SwEet dRinKs! hahahahahaha! ahahhaha. so farnie! hahax. okie le. nuthin much.. and ma'am sarah was tellin us to StuDy stUdY.. and she agreed that VIs alot of politics one. but she sae go where oso gt politics de. depends on how u handle. and i kip staring at her headgear. the srcs badge thingy isit. and her uniform.. haha. so nice. i'll want to wear it! ahaha. but REspOnSibiLiTy is the word.. haha. nvm. tt one later but gt more and more hq pple psycho-ing us to join VIP le. haha. still under consideration. hahaha. if i can take it. hMm.. haha. byebye =:)


with smiles,


Wednesday, May 03, 2006 1:14 PM
whee~~


LALALA!! haha. tt DRAFTED mail was from nurulatiqahbtemohdomar! ahaha. i like typing her name like tt! ahaha! tml's 3rd may. my fren's bdae. hahaha. primary school de. but din reallie kip in contact. and i cant rmb is which one. cos one is 3rd may den anudder one is 5 march. hahaha. den we were all joking abt it.. till now i cant even rmb which one is hu. hahaha. aniewae. WHEE!!! so happie todae! i just came back from sheng shiong. hahaha. went to buy class party stuffs. and went to play SWING wif tanglin!! she wanted to kill me! ahahah! cos nida walk quite far. BUT IT"S TRUE!!! 10minutes walk from int to my hse. and we took 10minutes from int to near swing. ahaha. but we had fun! i doubt she'll regret it! ahaha. we were swinging sooo high up! haha. and she almost flew out. ahahahaha. and went to e slide and i din noe it was wet! haha. so childish larh. but nvm! the bottom line is: We hAd FuN!! 4th may is my class bdae! class party! yeah! WHEE!! LALALA!! and nx wk gona haf fdC pARty!! LALALALA!!! WHEE!!! hahaha.
me n tang went kfc todae! n hopefully tml afta tt song thingy, can play bball!!! ahaha! tho nt in suitable condition, but e bottom line is: fUn!! n we went onine n found out tt we're under marineparade constituency. nt east coast. we so near go under marineparade. tang so far go under eastcoast. ahahaha.. byebye =:)


with smiles,


Tuesday, May 02, 2006 3:09 PM
SotoNg


haha. i jus received a msg from pauline.. haha. she msged me to remind me or to tell me.. hahas. that tml's timetable is odd week tuesday. ahahaha. and AgaIn!! when i was packin my bag junnow.. i was soo happIe thAt i packEd odD weeK tImeTAble.. BUT i packEd mOndAy's tImetAble.. hahhaa. and tOmOrrOw is TUESDAY!!! hahaha. hah. and suddenly feel as tho lik sec1s, when last time the 2 of us will be like i alwaes bath and slp beri late one. haha. lastime owaes lik tt one. haha. so fArNie.. hahax. lalala. so bored.. haha. haix.. so sianx. noone online de. eeeeee. shal go find smthin to do.. heex. smell aniethin fishy?? ahahaha. lalalala.. and i was bored dead so i went to read moRe den oNe mSn sPacE. hahha. malays have big big family. haha. FamILy! i Nt stoOpiD tOo! Father And Mother I Love YoOu. haha. jack neo is like so smart in findin all dis things. haha. aiyoRh. 1205am le. goin sch in like few hrs time. can u believe it. omg. haha. lalalala. hahas. byebye!! :)


with smiles,


2:00 PM
arhhwwwwu


arrrhhxx. my back hurts.. the right side.. sobx ='( getting from bad to worse.. :( oouuucch.
haix... zhem me ban!! haha. all e pinyin all wrong one. hahah.. lalalalalalala.. hopefully it gets betta few days later.. hahax. hmm.. go le. byebye :) =)


with smiles,


10:36 AM
dinner :)


woahh. haha. i just had dinner wif my parents. when was the last time we had dinner together at home, sitting down at a table.. haha. very loong le. haha. they work work den come home, i already finish my dinner le.. if not, den i'm too occupied with my own stuffs. den yar. seldom will haf chance to sit together and eat de.. lalalalala..
podeison. isit spelt like this? haha. quite similar to titanic. haha. IF I HAVE THE $$ den tok. haha. street-selling~~ hahaha.
and i'm like rotting at home! haha. i din study aniething or even do any sch related things. haven pack my bag oso. haven pack uniform stuffs.. tml nida bring for SEC1S!!! haha. ABIT scared.. but nvm larh. dey will take care of it.. they'd better take gd care of it. haha.
swing swing.. bball.. yeah. tml afta sch.. tang wants to sit swing!! sam wants to play BBALL!! haha. i very loong din play bball and sit swing le. haha. hopefuly sam dun mind sitting swing and tang doesnt mind playing bball. ahahaha. i asked ah meng aloong den can complete e sec n qms den she sae depends on her mood. shua da pai arhz! ahaha. and..
i FiNalLy uNdRstAnd hOw YoOU feEl.. hahax. hMm..
and e whole wkend!! gdness.. i kip slping.. jus feeling very tired.. til i dun even wana moovve.. and my back still abit pain pain de.. xP and i nt hungry one.. mus be exams period kip eating chocolate den no slp. so now is kip slping den nt hungry. ahaha.
haix.. feeling so.. dead. haha.
lalalalalala.. haix.. i'm feeling so.. haha. i'm sorry.. hahahahaha. lalalala.. er.. hmm.. :) byebye=)


with smiles,


Monday, May 01, 2006 11:02 AM
still can run awae from it


hahaha. i still cant run awae from it... hahaha. referring to loads of things lah. bt dere's smthin to celebrate! mi and more pri sch frens are catching up. i mean kipping in contact larh. more and more. yeah!! ahaha. some suggested gathering durin june hols bt i gues some other will wan to study at home for Os larhx. bt nvm, can try.. bt feel so lazy to organise lor.. haha. shall ask dem to organise. ahahaha! haix.. i'm like decomposing at home.. rotting awae.. hahax. but shal pei sarah study larh.. budden arhz.. so sianx. and everybody in mooi sch is like studying. gdness manx. haha. and filza syahirah bte daud. she has been threatening miee wif tt stupid thing. hahahaha. bt she doesnt mean it larh. :D haha. yea. wana meet sarah soon! hahaa. loong time no see le lorhz. and yeah! maám sarah approve le! oh yes manx! love ya ma'am!! ahahaha! hahaha. LALALALALALALALALALA.. bb.. :)


with smiles,


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