pRoMOs OveR!
econs: erm... (mayb cos i din expect much)
maths: hmm. =/ (hopefully can make it!)
lit: =! (hope my comparative poetry can help to give me sub-pass)
physics: =( (mayb i was expecting lots from it)
saturday! (: going out with tang my squadmates!
i think promos arh.. i don haf enough energy to last me throughout the 4 days. but at least i was kinda excited for it! haha! tang, maam sarah, squaddies, juniors! supported me! lOves tkgrCy =) oh maam, do do take care in australia!
and now it's time to chiong for MY JUNIORS! ((: OUR UNIT! =)
ALSO! all de way for PROM!! :D challenging but funn! with prom comm! :) full of crappie stuffs! rachel laughed at my joke till she CRIED today! hahahas.
not forgetting, our council room needs to be cleaned and packed and ready for ORIENTATION! :) ASSETS :) L.A.W preparation!
something to learn.. ACCEPT others for who they are and everyone will be happier! ((:
quek can do them well ! =)
went back school to hand in my assignments and went home tgt with my squadmates in mjc! erm. our smiles were weird!! cos the timer kinda long. haha!oh simin cut hair! and her ponytail's now gravity-defying! SO CUTEEE.
as usual, we decided to try something new and often dumb? =)
my handphone almost dropped from the second floor!!
we placed it on de railings and erm!
here are de results:
First attEmpt (sitting on chairs)
only heads!SeCoNd atTempT (sitting on table)
only legs!tHird attEmpt (reAlisEd we coUld've adjUsted hp insTead) it almOSt dropppp!
only body! =.=FiNAl attEmpt: squEezed betWeen tAble and Chair! fiNally a pRopEr picTure!
it's always so fun and happy with them.
hmm. JUST had a long talk with filza! we started at 4am and she's gone off for a nap.
we can do it! it's still ur decision =)
i shall go eat breakfast now and den medicine =( it's awfull =((
HapPy BirtHdaY LiLI ! =))
happy oa-camping! actuallie i'm worried! cos the quake haven really settle and our campsite.... with guys banging on top floor will cause dust to fall from ceiling. erm.. the quake. i'm scared! but heh. it's our home, it'll be safe =) and they going for hike i suppose? take great great great care!
{ VoID.voiD.vOid.VoId.void.VOID. (perhaps of emotions) hmm.. *shuts >< }
=)) quekyingqi is fine =) :D:D i can do it!
my colourful pills! knock it down stupid quake!.jpg)
do them proud again =) we can do it!
chanced upon this quote on some show:
dont magnify your troubles infinitely,
that it'll block your senses and cloudd your vision
school's starting tomorrow..
my promos prep is kinda VERY slow.
oh wells. i think it just iSnT me to get so sad and demoralised mugging.
i prefer my happy studying ! =) absorb and apply. not forcing yourself.
that's smthin i learn from tang and olvls. =)
the louder the cheers u hear when on stage, the more empty you'll feel when you're alone.
last night before i sleep, i recalled what tang used to ask me:
who are the ones you think of before you fall asleep each night?
according to our squad, hahaha =P they are the people you hold close to your heart.
hmm.. i guess sometimes, we're
too tired handling our tasks in the day,
too busy worrying about our upcoming issues the next day..
and we've not settled out heart and mind for a good rest each night..
we need to learn to live the moment-just like how we did before we leave our sec sch :)
don do tiring thinking-faith :)
hmm. it feels heart warming being a mentor? =) seeing them still in contact, going out, mmmmmmmmm =) 9of dem. one taking picture i suppose ;)to tkgrcy jnrs-NCOs! hang in dere. i'm getting older! =( hahash. i see de cycle repeat.. hmm. it feels scary but funny. hahas. sec1s behaving like sec1s blaa baa. tomorrow i'm giving them a surprise at tkgs! hahas. they having faas will leave school around 8am. so i'll be dere around 730am. so excited! going back school! and yes i shall wear my pinafore! =))
my promos prep is kinda slow-moving.. pretty scared.
*ahhhhhh
it seems so distant. but hmm.. not gona think too much!
hmm. it would be nice if xingtan reallie understands the 'out' feeling in rc bahs =) heh.
i'm standing here. is everything rushing past me?
i wish my mind gets stronger.
i'm scared! but i dunno for wad. hmmm. =)
goodnights!
quek ying qi is back.
=)
stAy haPpiE!
i wish...
i'm involved in the oa mod and oa camp
=(
but it's okays.. i know it's time to focus for promos.
it's alright yingqi it's alright.
i haven done much for my promos preparation..
i'm being honest here!
=(
wad's going on within me! wad's wrong? hmm..
i miss muhd, shane, xiqing!
happy birthday grandpa! =))
went out with my family to makan at tampines!
hmmm. my cousin.. er. no matter what, he's still the gentleman! =)
haha. den the three of us, xinyi, jianhao and me! drank drank carlsberg! ahh! ahhas. but it's a usual thing to do during my grandparents' bdae dinner. hahas. but this time round i drank much more den previously. so did the rest. hahahs. hmm. i did felt abit giddyy and haha realise i'm slightly err. drunk? but since i know it, it cant be dat bad !ahhahs. pretty fun with all the games and he cheat me so many times! hhahas. but xinyi and me still beatt him! hahaha.
xinyi's a rc cadet ! err! hahas. cant imagine her calling me yingqi maam. ahahs. but anyways! my cousin!hahahs. so protective of his frens and his sister . aww. =) so yea. had fun tonight!
i'm feeling more daring now. hahaha. err. but still, not the courage to message you. but i was in de cab junnow and hah! next time must take smone's car or bike! plug in my earpiece and stay away from the day-to-day reality for a while. i haven take si-di-fen's bike yet!! soon soon soon. =)
i still know my limits, come home! i still have my promos =) if it were after promos, i might just call si-di-fen dey all, den the rc pple all go out and makan =) ahahss. alrightS! i'd better leave before i'm talking nonsense..
anyone can cook! anyone can score well in promos too. you can do it!
i like de movie! =) pretty meaningful. here's an extract:
remy wans to be a chef and cook, but father objects and even showed him the many many corpse of rats who got too close to humans..remy hesitated and seems doubtful.
dad says: the future is gona carryon like dis, you cant change the future.
remy: the future is change. *remy walks away.
father asks: remy where are you going?
remy: forward.
though he was doubtful and stuffs, but i guess at many instances, his courage is one where humans should learn to take on.
friendship.love.kinship. =) ratatouile. =) nice plot ;) makes me think bout many many things! hahas.
actually i was rather affected by the sicko in the train. was rather bleah but i tried hard not to show it heh! i wish you were there. i wish i had the courage to call for you. i felt so embarassed, i wish smone was dere to protect me =( but yea nothing happened to me lars. =)
ratatouile! friends dont give up on each other. work hard to get your results! just like how the rat worked hard to cook. =)
takecare ! =)
teachersday celeb PREPARATION!
busybusy working till 11plusplusplus in school, scotchtaping stars everywhere, checking sashes, BLAABLAA. but we NeVEr forget playing! mr owentan fetch the bedok-pple home! fast driving! jhahas.
=)after teachers' day.. chatted with jinjian and junkai! hmmm. told dem manymany things, and onli both of dem! cos so far, dey ar e 2 i trust. another one would be yunzhi bahs =))
>> we took soooo long to untangle the balloons! but we felt so accomplished! haha!met my dearest ever squadmates after dat! TM! =)) they came from tkgs. but yea. me din make it dere cos gate closed by the time my debrief ends.
the true meaning of happy
wad's with atiqah's eyes... haha. joke of de day!
rara and poh!
longlong table of us!! :Das expected, we were so so noisy! even at the food junction. =P
joke of the day: NURUL ATIQAH! hahaha! there were so many instances she made me laugh till my stomach sooo pain! outside this fashion, outside body shop, and at long john silver!
our on-the-spot joke: who is always conscious amongst us? SAMANTHA!
cos SAMMI-conscious! hahaha!
<> ImProiSed HanDsiGns sayIng Q.M!
samantha! our AWwww... story
scene 1: she was having gastric few days ago, so i bought her hot milo on my way dere!
(i promised her to buy)scene2:
i cried to her that day, and she wrote me a touching letter dat almost made me tear! thanks so much sammie turtle. =)
(she promised me to write)scene 3:
we went to buy shoelaces and share! we have one of each type =)( and now we lovee looking at our shoes )
friends keep promises with their heart =)
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i miss my squadmates. even the parting on the gathering itself was tough. what more the months that we wont get to see each other in school and redcrossroom.
when we get together and link various incidents, i realised... we share the same emotions at the same period!
tang and soot was down at the period when me and filza was down. sammie was down dat period when atiqah was down. i was down when pauline feels sad. cera felt lonely that time when a few of us did! perhaps coincidental. but sometimes, we choose to believe that we share the same emotions unintentionally. and that is what squadmates are. isnt it?
our big squad huggs! <3>