ahahahahahaHA!
every every night they make me so high and happy before i go to bed!
=) *laughs!
chris...topher chua.
ohhhhh
huh?
chris...topher chua.
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OH HAHA!
*turns around, TING! * smiles
HAHA ALLL those retarded smiles.
HAHA! and each night i love them more and more!
lols.
goodnights batchie! off to bed! for better days ahead! =))
haha! quite a few thingies to update!!! TSK for fluffy tay!
hahaha wanted to do something to the pictures den bloggg! hahas. but yet to settle down and work on the pics! hahas. sorry flufff! will be up sooon! :D
that means this blog is just to ....... tell you to wait a while longer! :D
meanwhile.. im still waiting for your letter!
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eighty-five
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EIGHTY-SEVEN days.
to seeing fluffy!
when we wake up in the morning,
we have 2 simple choices,
go back to sleep and dream,
or wake up and chase those dreams.
found this pretty thing on ahmeng's blog to share =)
today is a......."i made myself happy" day! hahahas
started off my morning telling myself to smile relax and stay happy!
and my day was much much better =)
the past few days i think i was emoingg. but eeeee. i dont like to emo.
so i decided to try to stay happy.
and it kinda works!
you know sometimesss., i'll post a little note for myself on my phone.
and i do feel a little uncomfortable when people peeep at my note =X
haha cos it's a note for myself =) reminding me of my day's purpose.
OH! look at this greeen prettty =)
i dunno why my parents bought this family camera! =X SO RANDOM! waste money! =X
but i didnt mind it cos it's GREEEEEN =) prettty pretty greean. :D
i was very very very sad just now =(((((
cos i didnt have a hot nice dinner.
after a =X day at work, i've always hoped to reach home seeing hot nice food for dinner. =(((
but joanne said " i bring u go eat hot nice dinner! :D " and it sooooo changed my mood for the very much better =)
hahaha lemme tell u a secret! i cried cos of not having the hot dinner! =((( of course nobody seees me crying. but " i bring u go eat hot nice dinner! " <<<< =)))))
oh! seems like most people wants to say they wont cry no matter what, inorder not to appear weak?
But i am a cry baby!! im serioussss! in human human relationships. serriooousllly. i came to realise that i AM one.
oh but butbut! i dont cry over work! over stress! over challenges! =)
ohyes i learnt something cool today!
astronauts cant cry...
cos in space, there is no gravity.
and so the tears cant fall.
haha! do you wana be an astronaut?
haha not for ma and joanne! cos we want to cry when we dont have nice hot dinner.
we want to cry when we are sad!
smthin about naiming! hahaha. my junior. she was telling us her story during farewell.
and the scene of her telling the story keeps running in my head recently. alot of people would laugh at her story for being drama!
but i think that is a very pure state of love. hahas! =X
cos.
the expressions are so rich. nothing was hidden.
CRUISE TML! =))))))
burns with happiness
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melts in comfort and security
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melted in love
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left at -300degrees
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hardens like a rockk
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knocks
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tries to burn in happiness again
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tries to burn again
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trying
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still trying hard
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doesnt feel like trying once more.
updatess!
tkgrcy farewell~ thank you juniors! and goodbye =)
had fd modular in de day. was running on spare batt at the farewell. hahas
wanted to cryy cos i thot of my own farewell. the scene where i was surrounded by my squadmates! suddenly i miss them much.. it has been a long while since we met up =(
i got presents tooo! =)GIANT EArthquake! great great time chatting with derek ChOoOoo, evonne maam! , esther Gay and Jing Ni Fish! =) *HAppy BIrthday to you* RePEAT times 10 to the power of 23. hahahaha! the irritating sonng!
doesnt it look Greaeeaatt here. omg!Random Outing with Estehr Gay and FiSHH! =)) at ICHibAN i think.. SUPER FULLLLL
and we went mac cafe to slackkkk! :Dfinally....ToDAY!!! =D
" Those old Rainy Days" meeting! =)) was telling derek. i think it's amazing to see how our batchmates help each other!
Look at that Laptop besid Derek's face. That's OUr Comittee Member from CHINA! =))) TAY SHWUYUEH! hahahs skype !!!
ZooOMM in to laptop !!! ahhhhh! hahahahahas. GREATT PPLE.