..talentime..if u're in a happy mood, stay away, if u're feeling sad, u can choose to read at ur risk. hmm, talentime, few hrs ago..and, yarh..i'm dissapointed. tt's all i havta sae, maybe. my feelings, i dunnoe, shd be more than tt. dis morning..wake up, go sch, and blaa blaa, every thing was still fine, and i was still kinda hyper and looking forward to talentime. bt now, hmm, i dunnoe oso.den practise n practise, dance, sing, dance, sing, dance, sing, and surprisingly, my knee doent hurt tt much, gd lorhz, bt now, i cant walk, on da way home, je told me to care abt my body first, bt hmm, makes sense, bt i dun follow logic, when i'm in for smthin, especially, fdc, i put my heart n soul into it, even if i'll get injured afta tt, or wad, i'll put in wadeva i can. yep, tt's yingqi. me. and yep, packed stuffs, so many things, carrying this n tt, wow..so many, everyone was jus lugging this n tt..hahax, and den on da bus, did cheers, and yarh, all dose things, was going thru da dance lighting n sound stuffs with pau, cos we made her incharge of our lighting n sound, and e recording was disgusting manz..and den, we reached!! so, ganjoing, was avoiding sm pple, bt think still see me larh, bt nvm , lucky nt see me in dance costume..den yarh, here n dere, dunnoe wad we busy abt..and make up make up make up..den go in for song, out of tune, hmm, dunoe whether have anot, bt i think it was out, bt i think..bridge was gd larh, saw e judge nodding his head,heex..den changed for dance, wow, e hair horh, dunuoe like wad like tt, bt i very scared later dance half way everything drop, so, i sprayed alot alot..and put lotsa glitter..hahax..da whole flr was filled with glitter..hahax..den waited for their skit, think dey did well, and den, soot, cera, suad had to change immediatey, so rushed..hmm..think da whole prog very rushed lehz..anyway, yarh, so, we din get to watch da skit, and den for dance, last item..hmm..E VENUE WAS..I DUNNOE WAD TO SAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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WHERE GT PPLE COMPETE DANCE IN VOID DECK-LIKE AREA, AND IT'S SO SMALL, DEN, USE RADIO, SO SOFT!! maximum smmore!!! no lighting!!! no grand sound effect!! argh!! i was very shocked to see thi"s "stage" for dance, it was totally out of my expectation. infact, da whole dance wasnty to my expectation! da effect to be created is all nt there! wa lau! i want a stage! i want da stage for talentime 2003 finals!! at ulu pandan community club!!! tt was gr8!! eve ill now, i culd stil rmb vividly e judges'faces!! and yarh, i jus..i was so so envy of e skit's stage, bty for dance, i was very dissapointed with da setting, bt dere's owaes a reaosn..so, yep. trust them lorh, bt eeyeh, still dun like it. den yarh, end, hmm. 2 ple entertained us.hahax, think dey sings well..hahax, tong hua is nt a very easy song to sing..u al might nt understand..hahax,nvm, den yarh, results, song, nothin. hmm, i was kinda a little shaken. i mean, yarh, dance, 2nd runner-up, when dey announce 2nd runner up, i dunnoe whether to want it or not, cos, i dun wan to end our efforts jus like tt with a 2nd runner up, budden i was really scared..wad if we din get 2st / 2nd, isnt it worse?? bt, 2nd runner up: bring me to life went up stage, barefooted, e stage quite cold lehz..heex..den yarh, went off..den sat beside da maáms, so bored..hmm..bt i'll rather sit dere den stay at my original place, as leaast i get to go up on stage..den yarh, skit, nothin oso, bt dey're contented, dey're satisfied. hmm..gd lorhz. den yarh, waanted to cry liaox, bt cannot larh..heex..my first n last yr talentime i din cry on da spot, bt went home and yarh..like tt lorh, den hmm..oh yarh, we went kfc, tok quite a number o pics, den smthins happened, bt lazy to mention larhz. den thruout, i was kinda quiet larh. heex, was trying to cover my emotions, bt apparently, i was too fed-up to hide, so, i guess dey noe oso, can tell abit larh, bt i did try to hide it. den wen thome, walked home with je..hmm..too ahem to tok liaox, so din really tok to her, mainly is she tok i "hmm..""orh""yah lorh"only, den oh yarh, bedok lighting, so nice..hmm..it'll be romantic if it's of other design and at other places, nt bedok interchange. hahax, nt saying nt nice, bt it'll be better if..yarh larh, i very lazy to tok already, nt to mention all dose bruises n stuffs..and my disappointment. last yr, tho we broke da recoed of getting into top 3 for dance, bt, tt's nt ying qi. hmm..bt was on da phone with sarah jus now, and ayhr, she old me abt da top 2 dances..hmm..i have to teke my hat off to them..and yarh, tkgs are so trad, dunoe how to be innovative one..hmm.yarh..and hafta sae to u pple out dere, especially to my dear dance pple tt did so well todae: i'm sorry i can onli lead u pple thru talentime dance to 2nd runner up. i'm sorry. i'm sorry abt my incapability and sorrry for everything. "i'm sorry"cant tell how i'm feeling towards u all. jus, i cant lead u all further than 2nd runner up. i'm reaaly sorry. i dunoe how to put across my msg other than jus a simple: "i'm sorry"
looking at dose glitter, trophy, costumes,makeup,stuffs, reminded me of talentime and yep. and thanku pple, u were all behind me supporting me especailly some of my frens, all ur msges kept me going, thx. bye