haha. jus came back home and seems like i'm e first to go online, pple. haha. anyway. yah. cancelled training today cos low attendance lah and din scold them today too cos so little pple, scold already also no use. eeyeh. shant tok ab them, it'll only makes me..troubled. anyway, we were supposed to play basketball after evac bt!!! argh. was rather irritated. haha. a bit only lah bt i wasnt angry. dun wry squaddies. and fil, dun cry. u'll only make me a bad person when dey all ask me nt to bully u. bt i din even do anything to u!!! i jus want to play bball, den u also on e verge of crying. eeyeh..make me e devil. nvm. haha. anyway..i still want to play basketball. hmm.. next time den. sigh. pretty upset. haiz. nvm lah. haha. and den we played truth or dare ( my most afraid game ) haiz.. make me so embarassed for thousands of time. bt dis time round. haha. i dont go for dare. everytime when it's my turn, i'll only say "truth" immediately. haha. u all shld noe why..haha..and found out so many secrets of my squad...haha..even secrets of me when i dont even noe it. i shall be more..stick to my decision and i really did. tho i want to noe, bt i dun really care. tml..maáms want to play bball with us!!! bt i have some things in school...den e maáms dun want to go school to play. nvm, shall persuade them. haha. i noe dey noe i'll be upset if i cant play. so might have a chance tt maáms will be cumin tml!!! ( nt excited abt them cumin bt excited abt basketball ) haha. seems to be crazy ovr bball. anyway. still got wad?? hmm..on e bus, din really tok much also, dunnoe why. and have lotsa things to do!! cant stand it. so busy...why am i so so busy with rc stuff. bt nvm lah, i like. i dun mind bt i do need some time to catch up with my studies. haiz. haven study yet. waiting for juniors'call and maybe need to ask maám qt some stuff n ask where e maáms playing bball tml.
oh forgot abt iit!!! next week got joel sir's thingy. can we dun go?! maybe i shld feels honoured if chosen bt e prob is i dun want to by...u all noe lah. bt have to go, nt very sure which schs goin too. ask a few also dunnoe wad i toking. haha. rather scared. so, a bit contradicting dere. hmm.. jus go lorh, wont die. haha. and i'm still pondering if i shld go for ulp and grp outing.
sigh. i'm shy u see. haha. and yah, i'm kinda..hmm..nvm. haha.
oh yes!!! and i forgot to tok abt e chewing-gum-commit-suicide incident. haha. i agree to let pauline do firemen's lift on me and i was eatinge chewing gum tt filza bought ( nt really in e mood to eat tho ) haha...and den...
pauline was doing her steps one by one andi was still happily chewing e bubble gum and den...
she lifted me up and i let out a cry.
jus at tt split second, when she stood up and when i let out a cry...
my bubble gum committed suicide. it jumped off from my mouth!!!
it was like so funny and all of us started laughing and everyone was on e floor even those "in e air" ( e casualties ) dey jus jump off and laugh their heads off. i was rather embarassed lah. bt luckily, it was onli my squadmates. if it's like other schs' pple...i'll be like...dunnoe where to hide my face. haha. funny incident. isnt it?? haha. still kinda find it funny now. tt scene. hahahahahaha.
and a few minutes ao, xw just called me and told me e attendance for tml, i told her if change to friday, wad's e attendance? and so, still waiting for her call..hope can be better. killing 2 birds wif a stone ( i dun like to kill birds n i dun kill ) haha. cos if on friday, will have more pple and den tml i can play basketball wif the maáms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..i'm kinda excited bt let's jus hope tt tml wont have anything pop up and hope tt pple are wiling to play !!! haha...i dun like to force pple to play. and i'm awaiting maám yk's tarot cards!!!!!!! tt's anudder exciting thing too. cos i think it's rather true. in fact, very very true. and right NOW! cathey ( my dear cat ) is trying to steal food frm my plate. haha...she's lying beside me now. betta go off now. bb!!