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my heart hurts. i cant breathe. i cant eat. cant slp. it jus hurts. i dunnoe, everything jus reminded me of * and my heart really hurts. i dunnoe. it's jus. i dunnoe. i cant breathe, dun even feel hungry, nt even tired. i'm jus feeling like a wonderwoman, dun need to slp, dun need to eat, dun need to rest. i like da song: my way it's encouraging, smmore da meaningful part sang by leon.hahax, too bad derrick nt inside. haix. i will find my way, i want a diff way, ..., tell me a brand new dae, you shi hou shou shang you ren xin teng, ku le you ren an wei, xian zai yu dao kun nan zi ji jiu yao xue hui mian dui..i will find my way, i want a diff way, nuthin can stop me now, no matter wad dey sae, kun nan shi yong wo de jian qiang he nu li yong gan mian dui, xian zai yong xin qu dui, gan jue jiu dui, i'll find my way. << my mind towards * i guess. hmm..translation: i'll find my way, a diff way, lead a brand new dae, when i'm hurt, smone will feel bad for me, when i cry, smone comfort me, now that tt troubles are all standing in my way, u hafta learn to face it urself. i'll ind my way, i want a diff way, muthin can stop me now, no matter wad others sae, in times of troubles, use ur perseverence mind, determination and hard work, effort, to face them bravely, using ur heart n soul to face it now, e feeling is right, i'll find my way. yep, tt's da eng translation, a bit wrong larhz. bt u get it. yea. hmm..smtimes, i jus feel like having a blog tt no one noes, or jus have a diary/blog/ wad eva, and i'll jus locked it n no one noes, if i feel like, den show it to some pple, like tang or my rc frens, bt, i'm too lazy to do so. bt i might have one. hahax, bt it's enuff to jus tok online with them. yep. feeling better now, bt stilla wonderwoman. hmm..bye.