jus read dancer's blog, commenting on red cross cca promo, well, all i hafta sae is: i cant be bothered. hahax. u pple deserved it larhx, we hafta rite to do wad we want, we do talentime dance, u al jealous rite, i noe. u pple are. walau, dunnoe wad u al doin, e sch gave us viod deck, so, da whole void deck is ours, why do u hafta care abt wad we do. and hu gave u pple e rite to use da void deck. bt kinda happy, if u think it in a positive way, i mean like, if our dance is bad, dey wuldnt even care..hahax, jealousy is smtimes a praise, indirectly, heex, and yarh, it's over larh, nt bad, heex. bt now, talentime dance, da feeling is still stirring within m, wanted to write down my feelings oin da form of poem, made it in my mind, bt i was too..to write in down, so, i dun bother. and yarh. hmm..talentime..and oh well, i shld jus let it down, i mean i'm trying bt..hmm..give me more time, bt i noe i dun have time!! fdc's coming. i dunwan it to turn out like talentime. i really dun wan bt i dun really have da confidence, bt yingqi: u can do it!! yes. i can do it. i have confidence! jia you! and yes. format out. kinda happy. heex. all dose reading my blog shld noe, infct, is sarah tell me one, and yep, fdc 2006. one day event, 2 parts, part A, commander given a list of 35 to 40+ commands, da more commands u do, da better bt da more u'll hafta memorised and everything larh, and yarh, it's gd tt dey give us a list of commands to follow, gd. finally. and den yep, something like maám qt's time tt fdc, which i hoped for, gd. and den, part B: same as last yr, maám yk's time fdc, obstace course..hmm..hahax, sarah was like it'll be at a disadvantage if da commander is short, lucky i grew taller.heex. cos she say if verytically challenged den cannot see da cones..hahax..bt i kinda scared..hmm..infact, very, cos i think di yr's fdc, rely a lot on da commander..hmm..for commanding, i think i have da confidence in me. sure can one, bt scared i out of tune or wad, hopefully nt, i must be very prepared. and den i think this yr, da main focus or hightlght or wad eva criteris will be alot alot alot on da flexibility of commander..sarah sae part A is wad da commander mus choose da command herslf, tt part i din quite get it.bt nvm, think briefin on 18 feb, bt ct most prob on 18 feb. den how.hahax..i cant wait to go for fdc briefing..ohh..i'm already feeling scared now, for i dunnoe wad, hope da juniors'drills can buck up, it'll be depending on how i teach agian..hmm..kinda scared cos i dun think i teach well, bt, i have to have da conbfidence. i have!! heex..kinda scared..aiyarh, very scared larh, commanding part i nt very scared, jus very scared of ke-kanan LURUS, my lurus is 4eva out of tune..die larh,i dunnoe why, bt da lurus jus cant get out properly out of my mouth. eeyeh..hope t dae dun go out. den needa report oso, wad if i reaport wrongly, and to everyoine, 0on tt day, pls bring nric / ezlink card, think it'll be needed to register. yep, and yeah!! will be competing with all my frens larh, bt it's a friendly match , jus hope tt some sch wont go: if u want to slack, slack now, later when u all go out tt time, cannot slack liaoz, wa lau. insulting fd. bt i trust da commanders dis yr, cos all my frens mah, hahax, dis type of thing shld be wont happen on. madelene, muhd, shane, warren, yingqi, still gt hu arhz..bt nvm, enuff liaox, jus kinda scared larh. jia you!! u're yingqi!! u can do it one!! have faith in urself. u can!! jia you!! bye.