footdrill competition 2006.
i dunnoe how to start off moi blog. i dunnoe wad to sae. well. it's unexpected. i din expect all this at all. well. seriously. i din expect at all!!!
first, start off with the previous nite. o3o3o6. i slept at 2++am. and woke up at 4.44am. hahaha. 444. heex. i was polishing my boots. =) and doing all the admin stuff. =) den wahh. call pple until like siao ,manx. den haix. sorrie lar. i din call ex maáms earlier. den some canot come cos dey make other plans le. sorrie. den erm. my mama's bdae. so, had to eat cake and kfc. but i ate one tiny slice of cake and i eating alot of them now. and for kfc, i onli eat 2 shrooms. haha. den i drank honey and eat strepsils and stuff lar. den i feel so bad. din reallie celebrate. din buy preent or prepare aniething. haix. but ever since i noe fdc is on 4 march. i noe i wont do much on mama's bdae. hehz. sorrie. den in the evening. at nite especially. wahh. alot of msges. sent and recieved. all so touching. and i tink our batch made alot of frens. gd gd gd. and den u all got read previous blog rite, din iron uniform. haix. den erm. lie on bed. i culdnt slp at al. i noe i'm tired and sleepy but i'm just scared. afraid of facing everything. i'm reallie terrified. horrified and yarh. but i noe i'll hafta face it and furthermore. the leader. so, i have to lead. many under me. i have to lead. so, i cannot give up. i noe i cannot. and i noe. alot are caring to us. my squad are suppporting me. they backed me. so, i din fall. friends are giving me tabs on my shoulder to boost my confidence. i know i have to do it. i am a leader. i cannot fall. =) den just feeling sleepy and get up at about 5.05am. den went to make my hair and stuffs lar. my hair was so hard lar. and yar. prepare myself for all i can. den set off. supposed to meet filza at a certain time at bedok mrt. but we din in e end. haha. so, i went to take bus 33 to school and i was the first to be there!! YEAH!!! haha. for fdc. i finished my food the first for once. for fdc. i reached school the first for once. haha. nice one. then, juniors everyone reached le. then, immediately, we went to iron uniform and everything lar. my agenda was all out of order liaox. den i was so scared we'll be late. but finally, we get up the bus. and the bus trip was so short that afta preparing ourselves, we dun have time for cheers and stuff. so, i was pretty scared of the morale lar. then, atiqah called. i was telling atiqah how scared i am. cos. she understand lar. den i realllie want to cry le. i was reallie very very very very scared. i dunnoe how scared i am. but i'm just afraid. i'm scared of screwing up. and we went to register. and yar. woof. den we went up the classroom. so smll lar. den have to squeeze. den we talked about everything. and verything single thing. and yar. did some marale-boosting speeches and stuufs. we just know that the spirit is there. then, had to get ready for uniform inspection le. wahh. soo soo soo scred manx. den i saw doreen maám. and i was thinking. she's in uniform. so i have to diam them and greet rite. so, yepp. i did. lucky i din hasitate. woof. and heard that we were the onli squad that greeted her. heex. YAY. hah. then, get ready for uniform inpection. and the onli commanding that can distract me was shane's one. in fact, i could onlin hear shane's commanding. it was good. very deep. low. and solid. yepp. nice. so. i was rather scared lar. den smmore during practice on 030306. my commanding went hoarse. so, i was very scared smthin like that happen again. so, i din dare to shout out during u.i. haha. u. i. onli. dun starin voice too much lar. haha. den doreen ma'am walked to me and sae; why u so mean to urself, face the wall. and so, i asked for pemission to shift. yepp. so i was pretty scared lar. den we shifted. den erm. i was given command sheet. and i tried all my best to memorize and den was busy thinking and deciding whch one is wrong and stuffs like that, den i keep asking questions lar. cos got one part is they must march in ranks one. not by files. so i was pretty scard. but the command list is usually wad we practised. so, i was quite confident for round A. in fact, i was very confident we can do it. for round A. and no memaras!!! eeyeh. haha. den we were at the staircase there and we did our raffia string cheer softly. hahaha. den our fdc cheer oso. heex. and "we are a squad". haha. den we go out liaox. i went into wrong box. but gd thing was. we din panick. heex.den must tell them be careful of raffia string=) ahha. so coincidence lar!! rafffia string!! ahaha. den upon reaching there. i glanced at e audience there to see where are our supporters. shld be easy to spot wad. hahaha. green. hahahaa. den the competition commenced. haha. and our assessor was indra sir. haha. nt used to saying sir. haha. he was joking with me. as in. not jokes but friendly. haha. i asked qns. den he sae: "orh..u din pay attention during briefing rite.. ahaha. " haha. den e whistle blew and i started. my hand was shivering rigorously. i couldnt see the number of command i was at. (tt was e state of my shiver) i was shivering til i could nt even see the number on e card. and i noe. i cannot let the judges see my shivering hand. cannot even let my squad see it. if not, they will be scared. so, i held the card with 2 fingers. co two fingers den the contact between hand and card not tt great. so the card din shiver that much. den i can see the numbers clearly le. heex. den afta that. my hand was shaking!!! not shivering but hking le. den i cannot ee the commands on the card!!! and so, i pressed the card down on my waist there. to keep it still. so, can see the commands betta le. den tried to memorized some. like i browsed thru at once for a few. den just take the risk to memorized some of them on the spot. yeah. lucky it was correct lor. haha. den reached the wrong command liaox. so. i emphasized as in. i dunnoe wad i do lar. but just. erm. teling them in my mind that this is a wrong command. heart to heart. command using ur heart. not ur voice. nor ur throat or diaphrgm. use ur heart. they can hear u. den yepp. glad that they did it correctly lar. heex. den i carried on. and at hormat kekiri hormat. got no space. so i did some commands. and it's like , it reminded me of cac. when we answered the questions on the spot. i got that feeling again. just come up with that on the spot. good. den erm. we finish liao lor. we were the first school to finish. i was so scared lar. like everyone still doing. den onlin my school finish. den nt long afta. vs finish oso. den afta that, heard haoning's commanding. so, tkss was the last school to finish bahz. yepp. but everyone was still within 15 minutes. good good. then, end of round A. i noe some of them were feeling kinda sad cos they did some mistakes. but obviously i didnt sae it out. but it's the fact. all of them did wonderfuly good.den dey look not so down le. yeah!! i was reminded of last yr when afta round A. den we were told that e ma'ams were disappointed or smthin ike that, den i told myself, this is so not gona happen in my squad. =) and so, everyone was great. good. then, we went up hall to wait den we were moving heere and there. cos we want to watch the comp. den one ir sae cannot. den we move back. den other sirs sae can, den we move to corridors. and i saw yuliang and muhd. nice one. their commanding are nice=) muhd's commanding is so ri. so, me no comments. haha. the ri-style. den yuliang's commanding. yepp. nice. smthin like shane's. nice nice. can distract me one. haha. den sirs ask us to go back and sit down. so, we went back. and i decided to tell them not to go watch already. since it's like so messy. and it'll onli disgraced tkgs. so, everyone just have to sit down=( haha. sorrie lar. i dunwan the squad to be incomplete marhz. den we dunwn to sit down. haha.previously in the classroom oso. tkss sae dey nt sitingdown. but obviously dun copy them lar. den like so not decisive. yepp. okayx. back to hall. den more schools come in. den woof. yar. continue toking lar. den sarah. haix. mm. aniewae. den they ask us to take our bagss in the classrooms, so me, aisyah, sam, soot went to take. wahh. soo many htings. den we were busy stuffing everything into our hands. hahaha. den keep dropping things lar. but nvm. we did take them. den wah..wad a long wae to the hall manx. den halfwae thru, huifen's uniform dropped. den had to pick it up. den some bendemeer gals actually asked if we nid help. so nice lar!! hahaha. but since we were onlin a few steps to hall and if dey help, everything will fall apart. so, it's ok=) thx bendemeer gals. den had to walk behind hall and den come out from the side. den eeyeh. rc guys so not gentlemen one lar. we were struggling with soo many things, den dose commanders sitting infront, mear us smmore. dunnoe how to help one!! ahaha. smmore is my grpmates lar. shane, muhd!! ahaha. and yuliang oso!! dey sit so near , din offr help. aiyo. but nvm lar. we did it in e end as well. heex. den wahh. e bags and stuffs looks so messy!!! ahahaha. den settle down le. den dey hui fen's button came out. den fil had to change her button with her. ahaha. obseen lar. hahaha. den dey call out for commanders le. maám yu ching den brief us on how to go up to take the certs later. den the commanders stood dere for like i dunnoe how long. like near to an hour. according to shane and nudder gal. i dunnoe wad's her name lar. ahah. den haoning was telling us her stories. ahaha. den we were talking abt round a and stuff lor. hahah. den talked abt everything under the sun. ahaha. den finally. 1230pm le. can start le. den the guests have to give speeches. haha. den when dey sae tkgs, e cheers were so loud=) heex. nice nice. den afta. went to sit down lar. den dey annouce district one. i was so scared that our sch doesnt win aniething. i was seriously very very scared lar. den they sae 3rd is tanjong katong... secondary school. and i was like oh manx. wad if dun have aniething. den dey sae 2nd placing: Victoria schol. i was like OH MANX. wad if reallie nuthin?! oh god!! den dey sae champion is tanjong katong. den everyone was screaming le. haha. and woof. luckily. but it caught me. i was kinda shocked. den went up. and i wasnt reallie smiling at e cam. my face feels numbed. hahaha. den i shook his hand twice. den i saw alot of pple jumping!! ahah. ex-ma'ams, maám sarah, maám yan ying. maám suyin. maám jocelyn. and alot other ma'ams. haha. den haoning and meet up wif haoning and shane at e back. and guess wad?! dey were superb. afta taking their trophies, dey went to memorize floor plan of obstacle maze. dey were soo sure we will get in finls. den dey went to memorize and guide me along everything. i dunnoe how to thank them. i was so surprised. den i dunnoe wad to do. den dey just came to me. and yar. guide me slong.
"the mazze is very small" "the maze must change ranks for ur squad" "make them do yang tinggi" "see where dey are first" "must change ranks arh" "be careful kkx." " very squeezy" "must be loud for them to hear" "jia you" "can one lar"
all dose above are wad i rmb from wad shane and haoning said to me once i meet up wif them. when everything happened so..sudden. they gave me a pat on moi shoulder. and said tt to me. i was soo. i dunnoe. i mean it's so heart-felt. i mean when i'm in a lost. dey actually supported me. thank you. reallie. thank you. thanks. u 2 were great. both of u were with me when i was lost. thank you.
den i went back wif them to sit down, den u noe girls in ful-u very diff to sit one. o i sat down, den so loud lar. haha. bieeah. ahaha. den just as i sat down, den i herd my squad screaming, den e supporters scremed, i can hear tang. and den i din noe wad happen. i din pay attention to the stage. the emcee. den i heard her saying "quek". den everyone was looking at me. den smone gave me a push. so, i went up. it'll be so embarrassing if go up wrongly. ahaha. den yarh, i onlin knew wad was happening when i was shaking hand with the guest. den i dun tink i smiled at cam. i din noe wad was haooening. no time to react. i dunnoe wad face i was giving the cam. oops. den i went back to sit down. and i still in state of shock. even now. i dun tink i can forget tt moment. i dunnow. i tink it's too good for me. and yes, when i walked down the carpeted thingy, i see nuthin but a yellow human jumping towards me. it's maám sarah. ahah. she was jumping arnd. hahaha. den she hugged me. den i saw anudder person runniing towards me. it was maám yan ying. and anudder full-u person walking briskly towards me oso.
and tt was maám jocelyn. i gave maám yan ying a hug too. den maám jocelyn was in full-u, so she sae she cannot hug. hahaha. i was so.. no reaction. hahha. den walking a few steps more, the ex-ma'ams came and: "yingqi! wad did u do?! how did u do it?" haha. hahaha. e maáms said tt to me. hahaha. they were shocked too. hahhaa. den maám stephanie : " hurry! dun tok to her liaox. u hurry run back. later sekali got more." hahaha. den i ran back, with my mind nt processing that there's no more prizes. ahaha. den i ran. and i was at e back of e hal. den i dunnoe wad i was thinking. just in a twirl. i was still scared. and i dunnoe. den dey read out e 8 names. i was soo. touched. unbelievable. den went to prepare and maám yan ying brought me to cheat. hahaha. den round b. woof. e squad did very well. i tink our belok was superb . i dunnoe. but i saw their belok. dey reallie did it all well!! but me. i dunnoe. i tink i let e squad down for round b. i din do well for round b. but our link was there during round b. i wanted them to slow down, and just as i was thinking, dey reallie start slowing down, we could talked in our hearts. and kirstie was thinking and telling me to give lima langkah, and i felt smone guiding me. and i reallie gave lima langkah. the spirit, the heart to heart link is dere. this is e link i want. dis is e onlin thing tt i can compare to ma'am qiutong's yr fdc. maybe it's dis link that has brought us soo far. further than i had expected. and den yepp. i guess i'll had done betta for round b. nvm. it's all over. and yar. standing dere. it was scary. i was shivering. and i went up and i screwed up my marching. oh god. nvm lar. it's over. and den. yepp. did our raffia string and everything. jia you bahx. den went to change and eat and everything lor. at PS burger king. haha. den like tt lor. went home wif maám yan ying afta tt. haha. den reached home and i was so tired that i slept like that. just like tt. my bun net still on me. but gt up in morning to bath=) and yar. our shrooms lunch. and drinks. haha. and smthin happened to fil. hahaha. hahah. den hadi sir was so fierce to me=( ahaha. den like tt lar. well, basically, e above is wad happen lar. den e following shld be my reflection bahx. and sec2s wrote a card for fdc. and when we take picture, e maám chased ri awae for us. hahaha. gd one. see. rc guys are soo nt gentlemen. hahah. and sam fell=( casualty award to tkgs. haha.
footdrill competition 2006.
very memorable. i'll miss dose trainings. i'll miss my squad. i'll miss everyone. and i'm reallie very grateful to everyone. like. my squad: alisa (my right marker), hui fen, luthfiyyah, isabel, syafiqah, lim xin yi, lee xin yi, xiaowen, mumtax, jasmine, nadia, syazana, sooming, aisyah, samantha, kirstie, filza and me =) my supporters: sec1s, 2s and 3s, and 4s: tanglin, pauline, cera. and my ever-greatest friends: haoning, shane, muhd, yuliang, yoges, madeline, desiree, shwu yueh, xiqing, warren and many many more. but i'll especially like to thank: haoning, shane, muhd and yuliang. thank you all very very much. thanks. also, the ma'ams. all the maáms, the sirs and everyone there!!!! there's too many to be mentioned. thank you all of u. for ma'ams, must especially thank: MA'AM SARAH, MA'AM Yan Ying, ma'am yik ka. ma'am yu ching, ma'am jocelyn, ma'am suying, ma'am qiutong and MANY MANY MORE. THANK YOU!!! i'm reallie very grateful to all of u. i owe it to u all that i ca bring my squad soo far. and best commander. smthin tt i've been avoiding toking abt to pple. i feel so.. i dun tink i deserved it. i tink it's too good for me. it's wae too good for me. and yar. it belongs to haoning, shane, muhd and yuliang oso. they were great. thank u everyone. and nt to forget, of couse it belongs to my squad. and also, nt forgeting to thank my squadmates, especaiily: ATIQAH, jeannie and si min. and EVERYONE. THANK YOU. i love all of u. i reallie LOVE all of u. thank u. and jia you bahz. also, everyone were great. nobody failed s a leader. noone. everyone did it. i repeat! NOBODY FAILED AS A LEADER. we're all part of footdrill competition 2006. we been thru it as red cross youth. fdc 2006. rcy! we did it! no body failed kkz.
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