heloo. i've owes been opening this space here. having in mind what to blog bout. but nothin comes out. =(
well. i'm beginnin to get moody again=(
i dunnoe.
hols is like ending in a few hours'time.
and i reallie miss red cross. i dun wana stay at home now. haha. i dun feel like.
and i've not had a proper sleep after camp=(
a proper meal. perhaps. yes. my lunch todae was considered proper bahx. i dunnoe wad am i doin. i'm crappin.
ssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
i haven finish my homework. i'm too fed-up to do aniethin now. i feel like goin out or just lemme sleep. haha. but i feel like goin out and i dunnoe. i wana scream my lungs out again. haha. *escape* hahaha. but i dun feel like. i dunnoe wad i'm doin, thinkin, i simply dunnoe wad's goin on. why am i feelin like dis?! everything's not done. i'm nt ready for school. i'm not ready for everything.
i'm avoiding everything. but i noe. i wont shirk off my responsibilities now. i know i wont. hafta chiong for red cross for the last few daes. hafta do thousands of things. pls. for gdness sake.
argh. wad am i doing?!
QUEK YING QI!!! WAD'S WRONG WITH YOU!! WAKE UP!!! U ARNT GETTIN ANIEWHERE NOW!!! I BEG YOU TO WAKE UP! PLS! SINCE THERE'S NO TIME FOR YOU TO CATCH A MOVIE, SCREAM, CRAP, DO WADEV U WANT, JUST TAHAN AND GO AND FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK! YOU HAVE TO SETTLE SOME THINGS AS WELL. SO, WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE WAKE UP!!!! u sec 4 alreadi. cannot be so slack le. ni zhi dao ma!!
i'm goin crazy soon. i cant do things well now. not as if i've done aniethin well enuff. wo kuai feng le. bye~