cathey's leg's injured. some bubblish-like thing. it burst anyway. i applied some disinfectant cream, hopefully ít'll heal and she'll be fine. now just have to make ure she doesnt lick the cream. getwell soon my dear. i know it hurts but bear wif it.
so worried. i practically lost my head, my brain, my senses, my sanity just now. i couldnt think of what to do and how. i dont even rmb to use my brain. hundred thousands of scary outcomes just kip popping up. den i told my dad and mum and blahh blahh. n my dad asked me nt to get too close wif cathey next time etc etc. i know he meant well. but the first thought that came to my mind was 'i dun care abt dat. cathey's more impt' im really sorry. but nuthin was in my mind except for cathey. i think i'm over reacting or at least im supposed to b calm n composed n think of solutions. but i dint. so worried dat i couldnt think and e onli solution was to send her to e vet tml. den my parents said sm stuffs etc etc etc. that was the last straw. i felt as tho dey din care enuff for cathey. i was just crazy. but i jailed my emotions. i din dare to probe. im so sorry. perhaps cathey weigh tonnes in my heart. she's more than just a cat to me, she's my sister.
all's well. im just praying for the disinfectant cream to work fast. im sorry. it's my fault cathey. i shld haf noticed it earlier. i din take good care of u. im so sorry.
PS. leave me alone unless u really wish to find out abt cathey. so sorry but thanks.