i realise ive been frowning alot recently.. *frowns again!
i went tkgrcy campfire ytd! it was a combined one with other ugs.
haha. there were 11 squaddies in total! =))) yays! squaddies love.
and saw many many juniors =)) omg we broke a bench? HAHAH!
tkgrcy.
hmmm i'm going to leave them VI-less?
just cant bear seeing juniors stressed up at camp..... ahhhh.
i had the urge to change into redcross tee and join them for camp programme.
they make me wana take leave from work!
and i din really catch up with my squadmates at the fountain ahah sorrrry.
just cant bear to see my juniors left alone! =X
they met with some prob after campfire, they looked so serious in their discussion at the canteen.. and i hopped in! tried to find out what happened.
all the rest were shaking their heads and telling me "nothing maam". =(
of course i insisted to find out! so i looked to pam.
the rest continued to shake their heads telling her not to say.
but pam shoook her head lightly and she answered me.
ahhhhs i felt like hugging her at that moment! for trusting.
it was as if my efforts were put to test. and her answers were my test results.
moore than just worthwhile!
finally squeezed some time from pamela and melina to talk to me! hahahaha.
and we had FUN! =))))) haha dat's secret!
i like to see melina's super dao face trying to hide her smile from me but always failllled. hahas
i like to see pamela, standing tall and strong! Calm Composed Confident, she's got it all!
while i'm losing mine, my juniors became my source of motivation too.
for them, i wanted to take leave at work!
but for them, i went to work and OT till super late and hungry!
all this talk abt junior and senior, monkey is not forgotten! maam sarah! ahahas.
this is a longggg blog. cos was too tired to blogg last night.
there's so many lessons i learn everyday, recently.
maybe that's what makes me frownn =X
from work.
from the things i see everyday
from the way i feel.
i'm frowning againnn! that's badddd!
and i'm still replying on med to keep me steady! =(
i need some proper sleeeep!
quek needs to organise her life now!. to keep in pace with everything around her..
i'm going cruise on 3 april! YAYs! =)
even my blog is so nottt organised now, den my brain howww!
habit is a really really bad thing.
habit makes me sad when i lose my usual things.
habit makes me sad when i shift house.
habit makes me sad when i can no longer keep that habit.
but
habit used to make me happy.
habit used to make me comfortable in old house.
habit used to make me feel loved.
aww =( i cant fight habits.
QUEK! you can do it!?
it has been super long since i can say that to myselff confidently!
but quek! i know you can do it. =)