today is a......."i made myself happy" day! hahahas
started off my morning telling myself to smile relax and stay happy!
and my day was much much better =)
the past few days i think i was emoingg. but eeeee. i dont like to emo.
so i decided to try to stay happy.
and it kinda works!
you know sometimesss., i'll post a little note for myself on my phone.
and i do feel a little uncomfortable when people peeep at my note =X
haha cos it's a note for myself =) reminding me of my day's purpose.
OH! look at this greeen prettty =)
i dunno why my parents bought this family camera! =X SO RANDOM! waste money! =X
but i didnt mind it cos it's GREEEEEN =) prettty pretty greean. :D
i was very very very sad just now =(((((
cos i didnt have a hot nice dinner.
after a =X day at work, i've always hoped to reach home seeing hot nice food for dinner. =(((
but joanne said " i bring u go eat hot nice dinner! :D " and it sooooo changed my mood for the very much better =)
hahaha lemme tell u a secret! i cried cos of not having the hot dinner! =((( of course nobody seees me crying. but " i bring u go eat hot nice dinner! " <<<< =)))))
oh! seems like most people wants to say they wont cry no matter what, inorder not to appear weak?
But i am a cry baby!! im serioussss! in human human relationships. serriooousllly. i came to realise that i AM one.
oh but butbut! i dont cry over work! over stress! over challenges! =)
ohyes i learnt something cool today!
astronauts cant cry...
cos in space, there is no gravity.
and so the tears cant fall.
haha! do you wana be an astronaut?
haha not for ma and joanne! cos we want to cry when we dont have nice hot dinner.
we want to cry when we are sad!
smthin about naiming! hahaha. my junior. she was telling us her story during farewell.
and the scene of her telling the story keeps running in my head recently. alot of people would laugh at her story for being drama!
but i think that is a very pure state of love. hahas! =X
cos.
the expressions are so rich. nothing was hidden.
CRUISE TML! =))))))